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Page 51 of Crazy Spooky Love

“There you are,” he says, his face a picture of fear, excitement, and pure relief at the sight ofus.

“It’ll take more than the likes of Donovan Scarborough to get rid of us,” I say, patting him on the arm in comfort.

“Even if he has completely lost the plot, which he categorically bloody has,” Marina adds, bending to put her shoes back on. “He’s gone right off the deep end.”

Isaac and Douglas both slide through the closed cellar door and join us on the small, square landing at the top of the steps. Isaac looks anxious, like a patient in a hospital waiting room about to hear his test results.

“Isaac and Douglas have just arrived,” I say.

Artie nods once. “And JoJo and Richard are over by the coal hatch.”

I’m thinking how to best organize the meeting when on the other side of the cellar door someone turns the key and locks us in, followed by the light click of high heels walking away across the hall tiles.

“Goddamn those bloody twins, not again!” I say, thinking fast. “Artie, get over there and out of the hatch quickly in case they try to block that exit too. Tell Richard and Jojo I’ll be over in a second.”

He takes the stairs two at a time, galvanized, and I turn to Isaac and Douglas.

“Isaac, I’m sorry about what happened to Charles,” I say, softly. “It must have come as a terrible blow, I wish I could have told you more tactfully.”

“It’s not as if I ever met him.” He looks at the ground, defeated. “I’d just always hoped his life had been a happy one.”

I wish there was something I could say to lift him, and then I remember that maybe thereis.

“Isaac, look at me.” After a moment he lifts his head and contemplates me with his tired, pale-blue gaze.

“Your grandson, Richard, is here, and he’d very much like to meet you. He’s brought your great-granddaughter, Jojo, with him too. They’ve driven down from Hull, and they’re here right now waiting for us over by the coal chute.”

I turn to Douglas, who’s been hanging back, awkward. “You too, Douglas,” I say. “Richard would be your great-nephew, I think?” I struggle with that stuff.

Douglas looks at his brother. How awful for him to have spent the hundred or more years since his death not certain which of his brothers caused it. He must have his own suspicions though, after all of that time to think it over.

“You go first,” he says. “They’re your family. I’ll join you afterward.”

“My family,” Isaac echoes Douglas’s words, as if they don’t fit in his mouth because he’s never been able to say them before.

“Marina, stay here and listen by the door in case anyone comes back? Douglas is with you.”

“Ready?” I ask Isaac, and when he nods, I lead the way slowly down the steps and across to the coal chute.

“What if they don’t like me?” Isaac asks, and my heart breaks a little; he sounds like a small child meeting a family who might decide to adopt him if he’s a really good boy.

In a funny way, I guess that’s kind of what he is; he’s hoping that Richard and Jojo will accept him as part of their history, a new branch on their family tree.

Up ahead I can see the others waiting for us. Richard and Jojo are sitting on upturned crates, and someone, presumably Artie, has tugged another one over for me to perch on opposite them.

“Okay?” I mouth, and they both nod, watching me pensively.

Artie’s face appears momentarily at the coal hatch above. “All quiet up here.”

I throw him the thumbs-up and then turn to the Hensons. “I’m sorry about what happened upstairs. About Donovan turning up like that.”

“I can’t believe we’re related to him.” Jojo shudders.

“Is Grandad with you now?” Richard asks, his eyes scanning the space either side of me even though he must know he’s not going to be able to see Isaac.

I take a deep breath. “Yes. He’s here.”

Isaac is right beside me, and when I turn now to look at him I notice that his clasped hands are shaking.

“He called me Grandad.” He’s gazing at Richard, and then he shakes his head slowly. “He looks a lot like me,” he says, then looks at me, vulnerable. “What do I say to make them understand, Melody?”

I concentrate on him. “Just say whatever’s in your heart, and I’ll repeat it.” I break off to glance at Richard and Jojo. “Is that okay for you guys? Interrupt at any point. Isaac can see and hear you perfectly well.”

I’m glad now that we had the session with Xena earlier in their living room back in Hull, it was kind of like the warm-up act for this, the main event.

They’ve had a preview of how this is going to work, and they both nod, then wait for me to speak again.

Weird as it may sound, this is familiar territory for me.

My family has been passing messages between the living and the dead for a very long time, so this part of my job is the bit I’m most comfortable with.

Granted, I haven’t done it under such odd circumstances before.

Somewhere overhead Donovan Scarborough is bulldozing his way around the house looking for me, Leo and Fletch are each trying to deflect him for me for their own reasons, and the twins are no doubt scuttling off to let Leo know they’ve trapped us in the cellar. Time is running pretty short.

“I left this house under the darkest of clouds, even though I was an innocent man,” Isaac tells them, through me.

“The last thing I expected was to fall in love, but Priscilla was…” he pauses, trying to think of the word to describe Richard’s grandmother.

“She was beautiful and kind, the loveliest of girls, and I was a selfish man. I couldn’t stop myself from loving her.

” He shakes his head. “I let her believe we could have a future together, and then when it came to it, I left her on her own. I can’t imagine what she went through raising a child alone back then. ”

“Nanny Cilla,” Jojo whispers, squeezing Richard’s hand at the familiar mention of her great-gran.

Isaac studies her face for a few seconds as he comprehends what she means, then repeats the phrase with something akin to wonder. “Nanny Cilla. She’ll always be twenty-three to me.”

“I couldn’t bear the idea of my shame becoming hers,” Isaac tells them. “She was too good, too soft to bear it.”

“She never spoke badly of you,” Richard interjects. “But she never told anyone your name either, so we were never able to trace you.”

“For the best,” Isaac says, stoic. “As it should be.”

“I so wish we’d known you,” Jojo cries suddenly, impassioned and tearful, and her dad gives her shoulders a squeeze.

Isaac nods. “So do I.” He draws closer to his family. “Don’t cry, Jojo. You have your great-grandma’s pretty blue eyes. I always hated to see her cry too.”

“I know I do,” Jojo says, digging a crumpled tissue out of her shorts pocket. “She used to tell me so.”

“Was she happy?” Isaac’s question is shot through with quiet fear for the only woman he ever loved.

I look toward Richard for an answer.

“I think she was,” he says slowly, concentrating.

“She had her share of heartaches, of course. Losing you, and then Dad too. She bore more than her share of sadness, but my memories of her are all good. She was content in her older years I think, although she never remarried or had any other children after my father.” He breaks off and takes a moment.

“She was a brilliant gran. She didn’t have other grandkids, so I was kind of her world after my dad died.

She stayed close and I spent much of my time in and out of her house. ”

Isaac absorbs the details, and I hope hearing that Priscilla lived a rich family life is salve for his bruised, battered heart.

“I want to say sorry,” Isaac says.

Jojo jumps in, fierce, and not for the first time today she reminds me of Marina. “You’ve nothing to apologize for. Leaving must have been the hardest thing you ever had to do, and the bravest.”

Isaac’s smile is tender. “Jojo, I fought my way through the war and being accused of murder yet, still, you’re right. Leaving Priscilla and the chance of a family of my own was the hardest thing I ever had to do.”

Richard stands and holds his hand out to me. “I wish I could shake your hand, Grandad. This is the closest I can think of.”

And that’s the moment when I decide to attempt something I’ve never done before. I’ve seen Gran do it, and my mother on rare occasions, but it’s always felt far too intimate for me. I turn to Isaac and swallow hard before I speak.

“Isaac, step into me.”

He frowns, but I shake my head fast. “I’m sure. Just do it. Trust me, it’s easier for you than it is for me.”

“Will you feel anything?” he asks.

“I don’t think so. I’ve never done it before. Isaac, I just want you to be able to shake hands with your grandson, okay?” Tears thicken my throat and I breathe out heavily, as if preparing to run a race. “Isaac, please. I want to do this for you.”

Isaac falters, and then finally he moves and steps right into me.

Oh. My. God. This is beyond freaky. He looks like a solid, living, breathing man to me, yet he’s just walked into my soul and his body is meshed around mine.

I can’t feel him, exactly; there is no sensation of weight or suffocation.

But I can sense him, and it’s intense, a sensory overload that I can’t even begin to put into words.

I’m me, Melody Bittersweet, but for those fleeting moments, I’m a conduit for Isaac Scarborough as well.

“Put your hand over mine, Isaac,” I whisper, and I watch in fascination as his arm moves out and covers mine. It’s a good job none of the others can see this, because we must look like something from The Exorcist.

And then I slide my hand into Richard’s and shake it, my eyes locked on his.

“It’s the greatest privilege of my life to meet you, son,” Isaac says, and I can feel him trembling. Tears fall unchecked down my cheeks, because it’s the greatest privilege of my life too, to be able to do this for them.

“The honor is all mine,” Richard replies, his voice grave and rich, and he holds my hand as carefully as if I were a ninety-year-old war veteran in full military uniform rather than a sugar-loving, robust girl in a Captain America T-shirt.

“Jojo,” I say, and nod for her to come across too. Richard lets go of my hand, and Jojo steps forward.

“I’m not much of a handshaker.” Her eyes shimmer with tears as she speaks. “Would it be all right if I hugged you instead?”

Isaac holds his arms out to her before she’s even finished speaking, and I lift mine to join his.

“Of course.”

We’re both shaking when she hugs me hard, and I watch in wonder as Isaac’s arms fold around Jojo’s shoulders alongside mine.

“This is the best thing that’s happened to me in over a hundred years,” he says. I whisper his words to Jojo, and I don’t know if it’s because his heart is directly over mine, but my voice…the words come out as his, not mine. I jolt in utter shock, and Jojo and Richard stare at me, incredulous.

I let go of Jojo and step to the side, and for a moment I feel like I might be sick.

It’s almost as if the air around me is rushing to push all of the particles back into the right place at breakneck speed, and I gasp in a few lungs full of air to steady myself.

Isaac is beside me again now, wide-eyed and as real to me as he’s always been.

“Did you hear that?” I croak, and he nods. “It was me. I felt it, I’m sure I did.”

Jojo looks me over as if she’s checking I’m all right. “You…that wasn’t you, was it?”

“I’ve never done that before,” I say, laying my hand over my chest. “I didn’t know that would happen.”

“Thank you,” Richard says, and then he bear-hugs me.

It’s unexpected and very, very reassuring, because he’s real and warm and solid and it feels how I expect a hug from your father might feel, if you’re lucky enough to have one.

I’m tearful again, and he tells me that what I just did was incredibly brave and he’ll remember it forever.

Wow. This is so far beyond the expected remits of my job. I’m an emotional wreck, we all are, but I look up sharply when Marina calls my name from over the other side of the cellar.

“Sorry,” I say, dashing the backs of my hands quickly over my eyes. “I need to go.” I glance up and call Artie, and his face appears instantly at the coal chute.

“Boss?”

I reel a bit at the title and then think actually maybe I’ll have earned it if we all get out of here unscathed today.

“Can you help Jojo and Richard outside and then wait for us there, please?”

I shoot across the room without waiting for his reply, because I don’t need to hear it to know I can rely on him to do as I’ve asked.

“They’re back,” Marina whispers as I join her at the top of the stairs. She’s on her own, so Douglas must have gone off to see what’s happening elsewhere in the house.

“Artie and the Hensons have gone outside, so at least we know we’re not going to get trapped in the cellar this time,” I say, straining to hear what’s going on outside.

“No need to worry about that,” she grins. “I knocked the key out of the keyhole with my stiletto heel and Douglas managed to push it back under the door to me.”

“All of those hours rewatching Ghost weren’t wasted after all,” I quip, and she shoots me a sarcastic smile.

“You have no romance in your soul, Melody Bittersweet.”

“I’ll fire you if you take up pottery,” I warn her, and we both start laughing. It’s entirely inappropriate given the situation that we’re in. I think we’re both a tiny bit hysterical.

“Ssh.” I put my finger against my lips to quieten her, because the voices outside are getting louder and approaching the cellar door.

“Let her out this minute,” Leo demands sharply. I guess he must be talking to the twins.

“Yes, let her out so I can break her goddamn legs!” Scarborough booms, and I jump back from the door because he hammers his fists on it.

“I hired you to do a simple fucking job, Bittersweet, and you’ve lost me my buyers and dragged distant fucking relatives half-way down the country to break into my property and try and take my house from me. ”

“I really think you need to calm down,” Leo wades in again, and then I hear him yowl with pain and the twins squeaking like baby birds as though an eagle just swooped in and took their papa.

“Oh God, we have to get out there and see what’s happening,” I say, desperately fumbling to get the key into the lock with shaky hands. “It’ll be all my fault if he kills Leo.”

It slides into place eventually, and I look at Marina before I turn it because, to be perfectly honest, I’m suddenly terrified.

“Ready?”

She nods. “We’ve got this.”

I draw on her determination and make it my own, then turn the key.