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CHAPTER 8

ROSALIE

I had been lost in thought, doom-scrolling through my social media feed, looking at the new posts my friends had shared, when Kordell came into the room. But I quickly set my phone down on the table beside the bed as Kordell walked over toward me. His lips curved up into a smirk.

Uh-oh, I know that look.

That was the look he made when he was determined to make me come. And typically, he succeeded at it. But I hadn’t had an actual orgasm with Kordell since everything with the Wayward Suns MC had happened. But maybe tonight would be the night. Because I had been turned on when we had sex at that park earlier. And I was ready to get worked back up again.

I leaned up off my knees and kissed him, my tongue darting along the edge of his lips to part them.

He wrapped his hand around the back of my neck and tipped my mouth more into his. Deepening our kiss, we made out. My towel slipped from its hold and fell to my sides, revealing my naked body to him. He pulled back for a moment, his eyes consuming every inch of me.

“Fuck, mama, you are so sexy. Touch yourself for a minute and give me a view while I undress.”

He stepped back and began to tug his white t-shirt off. Then, he popped the buttons on his pants, making me bite my lip in anticipation of what he would do next.

I leaned back against the wall on the bed. Spreading my legs, bending my knees slightly away from each other, I slid my hand down to my clit and worked my fingers in little circles. A soft moan came from my lips as I found the right rhythm to make me tremble.

“Yeah, that’s it, my sexy little mamacita . Show me just how much you love to touch yourself.”

His words turned me on more, and I rubbed back and forth faster. I reached my other hand up and started to play with my boobs, gently twisting each nipple in my fingers and tugging on it every so often. I glanced down and watched myself rub my hands over each of my breasts. They had never gotten very big, which used to bother me, but I felt like my C cups fit my body perfectly now. I slid a finger from my clit down to my pussy lips, teasing through them as I felt myself get more and more wet with each passing minute. My heart beat faster, the tension building in my body as I looked back over at Kordell.

He had kicked the rest of his clothing off and was stroking his cock. It was slowly becoming harder with each pump of his fist. With his eyes watching my fingers, I started to dip one in and out of my pussy. I moaned as I pushed it in farther and feathered it over my G-spot. I could barely reach it from this position, so it was more like teasing it than anything, but it still felt really good. But what I really wanted to feel was a cock inside me, pushing me into my orgasm, so I widened my legs.

“Kordell… I’m ready for you. So ready,” I panted softly as I pumped my finger in and out faster.

He looked up at my face and smirked, stroking his cock harder. “Are you? Well then, mama, why don’t you crawl to the edge of the bed, turn around and let me see you finger yourself from behind?”

I pulled my finger out and brought it to my lips, sucking my juices off with a moan.

His cock twitched hard in his hand as he groaned. Precum leaked from his tip.

“Fuck, mama, next time, you’re gonna suck my cock just like that.”

I blushed as I popped my finger out of my mouth. I scooted over to the edge of the bed and turned away from him. I bent forward and sighed when my hard nipples rubbed against the bedding. I turned my head to the side so I could barely see Kordell standing away from me as I slid my hand back to my clit, circling it once again as I waited.

I can’t believe I’m so into this. What’s gotten into me today? Maybe I’m just that needy for an orgasm that doing things that would normally be embarrassing isn’t as big of a deal today. It totally isn’t because I was within breathing distance of AJ this morning. Nope!

Whatever it was, if Kordell didn’t come over and fuck me right now, I was going to finish the job myself.

He seemed to pick up on just how close I was to making myself come because, within a few seconds, he crossed the room and grabbed my hips. He shoved me onto my back and yanked me to the edge of the bed. He lifted my legs until they were on either shoulder. He tapped his cock against my swollen clit, which made me whimper.

“You’re so wet. Why don’t I help you out with that, mama? One little thing.”

I glanced up at him through my heavy eyelids as I wrapped my fingers around the head of his cock and rolled his precum around the tip.

He groaned at the sensation as I spoke. “What?”

“Beg for me to shove my hard cock into your pussy and make you come.” he growled out as his hands gripped, then slapped both of my tits.

I cried out at the pain before opening my eyes fully and looking up at him.

“Please, please , Kordell.” Begging wasn’t my favorite. But it turned him on, so I did it. I did a lot of things for him now that I thought about it. “Please, fuck me.”

He slammed his cock into my pussy until he was buried all the way to his balls. I cried out a moan as he started to thrust. This pace felt so good. Steady, long strokes with his cock rubbing against my walls perfectly. My moans got even louder.

But he didn’t stay there, at the pace that would have made me come so quickly. No, instead, he started to absolutely pound my pussy. Leaning forward so my knees were on either side of my boobs, giving him deeper access.

I gripped his arms. He was driving into me relentlessly. And it didn’t feel good.

Too hard. Too fast. I’m going to lose it if I don’t do something. Not again!

Reaching down, I started to rub my clit, but his hand grabbed my wrist and pulled it, along with my other wrist, over my head, pinning them together with one of his hands.

He kissed me hard before moaning into my mouth. “Nah, mama, you don’t get to touch without permission. So, now, you just lie there and take it like my good puta .”

I groaned out, “K-Kordell, I need to touch my clit! I want to come! Ple—” My words were cut off as he used one of his hands to cover my mouth. He barely left me enough room under my nose to breathe.

“Shut up. Just let me fuck my girl’s pussy like she’s earned. Now, let me put a baby in you, mama.”

He started going harder, and I scrunched my eyes closed.

Kordell had been making more comments like that since I had been abducted a few weeks ago. I kept telling him I didn’t want kids, but one night, he’d even threatened to toss my birth control pills out. That made me a little nervous, but he hadn’t yet, so I wasn’t too worried about it.

But tonight, it was like he hadn’t even heard me. I was on the edge, praying to get pushed over by his aggression, but when I felt his body stiffen and heard a husky groan, I knew it wasn’t going to happen. I opened my eyes and saw he was looking down at my face, so I pushed out a muffled moan. I even clenched my pussy a few times to really sell the act.

Faker. Liar. Fraud.

The words slammed around in my head as my orgasm slipped away.

“That’s it. Fuck, mama. You look so good, coming on my cock. I told you I would reward you for earlier.” He chuckled as he pulled out of me and walked into the bathroom, cleaning off his cock with a towel before walking back out and getting dressed.

“Umm… yeah.” I chewed on my bottom lip. Frustrated, I really just felt like crying.

He checked his hair in the mirror and resprayed some cologne on and then walked back over to me. Grabbing my chin, he pulled me in for a kiss.

“All right, I got a couple of more things to do before we head back to the city, so just relax more, okay, mama?”

He gave me a wink, and I nodded in response.

Then, he turned and walked out the door, whistling like he was the happiest guy on the planet.

And I rolled over and grabbed his pillow and screamed in exasperation into it.

“UGHHHH! This isn’t fair! But, Rosalie, if you’re going to complain about it, then why don’t you just say something?”

What am I afraid of? That he won’t really care that I’m having a hard time getting off? Maybe he would! And maybe he would start doing things that helped you come, you moron!

I groaned again and rolled onto my back. Then, I got up and cleaned myself off from my short time with Kordell.

I was staring at the old mirror in his bathroom when my phone went off. I walked over to the table and opened it up, flicking through the notifications. All of it was just garbage stuff. But then I tapped my photos and started to scroll through them as I sat back down on the bed. And paused when I came to some photos I still had of AJ and me buried deep into the archived photos, that I’d almost forgotten about. I slowly went through them. There were photos of the two of us together, but mostly ones I’d snuck of him since he was always hot, no matter what he was doing. I paused on one in particular. AJ was wearing only his black joggers, standing at the kitchen counter, looking at the camera like he was going to jump through it and make love to every inch of my body. AJ always looked at me like that. Like I was perfect and he couldn’t wait to caress every inch of me.

I dragged my free hand lower. I took two fingers and slowly rubbed my clit. “Mmm…”

My eyelids got heavier as I stared at his photo, moving my fingers a little faster, my breathing increasing. Everything about AJ was majorly sexy, but it was really those deep amber eyes that always got me.

I sucked in a deep breath as I closed my eyes. I remembered what his hands had felt like from this morning. How his warmth had filled the entire car when we talked. The way his fingers had trailed along my cheek.

God, I missed him and the way he made my body feel.

“A-AJ…” I mewled out, barely a whisper on my lips.

Yeah, baby girl? His imaginary voice spoke in my mind.

Touch me, I demanded to the voice in my head.

Already am, but your clit’s not the only thing that needs to be touched. Relax. Let me take care of you, baby.

I dipped two fingers from my clit and shoved them downward, teasing them into my pussy. I clenched around them. My fingers weren’t my own anymore. Instead of my slender fingers, his strong hands were on my pussy, holding me in place as his fingertips worshiped every inch of me. Slowly and intentionally, deeper and deeper, until my G-spot was caressed.

“Ahhh… oh my god… yes, r-right there,” I moaned as I placed my phone on the bed.

I gripped the sheets and started to rock gently into my fingers.

Rub your clit for me, baby girl, so I can take care of your sweet pussy. Imaginary AJ’s voice deepened.

Lust took over as I let go of the bed, and my fingers started to work together, pumping in and out of me.

That’s right. Good girl, Rosalie. Fuck, look at you. My beautiful girl. Are you going to come for me?

“Y-yes,” I panted out.

The heat in my body was almost at the boiling point.

Go ahead, baby girl. Show me just how you lose control. I’ll catch you when you fall.

With that, I moaned out louder than I had in a long time in pure pleasure as I came around my fingers.

That’s my beautiful girl, were the last words imaginary AJ said as my orgasm eased into a pleasant hum of energy in my body.

I sighed and flopped backward onto the bed.

“I can’t believe that just happened,” I whispered to the empty room.

What has been wrong with me? Like, okay, is AJ back in town? Yes. And has Kordell been a little selfish with sex lately? Also yes. But it’s not like Kordell hasn’t teased me before. Sometimes, he just enjoys making me super needy. But is this really what this is? After all, he thought he had just made me come. But I had faked it. So, can I really blame him for my not communicating that I need him to be more into helping me get off when we have sex? I’ve never had a problem before, not until lately. So, maybe I shouldn’t say anything to him at all and just fix whatever is going on in my brain.

Get yourself together, girl!

After a few more minutes of lying on my back, I sat up, then went and grabbed my clothes. Glancing at the clock on his dresser, I saw it was late afternoon already. Time to get dressed so we could go back home.

When I was presentable again, I did one final mirror check to fix my hair before wandering through the clubhouse in search of Kordell. I found him in the garage area with a bunch of other people, just all talking and laughing, and he waved me over once he saw me. I walked over to his side, and he slung an arm over my shoulders and pulled me into him.

His lips brushed my ear as he whispered, “You look so sexy after being well fucked, mama.”

I blushed a bit and peered around at the other people. Pleeease tell me no one just heard that. Oh my gosh!

“Kordell!” I smacked his chest lightly, and he chuckled.

“Well, guys, we’re gonna head out. Still a few hours’ ride back to the city. Wilder, make sure the new candidates have their shit in order.”

As we walked out to his bike, I was curious about what they had been talking about.

“Candidates?” I asked.

“Yeah, we’re looking to replace both our enforcer and sergeant. So, I’m vetting a few guys right now. No one outstanding, but doesn’t mean they can’t step up to the plate and get there.”

“Oh, gotcha! Is there anything I can do to help?”

I pulled on my helmet, and he looked over at me and smirked.

“Nah, except for keeping that pussy nice and warm for me. That’s what I really need.” He swung his leg over his bike and held his arm out for me.

I finished tightening my helmet and made sure my pockets were all zipped up before grabbing his arm and hopping on the back of his bike. I wrapped my arms around the middle of his chest as he backed it out of his parking spot. Then, he pulled out of the parking lot and onto the street.

As we cruised down to Los Angeles, I stared at the ocean as the sun started to set. The sky turned different shades of orange, purple, and pink. Sadness filled my mind as I remembered a similar sunset. On my first date with AJ, we had watched the sun set with colors like this, and I had been so nervous when he kissed me for the first time after I told him how I wanted to paint a car in similar colors one day.

And as my mind wandered back to AJ’s face, I realized, I liked me better when I was with you.

But it was too late to go back on my decision now.

Right?