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CHAPTER 2

ROSALIE

I sat in the driver’s seat of my car as we pulled up to the next place—ironically, it was the biker diner Kordell had first taken me to the night we met. That seemed so long ago, and it was weird now. Like those memories belonged to a different version of me.

“Mama, fuck, you are so sexy—you know that?” Kordell muttered as he leaned over from his seat and kissed my neck aggressively.

I tried to smile like nothing was wrong. Like I wasn’t shaken up inside.

“Mmhmm. Well, thanks,” I said as I braced against his kisses. “B-but we’d better get going because your friends are waiting for us.”

He sighed and pulled back, shoving open the door of my car, and waited for me to follow.

After a few more drinks here, Kordell snatched my keys. He threatened to leave me there if I didn’t get into my car, so he drove us to the next location.

Two bars and one very scary ride home later, I was standing next to the front door, struggling to put my key in as a very drunk Kordell roughly ran his hands all over my boobs from behind me, pulling me into him.

“Kordell, let me unlock the door first,” I muttered.

I finally jammed the key into the lock and twisted it. I shoved the door open, and we stumbled inside together.

He kicked the door shut behind us before turning toward me, and pushed me against the wall forcefully.

“Ouch! Kordell, careful!” I rubbed my shoulder that had smacked into the wall.

He grabbed my ass and yanked my hips hard into him. He ground his body against mine, and I felt his erection through his clothes. I ran my hands up his arms and tried to make a little room between us as I looked down.

I am so not in the mood tonight, not with everything that happened. Not after seeing AJ and… making out with him.

My mind wandered back to the feel of AJ’s hands on my body, but I quickly pushed that aside when Kordell brought his hand up to my chin and roughly pulled it upward until I looked at him.

“K-Kordell, wait…”

But he cut my words off as he kissed me. It was wet and sloppy and tasted like beer. He continued to push my boundaries more, using his tongue to steal my breath as he made out with me. He tugged his jacket off and then went for his shirt, giving me a moment to breathe as he pulled back.

“No. No waiting. We’re not playing this game again, mama. You owe me, remember? Now, behave.”

I stiffened. I vividly remember the last time I had told him no when he wanted to have sex. How violent he had gotten and the mess he had made in the living room. He took my stillness for acceptance and continued to remove more of his clothes, and then he tugged the hem of my dress before he pulled it upward.

“Fuck, I’m gonna fuck you so good, mama. You can’t get enough of my cock, can you?”

He roughly kissed my neck as his hands gripped my hips, and he yanked me off the wall. He growled into my ear and then grasped my wrist. I struggled to not trip in my high heels as he pulled me down the hall, into the living room, and over to the couch.

He kissed me before shoving me backward onto the couch. I winced when my back landed, but before I could say anything, Kordell wrapped his fingers around my throat and squeezed.

“You’re going to give me the blow and fuck of a lifetime tonight, mama.” He slowly yanked his belt loose with his free hand, pulling it out of the loops before letting the belt fall to the ground. Then, he popped the button and slid the zipper open, then pushed his pants down.

His fingers tightened, and I gasped.

“Ready for my cock already? Such a needy fucking slut you are, Rosalie,” he said.

He pushed me until I was lying longways on the couch, propped up a bit on some pillows, and then he straddled my chest. Stroking his cock, he slapped its tip against my lips.

“Suck my cock.”

I attempted to plead with him with my eyes that this wasn’t what I wanted right now, but from the look he gave me, I knew that what I wanted didn’t matter. Kordell wasn’t going to leave me alone until he was satisfied, and I knew if I kept resisting, he would only get even angrier. So, I slowly parted my lips, and he smirked as he shoved his tip inside my mouth.

“That’s my good mamacita , always doing exactly as she’s told. That’s why I love you so much. My good little puta .”

He gripped the armrest of the couch and thrust into my mouth. His cock was salty and musky tonight, and I had to keep telling myself to just pretend it wasn’t. I didn’t want to actually gag from his dick because it didn’t taste good. That would definitely ruin his mood.

He groaned as he shoved his cock deeper into my mouth. At this angle, he could push it pretty far back into my throat, and I tried to keep him from blocking my entire airway, flicking my tongue under his cockhead, which he seemed to really like based on how his eyes rolled back.

“Holy shit, you suck my cock so buena , mama. Yeah, oh fuck, just like that.”

He kept thrusting faster, and I did my best to keep doing the same thing, but he started to get impatient. Before I could blink, his other hand fisted my hair and shoved my head down on his cock. I choked, and he held me there and looked down at me with a chuckle. He pounded into the back of my throat, and I winced at the pain from the force he was using.

“That’s it. Mmhmm… you love deep-throating my cock, don’t you? Such a dirty little puta, hmm?”

I struggled against his grip, trying to pull my head back, and finally, he let me go and pulled his cock out.

I coughed as my lungs filled fully with air. Relief flooded through me as he stroked his cock in front of my face. For a moment, I thought he might pass out. He looked so tired for a second, but then he snapped out of it and scooted back off my body. I tried to roll with him as he grabbed my hips and twisted, flipping me onto my stomach. He dragged a pillow over and shoved it under my hips, lifting them slightly from the rest of my body lying flat on the couch.

“Damn, mama, your pussy and ass look so good like that. I could fuck them all night.”

I really hope not. I’m still not in the mood, and he’s not doing the things he usually does to help me get in the mood.

While he climbed back onto the couch behind me, I let my thoughts trail out. I felt him drag his cock through my pussy lips.

As he shoved his cock into me in one hard motion, my mind snapped to when I had pulled AJ in for that kiss. Why the heck was I thinking about that while Kordell was fucking me?

I moaned softly as I closed my eyes, feeling AJ’s hands trail up my body while Kordell fucked me faster. The sounds of our bodies colliding filled the silence as I vividly remembered the sounds of my heart pounding to the same beat as AJ’s. I got turned on from just remembering all the little details of AJ and me together. How bad was it that I was getting closer to coming—and not from my boyfriend, who was currently gripping my ass as he drove back into me hard with his cock, but from my ex, who I’d had a sneaky make-out session with earlier tonight? Pretty bad.

But I was suddenly jerked from my thoughts as Kordell abruptly grabbed and yanked my hair back, pulling a cry from my throat.

“Ahh! Kordell, that hurts!” I whimpered.

He moaned in response. His cock twitched inside me. He was close. Then, he pushed my head back down onto the couch, leaning over the top of me.

As he kept thrusting, I tried to think of anything else as I closed my eyes. A few more minutes, and he would be done. There was no way he could have the stamina he usually did, being drunk. At least, that was what I hoped as I lay there, letting him use me to get off. I hated when Kordell got like this. It was like he didn’t care about how I was feeling at the moment. He just needed a release, and if I didn’t help him with it… well, I didn’t want to see him that angry again.

And sure enough, a few thrusts later, and he pulled out and came all over my back with a groan. He lazily smacked my ass hard before standing from the couch and stumbling over to the stairs.

“I’ll see you upstairs, mama,” he slurred as he walked up.

I waited until he was at the top and I saw the bedroom light flick on before sitting up slowly. I rubbed the spot where he slapped my ass because it still stung from the blow. Then, I carefully grabbed a few tissues from the box on the coffee table and tried to wipe up my back as much as I could. Before hopping into bed, I was totally going to take a shower.

Tonight hadn’t gone at all like how I’d thought it would.

I sighed and picked up our clothes that were scattered about downstairs before throwing them in the laundry room and making my way up the stairs.

When I got to the bedroom door, I peeked inside to find Kordell snoring in bed, clearly out like a light. Good. So, I could just get ready for bed in peace and go to sleep without any more of his crazy pressure for sex.

I walked into the bathroom and shut the door, turning on the water. Holding my hand in the stream until I felt it get to the perfect temperature, I hopped in. I relaxed as the water poured all around me, letting it wash away all the emotions of the evening. But as much as my body destressed while I shampooed my hair and scrubbed my body, my mind was anything but calm.

Thoughts of AJ ran wild. And not just from seeing him tonight, but things from our past together, which I’d thought for sure I had forgotten. And the worst thing of all? I missed him. Like, I really missed AJ. And instead of me walking out and falling asleep next to Kordell, a small part of me regretted not staying with AJ tonight.

Ugh! Are you kidding me! How could you ever think about forgiving AJ and what, break up with Kordell to be with him? After everything Kordell has done for you when AJ left you high and dry for money? Come on, Rosalie. You can’t be that stupid. You can’t just let him walk back into your life and completely throw everything off. What’s that saying? Fool me once and all that. Are you going to let AJ fool you again? What if something else happens and he leaves you? Kordell didn’t leave you when bad things happened. You would be the worst person ever if you left him now.

Normally, my pep talks to myself made me feel better, but this time, I just felt like a total jerk. I couldn’t help it that I was all confused right now. I just needed a good night’s sleep, and then I could wake up and push AJ far from my mind. And if we were to ever run into each other again, I could tell him that what had happened tonight was just a mistake and I didn’t want to see him anymore.

I nodded to myself in resolution as I finished washing my body. After drying off, I brushed my teeth. Then, I walked out into the bedroom and flicked off the lights, climbing into bed next to Kordell. I leaned over and kissed the side of his head.

“Night,” I whispered as I pulled the covers over my shoulders and snuggled in to sleep.