Page 45 of Boys Who Taint (Spine Ridge University #5)

Aspen

“Kiss him then,” Levi whispers, leaving a single, scorching kiss beneath my ear. “Let me see if you still love him as much as you thought you did.”

Apollo pulls out and grabs my face, forcing me closer to Grey. “Now fucking kiss like he told you to.”

Our mouths collide, but only briefly; a heaven-sent gift in a maddening hell, before Apollo thrusts his dick between us.

“Two mouths are better than one. Now lick and suck like your life depends on it, sluts,” Apollo groans.

He grabs us both by the hair and rubs us along his thickness. And I’m completely taken over by lust as I lick him off while being railed in both my holes. It feels unreal. Unhinged. Yet, I have never been more turned on in my life.

I bounce on Grey’s lap while Levi thrusts inside, and it’s slowly breaking me down bit by bit.

Mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually…

Men have ruined me.

But these cocks are heaven and I don’t want to get off.

“That’s it, roll your tongue around all the way, then take it into your mouth one by one,” Apollo commands.

Grey and I obey like two greedy animals without a single thought.

I don’t know where my mind is, but it’s not here.

All that exists of me is the unyielding lust coursing through my veins.

Apollo suddenly reaches for my nipples and coaxes out the moans as he squeezes them, and I suck in a hampered breath against his hard-on.

“So sensitive …” Apollo muses. “I wonder if this little fiery thing can come just from me twisting her nipples.”

“Oh, fuck,” Grey mutters, straining against the chair.

“No, not yet, little twink.” Apollo slaps his face with his dick. “Not until you make me come first.”

Grey grumbles, but still licks him off, and the sight of him taking another man does something to me. It’s so damn hot, and I can tell from the way he squeezes inside me that he likes it too.

But Grey didn’t tell me he was bi …

Did he even know?

Apollo’s fingers distract me, and I can barely even focus with these two dicks impaling me.

It’s too much.

They’re too deep, too overpowering, too fucking good.

As Apollo briefly shoves his whole length into my mouth, I whimper merely from the throbbing inside me.

“I can feel you tightening up,” Levi groans. “Are you gonna come again for me, Firefly?” He leans in to plant filthy kisses all over my back. “Do it then. Show him what a good fuck looks like because he’ll never be able to give it to you without me .”

He plunges in so deep I see stars, and another orgasm forcefully washes over me, seizing control of my body. An ungodly moan rolls off my tongue, and my entire body quivers from the intensity.

“You ready for me?” Apollo groans as he pulls out of my throat, only to fuck Grey instead. “Take it. Take me all the way, twink.”

He buries himself inside to the hilt, and Grey’s eyes nearly roll into the back of his head.

Apollo howls, and I can see it in Grey’s eyes that he’s coming just from the way he twitches and gurgles. But it’s so hard to focus on anything other than Levi impaling my ass.

He really wasn’t lying when he said he wanted everyone to see the ruin in me.

Suddenly, Apollo pulls out of Grey, cum still shooting everywhere, and he grabs both our faces and shoves us together. His jizz is everywhere; my lips, my tongue, his face, mine, and Apollo keeps sliding his length back and forth between our lips to spread it all around while moaning like a beast.

“Lick it all off and swallow,” he groans. “Lick his goddamn lips like the hungry whore you are.”

He pulls away and pushes our faces together, and my lips instinctively smash onto Grey’s, kissing and licking him until our saliva mixes and the cum drips from both our tongues.

“Fuck, I’m gonna fill up this gorgeous ass,” Levi groans, and he grabs my waist and plunges in so deep I moan right into Grey’s mouth. I bounce on his lap, unable to control myself, unable to keep the lust at bay.

Levi howls with pleasure as he unleashes a second load inside me, while Grey whimpers along with him. He bites my lip as he explodes inside me too, as if those boys using me set him off.

And I feel like I’ve gotten raptured.

Baptized in their fucking cum.

This was wrong.

So wrong.

So … damn … sinful.

And all of it reminded me so damn much of my Ghost.

What if it is one of them?

Levi pulls out and he pushes the plug back in as if he wants to seal everything in place. He plants a final possessive kiss on my back, the softness of his lips an electrifying, unwanted caress.

I hate it.

I hate how easily these boys have tainted me beyond recognition.

They both move back, tucking their dicks and weapons away.

“Is this it?” I mutter, sliding off Grey.

“You’re good, Freckles,” Apollo says. “And you …” He runs his fingers through Grey’s hair, tossing it all up, and Grey jerks away. “Can stay in our Society like a good boy.”

“It means nothing,” Grey says through gritted teeth.

“Sure it does. You’re not dead,” Apollo replies.

“Yet.” Grey rolls his eyes.

“Phantoms don’t hurt other Phantoms. You know that.” Apollo taps his shoulder with a flat hand. “We do fuck around a lot. In case you’re ever interested in more.” He adds a wink.

Jesus.

Even after he already got his fill, it still isn’t enough for his depraved ass.

“So you won’t kill him,” I say. “Good. You both got what you wanted …” I turn my head and look at Levi, grinding my teeth. “Now free him.”

He tilts his head, that mask still haunting my very essence. A smirk grows before he chucks my own damn knife right back at me. “Do it yourself.”

I kneel to pick up the knife, but the weight of it makes me pause. I don’t even care that I’m still naked, covered in cum and dirt. The pointy end of the knife glints in the mud, wrecking my thoughts as sharply as they wrecked me.

And instead of cutting through the ropes, I lunge at Apollo and slice into his arm as he steps back, then point the knife right underneath his chin.

If they can play this game, putting me up against Grey, then so can I.

“You broke our deal.”

Levi

Deal?

She had a deal … with Apollo?

My fist balls. “What fucking deal?”

Apollo raises his hands as the tip of the knife makes him bleed. “Hey, you didn’t show up when I told you to.”

“You swore you’d protect him against Levi,” she hisses.

Me .

She made a deal with him to keep Grey safe from me .

To keep me from murdering him.

“I don’t fucking need your protection,” Grey growls.

“No?” Apollo snorts, looking at his tied hands and feet. “You sure about that?”

But all I can focus on is the idea—no—the fact that he betrayed me. “You … You were going to try to stop me.”

“I helped you capture him,” Apollo responds.

“After I didn’t show up!” she yells. “Or you would have!”

Apollo shrugs. “I’m a man of my word.”

“Bullshit!” I yell, closing the gap. “What the fuck was the deal?”

Her blade swivels under his chin, her knees still weak from the destruction we caused.

“Aspen,” I growl. “Look at me!”

Finally, her eyes flick to meet my gaze, and fuck me, the fire in them is so goddamn blinding I nearly cave to my knees.

Her jaw clenches. “I gave him my body. Just like I just gave it to you. It. Meant. Nothing.”

My nose twitches and I lose all sense of control.

Nothing?

She was supposed to be mine.

Mine and mine alone.

Mine.

MINE.

“You fucked her?” My voice cracks as I home in on Apollo. “Without me?”

I storm at him, and Aspen retracts the knife, slicing through the ropes, right before I punch Apollo in the face.

“You fucking bastard!” I yell.

He takes it without fighting back.

“I didn’t fuck her. She sucked me off and I ate her out.”

He ate her out. Without my fucking permission. Without my fucking presence.

“I trusted you!” I punch him in the face so hard it makes his nose bleed.

“Not the fucking nose,” Apollo grunts.

Aspen grabs Grey and pulls him out of the chair. “Run!”

I briefly turn my head to watch her dart off, into the woods, out of my sight … out of my fucking life.

Maybe forever.

Finally.

I suck in a breath and scream. “FUCK!”

I don’t know if I’m screaming at him or at the world, but I’m so fucking done I don’t care anymore.

“You’re not the only one who craves something they shouldn’t fucking have,” he says, wiping the blood from his nose and lip. “You always thought you were the only one, and that’s your fucking weakness …” He snorts. “You don’t know the things I’d do for a woman like her.”

“Fuck you!” I yell, picking up her sliced-up dress and chucking it right at him. “Just fuck you!”

“I mean it. I’m smitten, man.”

“Why her?” I growl.

“You know why. She’s … so fucking fiery and perfect,” he says. “And you would never have gotten this far if it wasn’t for me.”

“Fuck you, I would’ve killed that fucker—”

“And then she would never have let you do what you just did,” he says.

My eyes narrow.

“He is the leverage we need,” he adds.

And I fucking hate that he’s right.

“Believe it or not, whether you like it or don’t … you need me.” He clears his throat. “And even though you just punched me—twice—I’m still willing to work this out as men.”

“ Men …” I mutter, laughing as I turn around so that I don’t have to look at him. “We’re not fucking men … we’re monsters.”

“And monsters take whatever the fuck they desire,” he says. “They don’t care what anyone thinks of them because they don’t have a fucking heart.”

A heart.

That’s right.

That’s what I lost that night.

All that’s left of me is a faint shadow.

A monster, haunted by the idea—a figment—of a girl he once knew.

There’s a hole in this body … But this body doesn’t need a fucking heart to function. All it needs is the vicious, fucked-up sex to be invigorated and fueled for as long as it’ll last.

And God, I’ve never felt more alive than moments ago when I buried myself deep inside her and claimed that beautiful fucking body as mine.

“We both want the same thing,” Apollo says as he places a hand on my shoulder. “So let’s not fight over her. After all, sharing is caring.”

“Sharing is caring …” I parrot as my nails dig into my flesh. “And that motherfucker will learn to share.”