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Page 107 of Behind the Shadows

Folder after folder populated. Latin names. Redacted reports. Dozens of birth records tagged with code names and obscure religious phrases. One caught my eye: “Offerings: Book of Daughters.”

“Open that,” I said.

Dope clicked.

Inside: dozens of entries, each tied to a different child. Dates. Notes. Some redacted. Some were marked with symbols I didn’t understand.

Then—

“Here,” he said, his shoulders suddenly tight. “Entry 27. ‘Project Lilith.’”

The screen filled with text. My pulse skipped several beats.

Subject: S.A. (Samantha Alder) DOB: [redacted] Paternal: ‘Acquired via D.C. Initiative.’ Maternal: J.M. Disposition: Reserved. Trauma resistant. Ideal for conditioning.

Dope exhaled. “Shit …”

I leaned forward, reading it again.

“They cataloged me like livestock,” I whispered. “Conditioning?”

Dope didn’t respond. Just scrolled lower.

A faded handwritten entry bled through the screen like rot beneath wallpaper. A transfer log.

'Transferred to Primary Parent (Codename: Pied Piper). Status: Claimed.'

The words blurred. My vision pulsed. The floor tilted.

Dope scrolled lower.

My stomach twisted, and I tasted iron.

“He claimed me,” I said. “Like a … like a fucking possession.”

Dope sat back, silent.

“So it’s true,” I said. My voice didn’t sound like mine. “He’s my father.”

Dope hesitated, like he didn’t want to be the one to say it.

“It’s not DNA,” he offered. “Not proof-proof. But yeah. It reads like a … possession record.”

I stepped back, heart jackhammering in my ribs.

“They planned this. From the beginning. He saw me, as a child, and saw something he could manipulate … control.”

The screen blurred. My body pulsed with heat—shame, confusion, fury.

I stumbled back, my hand gripping the back of Dope’s chair.

“I was never supposed to survive him,” I whispered. “I was supposed tobecomehim.”

My nails dug into my palms until my skin burned with the pain. Pain I welcomed.

And then something in me cracked wide open.

Not panic. Not grief.