Page 66 of Axel (Belles & Bratva Beasts #2)
CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
AXEL
In life, there’s the man you’re raised to be. Then, there’s the man you become.
Violent. Cold. Immoral. In charge. That’s who my father wanted me to be.
He half succeeded.
Noble. Loyal. Protective. Loving. That’s how my mother made me.
And she won.
It’s a duality. A war that used to wage inside me.
But with my new queen, with Ruby, all I feel is peace.
Don’t get me wrong. Touch her. Hurt her. Dare to even speak to her with disrespect, and I will disembowel you, alive, and fill your insides with salt.
The beast in me will never die.
But let me witness my breathtaking queen give her body to me, while she wants to comfort my brother, too? While she can feel his pain like I can?
Fuck, yes, that’s my Wildfire. My queen. My wife. My goddamn life.
You don’t deserve to call yourself a man if you’ re not as willing to be changed by a woman as she’s been changed by you.
I’m a new man, and Ruby is my woman.
She’s already close to Nick, and now she’s accepted Sire. Nash. Jace. She’s bonded with them as I will only allow.
Hell, it’s more than I thought I’d ever allow.
But that’s what initiations do.
I told you.
It’s something in the sandalwood-scented air.
Candles flicker around the room, while I’m tempted to stop. To give Ruby a break. We still have the other part of her initiation, when Grant will become her second king. Fuck, I fear that’ll finally summon the beast in me. I’ll kill him.
But as she cuddles in my lap, sipping water after we refreshed and the others did, too, Ruby lifts her lips to my ear and whispers, “Loch.”
“What about him?”
I look across the semicircle. Since I’m the first king, in this arrangement, he’s the youngest and sitting directly across from me with his queen’s throne glaringly empty beside him.
It matches how Loch looks.
Picking at lint that’s not on his pants, he looks defeated. Left out. Like he wants to be somewhere else.
I know where. I know with whom.
We all do.
And I’ve always protected my baby brother. From letting him hang out with me when he was little to going to his football games when he grew up. Loch never suffered our father, but he needed one, and I tried to be the closest he could get.
But I’m not his father. I’m his brother, and I can’t fix this for him, either.
“I want to include him,” Ruby whispers. “I want to get to know him and make him feel better.”
“Uh, my queen.” I pull back, tenderly lifting her chin. “I know what happens in initiations stays in initiations, but we’re sticking to our double penetration agreement. Because it will be a double murder if you have Grant and Loch.”
“I’m not saying that.” She smiles. “Jeez, I have my limits.”
“You sure? Because I’m fucking loving how you won’t stop gushing for me tonight.”
“Okay, whose cup wouldn’t runneth over with all this virile masculinity and your dirty Dom talk?” She hushes her voice even more, though the others are talking and distracted. “And who knew Jace could be so dirty?”
I smirk. “Me.”
“I thought you’d punch him for calling me that.”
“I still might.”
Her eyes widen, worried.
“But then again. All’s fair in kinks and kings. And you didn’t seem to mind. You got off on being our sweet slut, and oh, Daddy,” my cock stirs, “you liked that kink, too.”
“And I feel you getting hard talking about it.”
“Mmm, definitely so.” I lace my hands in her hair, tugging her neck open to feast on it. “We’ll be married for decades, so I promise to spice up our sex life for you.”
“Speaking of…” She lets me suck and bite. “Loch: include him somehow.”
“Nash will kill him if he touches you, and?—”
“We’ll respect his boundaries, but still…”
“Still what?” I bite softly then suck hard on her neck. This conversation is making me possessive and fuck yes , aroused.
“Still, he’s a man. He obviously appreciates watching us.”
“What do you want him to watch?”
Her hand glides down my abs, her fist tightly wrapping around my thickening shaft. “Let him watch you fuck my ass.”
Jesus fuck.
Just when Ruby thrills me more than anyone, she does it again. And again. I swear this woman will stand by my side for the rest of my life, but I’ll never stop chasing her.
I hunt her lips, nipping them, tempted to make them bleed, but the pain from her new piercing is enough. So I ask between our hungry kisses, “You want me?” Kiss. “To fuck your luscious ass?” Kiss. “And make you come?” Kiss. “In front of my lonely brother?”
Kiss.
And another ravenous kiss.
I’m raging hard.
“Yes,” she pants over our lips. “You said you want to, and you know we’ll love it.”
Call me deviant. Call me devoted. Call me the luckiest goddamn man in the world.
How can my beautiful woman be so cum-driven and compassionate at the same time?
No need to answer.
I’m not waiting for it.
I glance around. Everyone’s back in the room and settled into their thrones or sitting on laps. They know what to do. These are epic nights, and who knows when the next initiation will be.
So…
“Stand up and walk across the room.” I tug her hair, pulling her nose to mine. “Turn around, and spread your cheeks open for my brother, and don’t say a word. Just stand there and let him look at your naughty ass before I fuck it.”
Ruby licks her lips before climbing off my lap.
Lifting her chin, she sashays naked across the room, and it falls silent.
I watch her. I watch Loch. I watch the look on his face as she obeys and stares right back at me while she spreads herself open for his gaze .
He licks his lips and rubs his scruffy chin. Tilting his head, he sees my smirk and he shakes his head.
He’s not refusing. No.
He’s amused. Aroused. He’s one of us. He knows what I’m offering.
Loch doesn’t want to touch another woman, but he’ll always worship the sight of a queen.
I glance at Nash, and he glances back. Reading my mind, he nods his head like, Yeah, go ahead. The poor man needs something.
And besides. This is Ruby’s initiation. If she wants me to fuck her ass in front of Loch?
All hail my queen.
I rise and, in quick strides, I cross the room. Pulling Ruby’s cheek to rest against my chest, I praise, “Good girl. Now, keep spreading your ass open for him.”
I reach around and tug on her tail, making her moan while I tempt Loch, “My queen needs me to fuck her ass, and she really wants you to enjoy it, too.”
“Please,” Ruby sighs against my pec while she pleads to Loch, “we want you to join us somehow. Don’t be left out.”
“Go for it,” Nash calls from across the room. “It’s her initiation night. Give her what she wants. Just don’t fucking touch her.”
My salacious sentiments exactly.
“Alright,” Loch agrees, the loneliness evaporating from his aqua eyes. They start glimmering again. “How can I serve you, my queen?”
Ruby rubs her nipples against my abs while she demands, “Watch my king fuck my ass. Get off on how he makes me squirt when he does it, and come with us.”
Holy.
Fuck.
My queen .
Dig my grave and roll me in it. I could die as the happiest, horniest man right now.
Scratch that. Let me fuck Ruby first. And then a million times.
Then I can die. After a million more fucks with her.
“Goddamn, Wildfire,” I growl into her hair, a primal frenzy charging through my veins. “Baby, I’m about to go beast mode on your ass and make you fucking love it.”
“Promise?” she giggles.
“Prepare,” I warn.
Pulling on her bunny tail, I make Ruby moan over my chest. Sweetly, I hold her here while I give Loch a lewd show, coaxing her, “Keep spreading your ass for him. That’s it, baby. You’re doing such a good job. Let me show you off. Let him see how wet I make you when I play with your ass.”
I turn and tug at her naughty anal plug and Loch licks his lips, his eyelids getting heavy with desire.
Dragging his hand down his face, he lets it trail over his chest, then his abs, before cupping his hard-on.
While I kiss her, I slowly pull Ruby’s plug out, and swallow her moan with my mouth as I push it back in. Over and over, I do it, preparing her ass until she’s begging and gaping for me, and I’m feral to do this.
Fuck, here comes the animal again.
I toss the tail aside and spin her to face Loch.
I reach around, unclasping her clamps. She cries out at the rush of blood back to her nipples, so I carefully rub one then the other, helping the pain go away, while I tug the gold chain looped through her collar.
Vale showed me this feature of the jewelry, and it’s perfect for right now.
For what I want with Ruby and what she deserves.
With the chain unclasped, it’s long enough for one end to reach her clit, while I clip the other end to her collar .
When Ruby feels me teasing her hard nub with the smooth gold tweezers, I press my lips to her ear. “Do you want this, my queen? Do you want to feel so much pain that you’re going to squirt with unbelievable pleasure?”
I’ll always protect Ruby and take care of her body, just as she does. Her body has its limits, but we’ve explored them slowly and safely at home.
She loves nipple and clit clamps. We’ve used them before, and I don’t have to worry that it’ll be too much for her now.
In fact…
“Please, my king,” she begs. “Make me feel amazing. Fuck me like your little pain slut.”
“Oh fuck, baby.” I nip her ear. “You’re driving me insane.”
“Shit, yes you are. Like this,” Loch murmurs, unzipping his pants, and exposing his swollen cock to Ruby.
It rests thick against his abs, and she moans while I cup her breast. Gently, I knead her nipple, soothing one then the other, before I slowly pinch her clit between the tweezers.
Instantly, her thighs start shaking. “Oh shit. Oh shit,” she cries out and I know my baby.
She’s going fast.
Holding her back against my chest, I reach down and gently wedge my swollen tip into her ass.
She’s already slick and open from the plug and its lube.
She’s ready … but still, I keep my lips pressed to her ear.
“Now be a good girl and tell me the whole time how much you love my cock fucking your ass.”