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She feels the same way. Her other hand grasps my shaft and pumps along my dick. One single stroke and I’m throbbing so badly that I think I’m going to stroke out.

“That feels good,” I whisper, the words pulled straight from my gut. “So good.”

She runs her fingers over my tip, teasing the head and then working her way to the sensitive opening. She knows exactly what I like. She knows my body, even though we haven’t done this many times yet.

I’m half desperate right now because we left things… unfinished last time and it’s been days.

I want to tell her thanks being here with me right now, but she knows. I want to tell her I love her, but I can’t get the words out. I don’t want it to sound lame, and telling someone you love them when they’re holding your cock isn’t how I want it to go down.

She guides my hand to her breast and I cup it over her bra. With the pushup there, it’s more than a handful, so deliciously heavy. She stands on her tiptoes and slants her lips over mine, licking and humming as she tastes herself there. I love that she’s not afraid to take the lead, take control, change it up, and be adventurous. It’s so hot that she’s not afraid to do anything. She’s not embarrassed by her appetite for sex and she’s comfortable with the things she likes.

That alone helped me relax even though my head threatened to take me out of the moment like it always does. Her boldness has helped me feel at home in my own skin. I’ve never been insecure about my body. It’s a finely tuned machine from all the working out I do to try to give my brain a hand. It was everything else that I had so much trouble with and that always bled into every part of my life.

Right now, I’m entirely focused. I’m concentrating on nothing except the way her fingers feel threaded through my hair, tugging a little bit too hard so that I can focus on the sensation while she devours my mouth, works my cock, and steps so close that she fuses our bodies together.

I lose myself in the simple and complex pleasure of kissing her. I try not to twin my arms around her or snake them down to touch her. I don’t want to hike her up or tumble us onto the bed. I just want to stand, to be, to make this last as long as it possibly can.

I let her set the pace. Eventually, the kissing turns into grinding. She writhes against me, trapping my hard dick between our bodies and rubbing it until the friction drives me mad and the kissing gets more frantic, with teeth and with tongues.

She rubs against me again, angling her hips so that my sensitive cockhead hits lower, her panties instead of her skin. I hiss against the lightning bolt of pleasure that cleaves me in half. She responds by tugging my bottom lip with her teeth, licking away the sting while I groan again. She gyrates her hips, dry humping me with her panties in the way until I’m panting against her mouth.

“Atlas,” she whimpers, grabbing my ass and digging her short nails in.

It’s all the signal I need to spin her around. I bend her over the bed, spread her palms out and make sure she has a solid foundation before I grasp her hips and drag them high int the air. She lets her legs fall open, giving me a delicious view of her drenched panties.

I brush my fingers over her panties, bumping my knuckles against her clit. She gasps and thrusts back, riding my hands even though I haven’t even dipped them below the fabric.

“Please.” She glares at me over her shoulder. “That’s please as in, please fist my hair around your hand, sweep my panties to the side, line your cock up with my entrance, and fuck me senseless. ”

I love that filthy mouth. I love how Willa is so soft-spoken and sugary, kind and considerate outside of the bedroom, but in it, she turns into a mouthy goddess who’s not afraid to be bossy or just ask straight up for what she wants.

It’s easy to follow her directions.

She has her hair down, it’s loose and easy to wrap several times around my fist. I hold it just tight enough to give a little bit of pressure.

She purposely leans forward in order to cause a little discomfort and thrusts her hips back at me teasingly.

“You’re so gorgeous,” I scrape out. “You’re going to turn me into an animal in ten seconds.”

“That’s exciting. Can I pick werewolf? I’ve always wondered about the knotting.”

“The what ?”

She laughs darkly. “Nothing. Just something I was reading in a book.”

“Can I read that book?”

“Sure. Read it and you can get all jazzed up and then we can bang.”

“You read stuff like that?”

“Absolutely.”

“They describe it in detail?”

“Yeah.”

“That sounds…” I search for the right words while I keep stroking my fingers over her slit above her panties, teasing her clit. She freezes like she expects the worst, but she knows me better than that and relaxes before I even get out what I’m trying to come up with. “That sounds like a great date night.”

“A stay in and fuck each other senseless date night? Sounds good to me, babe.”

I sweep her panties aside and tease her bare, hot skin directly. “I thought you didn’t like the word babe?”

“It’s growing on me. Say it while you’re balls deep in me and I think I might change my mind even further and fall head over heels for it.”

I draw my fingers over her slit, circling and tapping her clit before bringing them back to play at her entrance. She jerks against me, breathing hard, begging me to fill her and stop teasing her by driving her hips back onto my fingers. My hand tightens in her hair.

“I can probably manage that.”

“The balls deep or the babe part,” she sasses.

I slip two fingers into her, but only give her the tips. She whimpers and tries to push back, but I draw them to me. “Probably just the babe part.”

“You’re a pussy tease.”

“I believe it’s called edging.”

“Edging. Pussy teasing. I think that’s just semantics.”

“I’m not giving you what you want?”

“I want you to feast on me. I want your fingers. I want your cock. Since none of that is happening, I suppose I’m going to have to say no.” She’s just being a brat. We both know that.

It’s nice, after days of being serious, booking these appointments, getting ready to come here, me barely sleeping at all because I was a fucking wreck while trying to hold it together, putting in extra hours at the garage to try and distract myself while Willa threw herself into the shop to catch up and prepare to have to close again.

It’s nice to just be able to let go, be playful, and fall into each other.

“Can you please be inside of me?” she begs. “If you need me to say it out loud, that’s what I want. I want you. Right now. Actually no, more like as of yesterday. Please, Atlas.” She tries to shove her hips back again, but I smack her ass lightly.

She practically fucking purrs.

This. Woman.

Anything I’d want to ever do with her, she’d be down. Sex. Life. It seriously sends me back up in my head, asking myself what I ever did to deserve her. The way she looks at me and how she’s been there for me borders around that word that can’t even apply to people. Unconditional .

I tilt her face to me using her hair, but unwind my hand and stroke her cheek with tenderness. I guide her face to mine, kissing her because I love it so much. She feasts on my mouth, panting her frustration and excitement over my lips and tongue.

I could kiss her for an eternity, and it still wouldn’t be long enough. I thought I was broken from a young age, and then when Jodie left me because I couldn’t give her what she needed, I was shattered all over again. It’s so astounding to realize that all of that just let me to this exact moment. I needed to make my way here. To getting help. To changing my life. To Willa and the way she’s worked her way into my heart, my head, and under my skin.

I still can’t make myself say the words. They’re too sacred.

I still want to show her.

I want her to watch my face while I’m inside her and see it written all over me.

Her panties are on top of the garter tights. I peel them away. They’re hot as fuck, but they have to go. I want her bare and leaking all over me. I want to watch as she takes my cock, bask in the sight of her face while she’s riding me.

“I thought you wanted to—” she starts as I spin her around, orienting us on the bed so that I’m below her, my dick standing straight up in the air, soaking my abs and balls with precum. I’ve been dripping for a while, aching so badly that I’m going to black out from lack of blood flow, but I wasn’t paying attention to myself.

“After,” I promise. After, I’ll give her everything she wants, but first, I want her to come like this. I want to see her taking her pleasure from me. I want a front row seat to her face as she comes.

She straddles, fists my cock about as eagerly as if we’re trying to set a new world record for fastest time to climax, and guides me to her entrance.

“I should tease you like you were teasing me,” she hisses, but I know as she slips my crown over her wet folds, shifting so that I mash against her clit and blast of pleasure grenades through me at the contact, she’s not going to be able to wait it out.

Honestly? I can’t either.

She guides me back to her entrance and we both make animalistic noises of desire when she takes me the first inch inside. She clenches around me immediately, so insanely tight. I dig my hands into her hips, but she grasps my wrists and looks me straight in the face.

“Just watch. Watch me take your cock. Watch it stretch me and fill me.”

Well, fuck.

It wasn’t like I was going to slam her down, but now I’m absolutely going to let her clutch my hands and take full control. I watch, as she commanded, and she does too. My cock kicks inside of her because she’s so bold and deliciously sexy.

I watch until she takes all of me, and then I eat up the rest of her in a scalding perusal upward. Her breasts heave in that sinfully delicious bra. It reminds me of how she put those nipple clamps on herself last time.

I break away from her hips and curl up so that I can peel those bra cups down and grasp her nipples. They’re already hard, just begging for me to play with them.

I pinch them between my fingers, but nothing extreme until I look up at her to gauge just how much she wants.

She’s biting down on her bottom lip exactly where I want to put my lips, my tongue, and my teeth. She’s watching me, not just where I’m stretching her open around my thick length, but at all of me.

I don’t know who to explain it, but the way her eyes flick over my body, her pupils dilated and hot with pleasure is the most pleasurable thing about all of this.

My dick throbs inside of her and she rocks forward, slipping me out a little bit before slamming herself down on my length again.

“Fuck!” That’s about as coherent as I’m going to get.

She nods, then arches forward, changing the position so that she can take me even deeper as she rides me. “Use your teeth.”

She thrusts her breasts in my face, and I suckle her nipple while she rocks against me so hard that her pussy squeezes the shit out of me and her walls keep clenching and clenching, even with the smallest movement.

I nip her around her nipple and use my tongue to ease her. Her hands sink into my shoulders.

“Harder.”

I try to do what she says, but these are teeth here, and I’m scared of doing irreparable harm. It would be insane if she moved at the wrong moment and we had to go to the hospital for her to get stitches. I literally shudder at the thought, but she bears down on me at the same time.

“It’s okay. Bite harder. I like it.”

I do, but I’m still ultra careful. Willa throws her head back and does things with her hips that make me wonder if we’ve been transported to a parallel dimension. She sets the pace, riding me slow, and then fast, slowing it down again. She grinds her clit against me on the long forward motion which makes me so wild that I have to jerk my hips upward, driving my dick deep inside of her.

She loves it. It makes her more wild, and when I lick and bite her other nipple, she rolls her hips even harder, until she’s slamming them up and down to meet my thrusts.

She makes the hottest sounds, while I wheeze like a dying instrument, but she clearly likes that too. When she opens her eyes and looks at me and I look up at her, there’s such an intense look of pleasure and desire and love on her face that it rocks me.

She keeps her eyes locked with mine while she fucks me and I fuck back, or the other way around. There’s so much heat there that it floods every limb and cell, all gathering straight at that central point in my chest.

We’ve done this before, but not this . I haven’t been inside of her like this. It feels as though she’s inside of me too.

“You’re gorgeous.” My hands fall to her hips and guide her rhythm to something nearly frantic. “I love seeing you ride me like this. So fucking wild and beautiful. I’m going to love seeing you lose control and shatter all over me.”

“And I love to see you underneath me, so strong and just as wild. I love that we’re both nearly out of control, that it’s messy and loud and it smells like sex in here.”

She rocks forward and back in a way that she hasn’t before, grinding herself over my balls and mashing her own clit when she comes back.

“God, I’m so full,” she moans. “It feels so good.”

I’m right on the edge, but I want her to come first. I also what to give her what she wants.

She gasps when I pull out and maneuver her so that she’s kneeling on her hands and knees and I can slip out from underneath of her.

My cock is glistening with our combined arousal. I grab the little lube packet that’s still on the bed and tear it open with my teeth. It smells like grape, which makes me want to laugh, but it’s clear. I spread her open and drip the lube onto her asshole, drenching her with it. For a little packet, that thing has a lot.

She whimpers, her fingers churning through the slick mess as it dribbles lower, smearing it over her pussy. Of course she does the unexpected and parts herself for me, so I can see how pink and glistening wet she is.

Fuck.

It’s not like I’m not going to turn down that invitation. I dive forward, latching my mouth to her pussy, eating her messily and loudly. While I’m doing it, she slips two of her own fingers into her channel and fucks them in and out. I taste her juices off her hand, and right from the source. It’s a thousand times hotter when she starts shaking violently and I know that she’s going to come.

“Fuck, Atlas, fuck. Fuck, damn, fuck . Oh my god it’s so good. Fill me with your tongue.” She guides my face there and I eagerly give her what she wants while she mashes her clit with her fingers. “I’m going to come. Oh. Oh my god, I’m coming. Please don’t stop. Please, please…”

She breaks into a wail as she shatters, soaking my face as she writhes all over the place. I eat her all the way through it, until she’s whimpering and clawing the bed, and slamming her hand into my face to shove me away for a second as she gets too sensitive.

I rear up behind her and wait for a second, until she turns her face to me, still panting and flushed, eyes glazed over, lips swollen from kissing me. She looks thoroughly ravished. My dick leaks strings of precum all over her back as I wipe my face with my hand then lick every drop of her sweet nectar from it.

“You’re going to wreck me now, aren’t you?”

“Literally or figuratively? Because I plan to take care with you. I’m not just going to plow into you like a feral beast. I know how much trust you’re giving me and how you’re surrendering all your control. If you mean wreck you with pleasure, I hope so. Or wreck you for anyone else… I- I hope that too. I want to be it for you.”

Is that needy as fuck? Corny as hell? Cheesy with a side of cheese? Probably.

“I think that I love you, Willa.” I scrub my hand over my face. “No. Fuck. I know that I do. It’s just- I want us to last. I want us to be lovers who love each other more and more, who find respect for each other, who have adventures together, who face the tough shit side by side. Always as best friends, but as souls bound up together too. I want love that grows, changes together, and lasts. And I want that with you.”

She doesn’t even attempt to blink back tears. They streak down her flushed cheeks, her eyes huge and luminous. “Then, my love, you’ve already ruined me in the best of all ways. Please don’t stop now.”