Page 11
Story: Submission
“I’m not.” I can feel my face blush. “I just… I’m just saying don’t let her get near you because now that she’s seen you, she’ll try.”
“She’ll try flirting with me or fucking me?” He grins down at me. “Are you saying that I’m that good-looking?”
“Oh, shut up.”
Hunter pulls me in for an unexpected kiss. Public displays of affection are not really his thing, or mine really, but I welcome the warm comfort of his mouth demanding mine. It makes my whole body tingle.
After the kiss, I burrow my face in his chest again, finding it comforting, the familiar scent of his cologne relaxing me. The way he runs his fingers through my curls makes me calm down. If I could bottle up his methods of calming me down, I’d make a million dollars.
“If your sister makes you feel like this, then why did you agree to meet with her today?”
“Stop calling her that.”
“Isn’t that who she is?”
“Perhaps a DNA test would confirm that, but she’s never been a real sister to me. And as for why I decided to meet with her today, it was a mistake,” I admit somberly, on top of the fact that I was afraid of what she’d do if I didn’t meet her. Rachel is so unpredictable.
“I won’t go near her if just a mere discussion of the girl makes you this upset, but Megan, all your secrets are making my patience run thin.”
There’s a hard edge to his tone that I can feel vibrating through his chest, settling as a lump in my throat.
“I’m not good at swapping life stories,” I explain. “But I’m trying to be a little more open, at least with you.”
It’s true.
The kind of baggage I carry is not something I can easily just share with people. A part of me wants to tell Hunter and get everything off my chest, but it’s hard to be vulnerable when you’ve grown up not trusting anyone.
How do I tell the man I’m dating that things were bad in my house–like Lifetime Movie bad? How do I admit to him that I was frequently physically assaulted by my parents and the horrible dynamic it created between me and Rachel? How do I reveal that my parents are monsters and that I was treated like a prisoner in my own home? What will he think about me then?
“You were wildly defiant when you were trying to evacuate that server from Table 21 when we first met,” he reminisces. “But that is not the same girl I saw in the cafe just now.”
“I know, and one day, I’ll tell you everything,” I assure him. “Just not today.”
His hand tightens at the roots of my hair momentarily but then relaxes its hold. Hunter doesn’t like to hear the word no, but that’s all I can give him right now.
“I hope that day comes soon, Megan.”
My childhood is my story to tell, and I’ll share it when I’m ready. It’s not like I know much about his past, either.
Once we arrive at the car and he gets into the driver’s seat, something hits me. “Hunter, how did you know I was here?”
“I had Christian follow you,” he says as if it’s the most normal thing in the world to do. Then, he pushes the ignition button to start the car. “Also, next time, unless I tell you otherwise, don’t let anybody into your apartment.”
“They said you locked them out of the penthouse,” I say with a slight attitude. “Plus, they’re your friends. Why wouldn’t I let them in?”
“I’m not talking about those two clowns,” Hunter growls. “I’m talking about the so-called plumber that you let in.”
“I knew he felt a little suspicious.”
Hunter swerves the car onto the street before shooting me a careful look.
“Then start following your intuition, Megan. I thought you didn’t trust people? What if Vaughn and Christian didn’t comeby? What if that man was there to hurt you? Just because he had on a uniform doesn’t make him any less dangerous.”
“Okay,” I exhale nervously.
“Listen,” he tries calming his voice. “Being with me comes with its own set of risks. I’m not talking about the shooting in my apartment. I was the obvious target of that, but the longer you stay beside me, the more likely that you may become the target. If my enemies think they can use you against me or that you’re my weakness, you’ll be in danger.”
He taps his palm in rapid succession against the steering wheel as he talks through what must feel unsettling for him.
“She’ll try flirting with me or fucking me?” He grins down at me. “Are you saying that I’m that good-looking?”
“Oh, shut up.”
Hunter pulls me in for an unexpected kiss. Public displays of affection are not really his thing, or mine really, but I welcome the warm comfort of his mouth demanding mine. It makes my whole body tingle.
After the kiss, I burrow my face in his chest again, finding it comforting, the familiar scent of his cologne relaxing me. The way he runs his fingers through my curls makes me calm down. If I could bottle up his methods of calming me down, I’d make a million dollars.
“If your sister makes you feel like this, then why did you agree to meet with her today?”
“Stop calling her that.”
“Isn’t that who she is?”
“Perhaps a DNA test would confirm that, but she’s never been a real sister to me. And as for why I decided to meet with her today, it was a mistake,” I admit somberly, on top of the fact that I was afraid of what she’d do if I didn’t meet her. Rachel is so unpredictable.
“I won’t go near her if just a mere discussion of the girl makes you this upset, but Megan, all your secrets are making my patience run thin.”
There’s a hard edge to his tone that I can feel vibrating through his chest, settling as a lump in my throat.
“I’m not good at swapping life stories,” I explain. “But I’m trying to be a little more open, at least with you.”
It’s true.
The kind of baggage I carry is not something I can easily just share with people. A part of me wants to tell Hunter and get everything off my chest, but it’s hard to be vulnerable when you’ve grown up not trusting anyone.
How do I tell the man I’m dating that things were bad in my house–like Lifetime Movie bad? How do I admit to him that I was frequently physically assaulted by my parents and the horrible dynamic it created between me and Rachel? How do I reveal that my parents are monsters and that I was treated like a prisoner in my own home? What will he think about me then?
“You were wildly defiant when you were trying to evacuate that server from Table 21 when we first met,” he reminisces. “But that is not the same girl I saw in the cafe just now.”
“I know, and one day, I’ll tell you everything,” I assure him. “Just not today.”
His hand tightens at the roots of my hair momentarily but then relaxes its hold. Hunter doesn’t like to hear the word no, but that’s all I can give him right now.
“I hope that day comes soon, Megan.”
My childhood is my story to tell, and I’ll share it when I’m ready. It’s not like I know much about his past, either.
Once we arrive at the car and he gets into the driver’s seat, something hits me. “Hunter, how did you know I was here?”
“I had Christian follow you,” he says as if it’s the most normal thing in the world to do. Then, he pushes the ignition button to start the car. “Also, next time, unless I tell you otherwise, don’t let anybody into your apartment.”
“They said you locked them out of the penthouse,” I say with a slight attitude. “Plus, they’re your friends. Why wouldn’t I let them in?”
“I’m not talking about those two clowns,” Hunter growls. “I’m talking about the so-called plumber that you let in.”
“I knew he felt a little suspicious.”
Hunter swerves the car onto the street before shooting me a careful look.
“Then start following your intuition, Megan. I thought you didn’t trust people? What if Vaughn and Christian didn’t comeby? What if that man was there to hurt you? Just because he had on a uniform doesn’t make him any less dangerous.”
“Okay,” I exhale nervously.
“Listen,” he tries calming his voice. “Being with me comes with its own set of risks. I’m not talking about the shooting in my apartment. I was the obvious target of that, but the longer you stay beside me, the more likely that you may become the target. If my enemies think they can use you against me or that you’re my weakness, you’ll be in danger.”
He taps his palm in rapid succession against the steering wheel as he talks through what must feel unsettling for him.
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125
- Page 126
- Page 127
- Page 128
- Page 129
- Page 130
- Page 131
- Page 132
- Page 133
- Page 134
- Page 135
- Page 136