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I’ve never come inside of a woman without protection before…never even fucked a woman bare before her. That sensation alone has been enough to push me to the brink every time, and Estella writhing on my cock, pleading for me to fill her up, would be enough to break any man’s self-control.

“Oh…fuckinggod—” I curse aloud as I feel my cock stiffen and throb inside of her, my hands dragging her down harder instead of pulling her away like I should have, and I buck up against her, my head falling back against the headboard as I moan her name. “Oh fuck,Estella?—”

“Sebastian. Oh god—” She pants my name, her hips rolling against me as I thrust into her, spurt after spurt of my cum filling her. I’ve never felt anything like it, the sensation of her wrappedaround me, bare skin to bare skin, wet and hot and tight as I come, and I hear myself moaning her name again and again as I give myself over to the pleasure.

Estella goes lax in my hands, hers dropping forward to press against my chest as she curls over, gasping for breath, her hair dragging over my chest. I’m still half-hard inside of her, and I can fuckingfeelmy cum inside of her. My cock twitches, trying valiantly to go for a second round, and the thought of fucking her while she’s full of my cum is enough to almost get me fully hard again. But my shoulder burns and aches, the exertion of a moment ago pushing my still-healing and newly wounded body to the limit, and I can’t imagine that Estella is faring much better.

Gently, I lift her off of me, rolling onto my side next to her as she lies on her back, her hair gorgeously tangled around her face, and tries to catch her breath. Her eyes widen a second later, and her lips part. “Oh god, Sebastian, I talked you into?—”

“It’s done now.” I shake my head. “I’m sorry, Estella, I should have had more self-control. Butfuck, hearing you beg me like that…”

“Shit.” She rubs a hand over her mouth. “Is there anything we can do?”

“Short of stopping at a pharmacy for a contraceptive, no. We can try, but getting a headstart on Vito’s men is our first priority right now.”

Estella presses her lips together. Her hand drifts down to touch the flat plane of her stomach, and she gives me a tiny smile. “I don’t hate the idea, you know,” she says softly. “I know it’s inconvenient, but…”

“It wouldn’t be the worst thing,” I chuckle softly, leaning in to press a kiss to her forehead. “I like the idea too, dove. Eventually. So we’re not going to repeat that, if I can control myself.”

“I’ll try not to tempt you.” She smiles teasingly, and I laugh, stretching out next to her as I lay my head down on the pillows.

“I’ve never done that with anyone but you.” I run my fingers down the valley between her breasts, enjoying the sensation of her sweat-damp skin against mine.

Estella blinks. “Really?”

I shake my head. “Our first night together was the first time I’ve ever had sex without a condom, too. Truthfully, I should have gotten some for us, but I couldn’t wait. That’s my fault, too?—”

“No.” Estella shakes her head firmly, pushing herself up on her elbows. “No… that makes me happy, Sebastian. You were my first. I’m glad there was something I could be the first for, too.”

“I’m never going to be able to go back to anything else,” I groan, cupping her breast lightly in my hand. “It feels like nothing else, princess. Your pussy feels like fucking heaven. It’s better than anything else I’ve ever felt in my life.”

“Good.” Estella rolls toward me, pressing a kiss to my lips. “I want to be that for you, always. The best you’ve ever had. I don’t want you to ever want anyone else.”

My cock twitches back to life, stiffening, and I groan as I deepen the kiss. “I’ll never want anyone else,” I promise her. “There could never be anyone like you. Which is why—” I reach down, adjusting my stubborn erection. “We need to sleep, so we can get ahead of the people chasing us. I want days and days with you, Estella, where there’s nothing and no one else to worry about. But first, we have to get away.”

I kiss her again, lightly. “I should get something to clean you up. And then?—”

She shakes her head, pulling me back down next to her. “I want to sleep like this,” she whispers. “Full of you. I want you inside of me all night.”

My cock throbs painfully at that, and I groan, pressing my forehead against hers. “You’re going to kill me, woman,” I murmur, rolling over so that I’m hovering above her, my hard length pressed between us. “One more time, and then we go to sleep.”

Estella’s legs wrap around me, her hips arching up as she kisses me again, soft and eager. “One more,” she whispers. “For tonight, anyway.”

27

ESTELLA

We wake up before the sun has even come up, just after two in the morning. Sebastian stirs before I do, leaning over to kiss me gently. “We need to go,” he murmurs. “We have enough time for a quick shower and to change clothes, if we’re fast. And then we need to get back on the road. We’re going to need to get a different car.”

I nod groggily, pushing myself up. My side hurts like nothing I’ve ever felt before, and when I make a pained noise, I see Sebastian look over at me worriedly.

“Are you alright?” he asks, and I nod.

“It hurts really badly,” I admit. “But I’ll be fine. What about you? You got shot too,” I point out, and he gives a one-shouldered shrug with his good arm.

“It hurts. But I’ve been through it before. You haven’t.”

“I’ll live.” I get out of bed, realizing how stiff I am as I do. I’m in good shape from years of swimming and running, but I wasn’t prepared for the kind of exertion that yesterday required—not to mention the sex, which seems to be using a whole new set of muscles that I’ve never exercised before. “You said there’s time for a shower?”