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I glance up at him. Cal is glancing between my hand and my face. His pupils are blown wide open and his chest is rapidly rising and falling.

Without looking away from him, I lean forward and take my first lick of his salty pre-cum. Watching as he shakes and clenches his hands, like he just wants to take over and stop the torture. But, I think he deserves to experience what he just put me through as he explored.

When my mouth wraps around the head of his dick, I swirl my tongue and explore the taste of him. My hand moves down the shaft as saliva pools around my mouth, lubing the way down. I bump into his knot, wanting to know what it feels like, I wrap my hand around it and squeeze gently. Cal hisses as his hands come down on my shoulders.

“Fuck, don’t do that again unless you want this to end sooner rather than later.”

Smirking around his dick, I suck harder and squeeze a little more at the same time. Just to see what will happen. He lurches forward, hitting the back of my throat, causing me to cough. He pulls out of my mouth quickly, apologizing profusely.

“I’m so sorry Leni!” He sits down in front of me, holding my face as I sputter.

“I’m…” I try as another cough happens. “I’m fine. Just wasn’t prepared for that.”

He chuckles. “Yeah, well I wasn’t prepared either. This is my first time ever having someone touch me, let alone do all this.”

I can’t help but chuckle with him. Nothing like two virgins bumbling our way through this.

“Alright, we’ll take that a bit slower this time. Maybe we save the deep throating for another day.” I giggle.

“Yeah I can agree with that for sure.”

Lifting up, I bring our lips together once more. Hoping to bring us back to the moment. With a little more ease than the first time we kissed, our lips move together as he lowers me back down to the ground. Settling between my legs, I feel him pressing against my soaking wet entrance.

“Leni…” he says breathily as he applies a little more pressure. “This is going to hurt. I don’t know how much or for how long, but I’ll follow your lead here.”

I nod my head, holding my breath. It burns slightly as he pushes the tip in. He sucks in a breath as his eyes scan my face. His arms shake as he holds himself still.

“Leni, talk to me.” My eyes flick up to his seeing the worry etched in his.

“I’m fine. It’s fine.” My voice shakes as I answer him.

“Okay…okay…I can do this one of two ways. I can either move slowly and we take our time…”

“What’s the other option?”

“I rip the bandaid off so to speak.” He tilts his head slightly forward with a quirk of his eyebrow.

I watch as his toned arms ripple as he holds himself back from moving. The struggle to keep his animal side in check just to give me the choice of how this goes.

I nod my head. “Do it.”

“You sure?”

Sucking in a breath, I nod my head once. He doesn’t waste another second before he slams forward, ripping through my hymen and stopping when he’s all the way in. A scream rips through me as the pain washes over me and my nails elongate into claws, sinking into his shoulders. My ears ring as he peppers kisses across my skin. Whispering sweet nothings, praising me, and waiting for the pain to go away. Thankful for my wolf's healing abilities, it doesn’t take but seconds for the pain to move on, leaving only the new feeling of fullness behind.

Droplets of blood drip down from where I sank my claws in, and now it’s my turn to apologize. Quickly pulling them back, I lap at the spots as I apologize over and over again.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to apologize.”

“Yes, I do. Look what I did.”

He chuckles. “We’re wolves remember? It likely won’t be the last time you do something like that.” He nuzzles his nose behind my ear, planting tender kisses along my neck. “Besides, I think I quite like the feral side of you coming out because of something I did.”

He pulls back out of me as I wince at the foreign feeling before he rocks back into me rhythmically.

With each rock forward, the feeling turns from being foreign to one of enjoyment. Before long, I can already feel it moving towards the ultimate goal. He leans back. Hooking my left leg over his elbow before leaning forward again. The new angle feels even better than before.

Reaching down between us, I want to know what will happen if I stimulate my clit as he rocks in and out of me. He watches as my hand skims across my stomach, not slowing down his movements. My fingers graze just barely over my swollen clit before he sucks in a breath.