Page 108 of Beautiful Sinner

I lower my knife to the ground and raise my hands in surrender. “Just lower your gun and no one else has to get hurt.”

“I’m calling the cops on you.” As he pulls out his phone, I make a run for it. He tries shooting after me but I hurry down thestreet until I lose him. I hide in a twenty-four hour gas station until the coast is clear for me to get back to my own car. Once I do, I drive straight to Julia.

She’s pacing around the room when I return. “I was so worried. Did you kill him?”

“No.” I grab her face and press my lips right to hers.

“Matteo.” She steps out of my grip. “You’re losing it. You remind me of my brother right now. Killing Connor is not the answer. Convincing Viktor to get on board with us is the answer.”

“I don’t want to talk right now.”

She eyes me over before she leans into my touch. “I just want us to be safe.”

“And I’m sorry I left angry. But I can’t lose you, Julia. I fucking can’t.” I lift her into my arms and carry her into the bedroom. “I just need you.”

“Then take me. But don’t ever try to control me again. Please.”

“I promise I’ll try not to.” I rip her clothes right off her and she quickly gets rid of mine.

I part her legs but Julia stops me. “I want to be on top this time. I want to know what that feels like.”

I’ll gladly let her fuck me anyway she wants. I grab Julia around the waist and lay down so she’s straddling me.

She looks me right in the eye as she lowers herself onto me. We both moan at the same time.

“Show me what to do,” she pants and I grab her hips, helping her to rock back and forth. Every motion sends a new wave of pleasure through me and judging by the way Julia is moaning, it’s the same for her.

“Fuck, you are beautiful,” I say, looking up at her as she rides me.

She doesn’t blush this time. Her pace is frantic and forceful. In a way, it’s a punishment for me trying to control her. She wants to be the one in control for once.

“I love you,” she gasps out. “But don’t ever treat me like that again.”

“I love you too. And I can’t lose you, baby. I just can’t.”

She slaps her hands onto my chest and rocks her hips around with a frenetic energy. I’ve never seen her more beautiful than like she is right now.

“Oh!” she cries out as she increases her pace.

I grip her hips tighter. I need this just as much as she does. I failed to kill Connor again. I failed to protect her.

“Matteo.”

“Just feel,” I gasp out. “Just let it happen.”

She keeps panting and gasping and softly moaning and it’s doing wild things to me.

I sit up and bring our chests together. My hands grip her ass, rocking her harder against me. Our breath mingles together. We pant at the same time. It’s like we’re animals desperate to get as close as we can to each other.

Julia kisses me right as her body trembles. I hold her close. I move her hips for her until my own release hits me too.

Then we fall onto the bed, my cock still inside of her, and we just lay there, content to be in each other’s arms.

“Don’t ever leave me like that again,” she says. “I was so worried you’d die and I would never see you again.”

“I know. I’m sorry. Connor is a slippery fucker. I’m sorry I haven’t been able to kill him.”

“I don’t need you to kill him for me to be proud of you.”