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November

I ’m your masochist.

I’ll show you how good being mine feels.

His words ring in my ears as he moves off me and I feel the bed dip beside me. The sound of ice clanking against glass pulls me from my reverie a moment later. Still blindfolded by his tie, my other senses are heightened, causing me to squirm in anticipation of what he has in store for me.

The bed dips again before Bennett settles between my thighs. I can feel the heat of his body atop mine, and I long for the press of his weight on me.

Then, his lips brush mine ever so slightly when he asks, “Tell me, have you ever tried temp play?” Instead of his breath feeling warm against my lips, I’m met with a cool chill.

“Never,” I admit.

“And you trust me to make you feel good?”

“Always.”

“That’s what I like to hear,” he hums against my abdomen as he pushes up my jersey and slowly kisses his way down my body. Goosebumps rise in the wake of his cool kisses. Not being able to see what he’s doing or reach out and touch him—grab onto him—has me feeling needier than ever before .

As if he can read my thoughts, he asks, “Is my girl feeling needy?”

My girl. God, I really like the sound of that.

“Desperately so,” I shamelessly admit.

My admission urges him on. I hear a suckling noise a moment before his chilled lips press a soft kiss on my clit.

The frigid temperature of his lips against my most sensitive spot causes my hips to buck off the bed.

Bennett’s hand presses down on my stomach before he wraps my legs over his shoulders.

When his mouth clamps down on my clit and he pushes two freezing fingers inside of me, I’m overwhelmed by the sensation. My skin feels like it’s been doused in flames, and the contrasted chill of his mouth and fingers has me feeling like I’ll combust.

“Need your eyes on me, Red,” he says before he removes the tie covering my eyes with one hand, while the other doesn’t miss a beat as he continues to work his fingers inside of me.

Bennett reaches beside him and then there is a melting ice cube in his mouth, condensation dripping from his mouth and pooling at my entrance.

He removes his fingers from my core only to replace them moments later with the spear of his tongue and what remains of the ice cube.

The sharp bite of the cold elicits a moan from deep within me.

As his tongue latches onto my clit and his fingers push inside of me once more, I’m coming, shattering, only moments later.

Wave after wave hits me, just as I’m about to resurface from the most intense release of my life, the pleasure from his tongue pulls me back under.

“I-I can’t.” A deep shiver runs up my spine, and suddenly it’s all too much and not enough at the same time. “Need you inside of me.”

He finally lifts his head and the moment his eyes connect with mine, a devious smirk spreads over his soaked face. The combination of the melted ice and my release has his beard dripping, and the sight has me forgetting how to breathe properly.

Bennett reaches into the bedside drawer again before sitting back on his heels to roll on a condom.

I didn’t realize, but I must have let my groan of disappointment slip, because suddenly Bennett is hovering above me, bearing his weight on his elbows bracketing my head.

His fingers comb through my hair before he curls them and softly tugs.

“What’s the matter, baby girl?” He cocks his head to the side and then in a mocking tone says, “Did you want me to fuck you bare so I could fill this needy cunt?” He punctuates the question with a roll of his hips over mine.

Words have long escaped me, so I reluctantly nod in reply.

He tuts his tongue. “Patience, Red. Trust me, we’ll get to that. But this is both of our first times with a piercing, and although I think it’ll feel good for both of us, I also want to make sure the first time you take me again is as painless as possible.”

“What if I like the pain?” I whisper as his hand tugs against the tie restraining my wrists, freeing them.

A deep grunt rumbles through his chest. “There are other, more pleasurable ways for me to inflict pain.” He kisses each of my wrists before releasing them.

I don’t answer, I simply hum in response. And because I can’t take another moment of him prolonging this torture, I slide my hand between our bodies and grip his length guiding it toward my entrance.

When he slowly nudges the head of his cock inside me, I cup his face, curling the tips of my fingers through his hair.

With our gazes locked, Bennett’s jaw feathers for a moment before he plunges his full length inside of me.

Bennett’s deep groan is full of longing and relief.

“I’ve missed you, baby girl—missed us. ”

I’d answer him if I could, but I can’t because I’m too full. So unbelievably, magically full. And he was right, I needed to be able to adjust to the feel of him again without the full feel of his piercings, though I can still feel the ridge of them slightly through the condom.

His forehead rests against mine as he grinds his hips against my clit and my pussy clenches around his thick length, refusing to release him until I’ve adjusted. Our breaths are choppy as we pant in anticipation.

He pulls his hips back only to roughly thrust back into me. The combination of my whimper and the sound of our skin slapping together does something to Bennett—it’s as if the last tether of his restraint snaps.

Pushing him over the edge, I plead, “More.”

I catch one last glimpse at the wicked glare in his eyes before his lips are on mine.

Bennett’s kiss is animalistic, straight-up barbaric.

He devours my lips, crashing his tongue against mine, our teeth clashing, before he roughly bites my lips, then my cheek, chin, and neck before clamping down on my collarbone, causing me to let out a moan so desperate I feel the flush down to my chest.

And all while he devours my mouth, he claims my body with both worship and punishment as his pace quickens and I relinquish control to him.

Each punishing thrust moves us up the bed until my head is nearly touching the wooden headboard.

Bennett cradles my head with his one hand and grips the metal rod in the headboard with the other.

Flattening my palms over my head against the wood, I’m able to push myself down against his hips.

As he continues to furiously piston his hips, I lose myself in this moment, in the way his hips grind against my clit each time he bottoms out.

And when he hits a spot so deep I think I’ll see stars, he ceases his movements, his muscles locked as he hovers above me.

My body begins to tremble beneath him as he begins to circle his hips against mine, grinding deeper and deeper, the friction against my clit causes my orgasm to crest, and then the pleasure obliterates me .

Bennett continues to slowly grind his hips, remaining deeply plunged inside me, as I ride out my orgasm. Only as the last flames of pleasure lick at my spine does Bennett’s pace quicken.

“You drive me crazy, Red,” he growls.

When I hook my ankles around his waist, he slips a hand under my back and lifts onto his knees, pulling my body upright with him.

Bennett pins my back against his headboard and widens his knees before he grips both fists around the rod that runs just below where my hips are pinned.

And then, he begins ruthlessly bucking his hips against mine.

The sounds we’re making together only heighten the intensity to which he fucks me without abandon.

“Fuck, baby girl. What have you done to me? I’m there.”

“Me too. Right there.” Though I don’t know where there is. He continues to thrust fervently into me. Once. Twice. Three times.

“Oh fuuuck ,” he groans, and the sound he makes as he finds his release has me clenching around him again and tumbling off the edge as I freefall into another orgasm.

Years worth of pent-up frustration, tension, and stress leave me with our mutual release, and I’m left a boneless mess, only held up by his body pressing me against the headboard. Sheer bliss spreads through my chest and consumes me when Bennett places soft kisses along my hairline.

I couldn’t be more ecstatic that we agreed to keep things purely physical because it’s red hot and so good it’s off the charts. Three years of this explosive chemistry will be amazing.