Page 28 of Villains Series

TWO DAYS AGO

THE ESQUIRE HOTEL

MITCH led Sydney back to her room, and closed the door behind her.

She stood in the dark for several minutes, dazed by the echo of pain, and the photo in the newspaper, and Victor’s pale eyes, dead before he came back to himself.

She shivered.

It had been a long two days.

She’d spent the night before under an overpass, tucked into the place where two concrete corners met, trying to stay dry.

Winter had dissolved into a cold, wet spring.

It had started raining the day before she’d been shot, and hadn’t stopped since.

She tucked her fingers into the cuff of the stolen sweatshirt.

Her skin still felt strange.

Her whole arm had been on fire, the gunshot wound a blazing center in a web of pain, and then the power had been cut.

That was the only way Sydney could think of it, like the thing connecting her to the pain had been severed, leaving in its place a pins-and-needles numbness.

Sydney rubbed at her skin, waiting for the feeling to come back.

She didn’t like numbness.

It reminded her of cold, and Sydney hated being cold.

She pressed her ear to the door and listened for signs of Victor, but the bathroom door stayed firmly shut, and finally, as the prickle left her skin, she crawled back to the too-big bed in the strange hotel, curled in on herself, and tried to find sleep.

At first it wouldn’t come, and in a weak moment she wished Serena were there.

Her sister would perch on the edge of the bed, and stroke her hair, claiming the gesture made thoughts quieter.

Sydney would close her eyes and let everything hush, first her mind and then the world as her sister’s touch dragged her down into sleep.

But Sydney caught herself, twined her fingers in the hotel sheets, and remembered that Serena—the one who would have done those things—was gone.

The thought was like cold water, sending Sydney’s heart into rapid fire all over again, so she decided not to think of Serena at all, and instead tried a counting trick one of her sitters had taught her.

Not counting up, or counting down, just counting one-two-one-two as she breathed in and breathed out.

One-two.

Soft and steady, like a heartbeat, until finally the hotel room sank away, and she slept.

And when she did, she dreamed of water.