Page 64 of Untouchable Billionaire (The Hardcore Novels: Special Editions #1)

He stops, watching my raging expression. "Wild Thang, you make my heart sang. Why are you so angry?" He nibbles my neck, and my pussy betrays me.

"Because, Asshole, you act like I didn't know I was a fucking virgin. Like you're going to STEAL it from me because I'm too stupid and innocent to know what the fuck I want and who the fuck I want to finally fuck!"

He stops nibbling, thinking about what I said, then looks back into my wild eyes.

"Aurei, I want you to take my virginity. I give it to you. I choose you, and I know I won't regret it. No matter what happens in the future between us."

"But, Siri."

I growl at the word again, then shake my head between my arms, frustrated.

He continues softly. "You don't know me."

"I know enough. You see, in my line of work, I have learned to read people, and I'm excellent at it.

I know that you're good and decent. I also know that you're smart, witty, funny, clever, and talented.

You have good friends that think the world of you, and you have a gay sister that you are unashamed of. "

I give him my 'I'm right, and you know it' look.

"Plus, you're the most handsome, gorgeous man I have ever laid eyes on, who has turned my whole fucking world upside down in less than a fucking week! THAT has NEVER happened before!"

He kisses my lips lightly, and I let him. "I have secrets you should know about before you decide to give this to me. That's all I'm saying."

I look into his eyes and confess the truth. "It's too late. Don't you see that? Aurei, I have never chased a man before, but I chased you. Why? Because I knew you were the one the first time our eyes locked as the elevator doors closed Sunday morning." I smirk. "I knew I was going to fuck you!"

He smiles, and his eyes crinkle. "I knew then too."

I grin. "My virginity is my call, and I'm calling your name."

"Listen, Siri, I want us to work, so this is our call.

If you fucked for fun, this wouldn't be so important.

Fucking would be one of those things that we did while we got to know each other, but you don't. It's valuable to you.

You have protected it all this time. I respect that.

" He kisses my nose. "That blows my mind, Baby Thang.

" He kisses my eyes. "That's why I said 'but' because you should know everything about me before you give it to me.

I have secrets, and some say they are dark secrets.

" He hangs his head then rolls off onto his back, letting me go.

I follow him, rolling on top; straddling his abs, I sit on him. "Aurei, are you listening to me?"

He lays still, and I know he's thinking of how bad and dark his secrets are and how he has to protect me from myself.

"Look at me," I command him. "This is important."

He opens his eyes, and I lean forward to look directly into them.

"I've waited for someone like you all my life to take what is only mine to give.

You hesitate because you don't know me. You don't know who I am.

I am NOT innocent, far from it. I have secrets too.

Big ones! That's why you couldn't connect in Vegas.

And a lot of people say my secrets are dark too.

But that's why we have secrets. To shield us, to protect us, from judgmental shits.

The truth is that the dark is only dark until light shines on it.

We are human. We are organic. We are who we are, and there is nothing wrong with us.

" I peck his lips, then put my finger on them to keep him quiet. I sit back up.

"Listen to me. Hear me. This is me speaking rationally, not emotionally.

" I smirk. "Many, many, MANY men, and a few women, have tried and failed to tame my tail—more than you could possibly know.

But I have always said no. Why? Because I knew in my heart here.

" I tap my human heart at my breast. "And here.

" I tap my Blue Lovers Heart at my pussy.

"That there was … you." I tap his heart.

"I knew I would find you. If you want me, take me. I'm yours."

"Oh, I want you!" He says and flips me over. "I've never wanted anyone as badly as I want you." He thrusts his tongue inside my mouth and possesses me.

I suck it down deep into my throat and massage it, not wanting him to stop again.

He moans but pulls away.

I see the word again on his face. "But…."

"But you're a virgin."

I reach up and pull his head back down to my lips.

"I'm not like other women. I'm different.

I think for myself." I tell him, echoing his own words, hoping to reach him with them.

"All that says about me is that I'm a disciplined person.

My virginity is special to me. I haven't fucked any Tom, Dick, or Harry who wanted it.

I love myself. I respect myself. I haven't betrayed myself.

But I'm not innocent to sex. I love sex!

Sex is a part of who I am. Sex is what I do!

If you've seen me dance, you know that, but there is more you don't know.

I have secrets too." I reach up to peck his lips.

He looks away and frowns.

"Aurei, I'm not afraid of your secrets."

He smiles, then rolls to his side, and I fall onto the bed.

He stretches his entire body against mine, rests his head on his elbow, and studies my face.

"I believe you." He pushes my hair behind my ear, leans over, and kisses me again, not on my mouth, but all over my face.

Sweet butterfly kisses. "Courageous Thang.

What a surprise you are. But my secrets are… ."

"Don't say dark." I raise my eyebrows.

He chuckles, then starts kissing my shoulder.

Breathless, I ask. "But your secrets are … complicated?"

"Mmmhmm." He continues to kiss me, moving down my arm.

"It's ok. I'm complicated too."

"I'll say!" He chuckles softly.

I roll my eyes. "You have NO idea!"

He chuckles a little harder, then kisses my lips. When he stops, he leans back on his elbow and says seriously again. "But I don't have just dark secrets that are complicated. My whole situation is complicated. There is much more to me, and you should know."

I roll onto my side too and face him. "I hear what you're saying, and I understand fully what you mean.

There is much more to me too." I take his cock in my hand and start to stroke it casually, and it grows instantly hard.

"My whole life is one big complicated secret.

" I sigh. Then nod my head at his cock. "Look, you can't deny our chemistry either. "

"No, I can't. I tried too. I did, but I've never felt this way about anyone before. No one has even come close." He touches my face, and I look into his eyes. "You've changed everything for me."

I touch his face too. "I appreciate your self-discipline too. I truly do. It means a lot to me that you don't want just sex or that I'm not just a fuck. I appreciate that you choose to get this right now that you understand what I'm giving you. But…."

He grins. "But?"

I laugh. "We have secrets, and our lives are complicated. But we are good together. Agreed?"

"Affirmative."

"And we are both choosing rationally, not emotionally, right?"

"Right." His eyes narrow, and he knows I'm leading him to where I want him to go.

I grin. "No secret is too complicated for two hearts that choose to be together, Aurei."

"Hmm." He looks away, then smiles and hangs his head.

"There is nothing complicated about our chemistry. There is nothing complicated about you right here." I tap his heart.

"No." He agrees. "… I'm really a simple man."

"Mmmhmm." I stroke his cock, slowly.

He looks down at my face, and the intensity of his expression makes my heart melt.

I shake my head. "You've found your woman. I promise you that."

He closes his eyes.

I kiss his chest all over, nipping it. "You can do this … just try. What does your heart say?"

He opens his eyes, and I know. I can read it in them.

"Come. Be satisfied, Simple Man. Find yourself in me. I am not afraid of you, or your dark secrets, or your complicated life. Nothing can keep apart two hearts that become one."

His emerald green gaze controls me as he rolls on top, bracing his upper body with his arms and straddling me. He kisses every part of me completely, again and again, taking total possession.

At my breasts, he drops onto his elbows and cups them with his hands, pushing them up to his lips as he kisses them, caressing, loving them. He drives me crazy wild again.

I arch my back and moan.

He slides his mouth down to my tummy, nipping and biting.

My hips arch to meet him. He slides his hands under my butt and squeezes them to the rhythm of his kisses as he continues to slide slowly down to my Blue Lovers Heart.

When he reaches it, he hovers over it, staring, thinking about everything. Then he begins to trace the outline.

His voice is husky with passion when he asks. "Why is the heart blue?"

My fingers play with his hair. "Because it represents the promise I made to myself."

"To stay pure?"

"No. It doesn't have anything to do with virginity." I trace his ear, and he shakes his head. Ah, a sensitive spot. "I paint it blue because blue means pure, honest love, and that's what I promise to give my soulmate."

His eyes pierce mine. "You are more than I ever dreamed I would find." He puts his knees between my legs, parting them as he pushes up on his arms and moves into position again. He says very softly. "Siri, there's nothing complicated about what to do with a woman like you for a simple man like me."

"Satisfy me," I whisper as I look into the face of this man I hardly know, but I know I can't live without. Secrets or no secrets. I want Moore!

He places his lips over my heartbeat and says on my skin. "I want this to be mine too." He cups his lips and sucks hard, marking my heart as his.

I gasp at the pain, but it hurts so good. I put my hands in his hair and pull him to my lips. I kiss him as he enters the zone.