Page 9 of True Highland Spirit (The Highlander #3)

It was true what they said. Your life does pass before you before you die. Morrigan watched the review of her life with decided displeasure. Most women her age were wives and mothers. Somehow her life had taken a most wretched wrong turn.

Morrigan grabbed at the spear, slick with her own blood, trying to pull it from her shoulder. It was no good, she was pinned to the tree. She watched an English soldier run at her, his actions strangely slowed, his sword leveled at her throat. This was it. This was how she was going to die.

The Scot army attacked Nisbet at dawn, then retreated, luring the governor to make chase. They ambushed him on the road, which Morrigan did considerably well, until, of course, she was pinned to a tree.

She took her last breath and watched the Englishman run toward her to finish the kill. With a sick thud the man slumped and fell to the ground. A French soldier stood behind him. He stepped forward and grabbed the spear, wrenching it out of Morrigan’s shoulder.

Pain exploded through her. She cried out and collapsed, her knees refusing to hold. The world became fuzzy around the edges and she struggled to remain conscious.

“Morrigan!” The French knight lifted his visor, revealing the piercing blue eyes of Sir Dragonet.

Morrigan stared at her rescuer for a moment, the sounds of the battle fading away. Dragonet kneeled beside her and put his arm around her unhurt shoulder to prevent her from falling farther into the mud. He had saved her life.

“Ye are here,” she murmured, pushing off her helm.

He gave her a slow smile, but the worry in her eyes remained. “Yes, I am here. You are injured?”

Morrigan returned his smile with a faint one of her own. He had saved her. She reached up to touch his check to see if he was real. Morrigan took a deep breath—what was she doing? She needed to get control of herself.

“I am well,” she said, trying to sit up on her own. “A scratch. Nothing more.”

Movement behind Dragonet caught her eye. Another knight approached, his bloody sword in hand. In an instant, Morrigan flicked the knife Dragonet had given her into her hand and threw it at the throat of their attacker.

The knight lifted his shield in time and the knife stuck into the wood.

“Hello now. That could have killed me,” said the knight with a slight French accent.

Had she tried to kill a Frenchman? No, the colors on his hauberk were wrong. It was the clan of… Graham.

Morrigan groaned, of all the bad luck. She had tried to murder one of Graham’s men. That was hardly going to improve clan relations.

“Sorry about that,” mumbled Morrigan.

“No harm done,” said the knight cheerily. “I am Chaumont, and who might you be?”

“McNab,” said Morrigan in a voice hardly above a whisper. She glanced up to see his reaction but he merely bowed.

“This soldier needs a surgeon,” said Dragonet, easily lifting Morrigan in his arms, armor and all. At least he had not revealed her gender.

“I am fine,” Morrigan lied. “No surgeon necessary. Put me down!”

“Jacques?” asked Chaumont, ignoring Morrigan’s protests and addressing Dragonet. “Am I confused or did I know you as a minstrel?”

“ Oui , I am Jacques. I am also Sir Dragonet, a knight for the duke.”

“Ah,” said Chaumont with a devilish grin. He looked at Dragonet and then at Morrigan. “I see.”

“I can walk,” demanded Morrigan, pushing herself out of Dragonet’s arms. Her legs were not as strong as she wanted, but she gritted her teeth and willed herself to stay upright. The pain in her shoulder was burning, blood trickling down the inside of her hauberk.

“This is a nice piece,” said Chaumont pulling the knife out of his shield. “Wherever did you get it?” he asked Morrigan, turning the knife Dragonet gave her over in his hands and rubbing his thumb over the symbol of the white cross.

“Dragonet,” muttered Morrigan without thinking. Damn but her shoulder was starting to throb.

Chaumont looked at her with bright eyes then again at Dragonet. “I see.” He stepped close and held out the knife to return it to her. He was older than she, but undeniably handsome. “I saw what you did, taking on three Englishmen at a time. I decided you must be very brave, very skilled, or very foolhardy.”

“I am a McNab. Foolhardy is our family creed.”

Chaumont laughed, a great merry sound. He placed the knife in her palm, then turned it over to kiss the back of her hand. “Until we meet again, mademoiselle .”

Chaumont strode away, leaving Morrigan gaping in his wake. Mademoiselle?

“How did he know?” She eyed Dragonet with suspicion.

“I do not know.” Dragonet met her eyes directly. “I have said nothing to anyone.”

Morrigan nodded. She believed him. Perhaps it was the look of truth in his eye, perhaps it was the screaming pain that dulled her mental faculties, but she believed him.

“Come, let us get you stitched,” said Dragonet.

Morrigan followed, or more precisely was discretely assisted back to the road where she was accosted by the hulking form of Lord Douglas. Douglas was a large man, with bushy black eyebrows and bushier beard. If he was impressive in person, he was doubly so with armor adding to his considerable size.

“Well done, well done, my lad,” Douglas praised, giving Morrigan a hearty slap on the back which sent waves of pain clear down to her toes. Dragonet tightened his hold around her waist and prevented her from falling when her knees buckled. Morrigan’s jaw clenched in pain, silencing a scathing insult regarding Douglas’s mother.

“We have captured the governor.” Douglas rubbed his hands together. “Ah, now that will be a pretty ransom for sure. Ye did well my lad to prevent him from escaping. If ye were not a McNab I’d knight ye!”

“I am sure their share of the ransom will be sufficient,” said Dragonet smoothly, preventing Morrigan from voicing something which probably would have required the Douglas to demand a duel.

“Well, well now,” sputtered Douglas.

“And ours as well. Later we will meet to discuss the details,” added Dragonet.

“Yes, yes of course.” Douglas turned and left, less happily than he arrived.

Despite the pain, Morrigan smiled. “Thank ye, I am feeling much improved. My men can help me from here.”

Dragonet paused but handed Morrigan over to one of her men. “I wish you a most speedy recovery.” He removed his helm and pushed back the padded cap, revealing his face. His expression was unreadable. He paused again as if he wished to say more, but Morrigan’s men were gathering and Dragonet’s men were watching.

Dragonet bowed and was gone.

Morrigan’s men helped her back to camp where she could wash her wound and find a surgeon. She knew that meant finding the clansman who was the least drunk to stitch the wound closed. Safe for the moment in her tent, she evaluated her wound. The spear had sliced through the top of her left shoulder. She had been pinned to the tree, but mostly by her clothes. It hurt and bled, but had not cut anything of importance and should soon heal.

Her stomach only rebelled once during the process of cleaning the wound so she considered the day a success. None of her men had been killed, they had earned a portion of a ransom, and she, thanks to the timely arrival of her minstrel, was still alive.

Not that he was her minstrel.

He wasn’t even a minstrel anymore. Not that she cared in the slightest.

Morrigan reached for the bottle. After a liberal dose of medicinal whiskey both outside to cleanse the wound and inside her to dull the pain, she called upon Willy to put in the stitches. Like everyone in the camp, he was drinking to celebrate their victory, but Willy held his liquor better than most so he was elected to stitch.

“Are ye hurt?” Andrew ran into her tent and stopped short at the sight of the gaping wound on her shoulder. He went pale and sank to his knees beside her as she sat on a bench. “Oh, Morrigan. Oh no.”

“It will be fine. It just needs some stitching,” said Morrigan, trying not to be shaken by her brother’s reaction. She glanced over at Willy, who was still trying to get the needle threaded. Not a good sign.

“Is it bad?” called a voice from outside the tent.

“Och aye, ’tis horrid. Come see,” called Andrew, jumping up to meet his friend.

“What? Nay!” said Morrigan but it was too late. In walked a young man, who appeared to be in his late teens. She quickly tried to cover herself up a bit more. True she had merely untied the top of her shirt and slid it down over her shoulder to reveal the wound, but it was hardly the way she met visitors.

“Morrigan, this is Gavin Patrick. He’s the nephew o’ the MacLaren,” said Andrew calmly, oblivious to her concerns.

“MacLaren!” Morrigan stared at Gavin. There was no clan who hated the McNabs more than the MacLarens. Except perhaps the Grahams.

“Gavin, this is my sister Morrigan,” continued Andrew.

“Andrew! Ye daft fool!” snapped Morrigan. “We are not on friendly terms wi’ the MacLarens, and I am not heralding that I am yer sister !”

“Och, true, sorry,” said Andrew, running his fingers through his hair, giving himself a rumpled schoolboy appearance. “But Gavin and I are friends now. He saved my life from hanging.”

“And he saved me from matrimony.” Gavin slapped Andrew’s back in a friendly manner.

Andrew gave him a foolish smile. “Ye dinna ken what ye are missing.”

Morrigan glared at the jovial lads. At least Andrew was well fed and happy. He had been outfitted in Campbell colors, complete with good armor and new boots. It was more than she had ever been able to give him.

“Ye finished threading that needle yet?” Morrigan asked Willy, who was lifting a bottle instead of a needle.

“No’ yet. Just another drink to steady me nerves.”

Andrew stepped closer. “I dinna think he is sober enough to thread a needle, let alone stitch yer shoulder.”

“Do ye care to try?” Morrigan asked her brother. Andrew blanched in reply.

“My stepfather, Chaumont, has experience with these things. I’ll get him.” Gavin dashed out of the tent before Morrigan could stop him.

“Now see what ye’ve done!” chastised Morrigan. “He will probably get MacLaren and we’ll all be in trouble.”

“Nay, MacLaren isna here. Gavin came wi’ Chaumont and the Grahams. According to Gavin, MacLaren said invading the English was a damn fool business and he would have naught to do wi’ it.”

Morrigan snorted. “He’s right.”

“Now, how is the patient,” said Chaumont, stepping into the tent, followed by Gavin and Dragonet.

“W-what? Nay!” yelled Morrigan. This was spinning out of control.

“You know my friend Dragon, n’est-ce pas ? He was asking about your health, so I told him to come on in,” said Chaumont with a wink.

Morrigan cursed and spit on the ground. “I am fine. My man is about to put in a few stitches. There is naught to see here. Ye may all go now.”

Willy responded by passing out drunk. The tent was silent for a moment as everyone stared at the unconscious Highlander on the ground. So much for holding his whiskey. Willy began to snore.

“Allow me to offer my assistance,” said Chaumont with an artful bow. He picked up the needle and thread from the table and quickly threaded the needle.

“I also have some experience in the treatment of wounds, my lady,” said Dragonet, dropping all pretense of pretending she was a lad. “I am yours to command.”

“Gavin and Andrew, why do you not take our snoring friend here out to his friends? We would not want to trip over him on accident,” said Chaumont.

“Do ye wish me to stay, Morrie?” asked Andrew, his eyes large as he stared at the needle in Chaumont’s hands.

Morrigan sighed. She did want him to stay, but he was squeamish around wounds. She wished Archie was there. He was a fool, but he would not faint at the sight of blood.

“Nay, ye and Gavin go and take Willy wi’ ye. And remember, the wenches ye find at a camp like this are to be avoided, ye ken?”

Chaumont arched a brow at her.

“Myself included,” muttered Morrigan.

“Ye sure ye’ll be alright?” asked Andrew. He was a good lad.

“Aye. I have two French nursemaids to see to me.”

They waited as Gavin and Andrew lifted Willy off the ground and dragged him out of the tent.

“One of us should hold the lantern while the other places the stitches. Which one o’ us would you like do the deed?” asked Chaumont in a flirtatious manner.

Morrigan blushed in spite of herself. “Have ye both had experience wi’ stitching before?”

“I spent time with the Hospitallers, learning their trade,” said Dragonet. “If you please to hold this to your shoulder. It will stop the bleeding.” He handed her a clean, white handkerchief, and she complied.

“I have done my share of stitching,” boasted Chaumont. “You may have noticed how I stitched MacLaren’s face back together.”

“I have heard of his ugly scar. Ye will do the stitching.” Morrigan pointed to Dragonet. “Ye can hold the light.” She nodded to Chaumont.

Chaumont laughed. “A wise choice, my lady. A very wise choice indeed.”

“How did ye ken I was a lass?” she asked.

“Ah, the evidence of my misspent youth, I fear. Your appearance does not betray you, but, you must forgive me, I have a true gift for noticing a pretty female face, no matter how she disguises herself.”

“Ye boast at being a veritable knave?”

“Reformed, I assure you. Now let us see to your wound.” Chaumont held up the lantern.

Heat rushed through her when Dragonet brushed aside her shirt to reveal her naked shoulder. It was hardly a romantic gesture, but her response was unconscious and immediate. He examined the wound with gentle hands.

“This will pain you, I am sorry to say,” said Dragonet, his eyes large and dark in the deepening gloom of the tent. Night shrouded the camp, though from the shouts and cheers of the soldiers it had only increased the revelry.

“Aye,” said Morrigan. “Whatever I say next, I do want to thank ye for ye troubles.”

Dragonet poured whiskey on her wound and Morrigan cursed him, his manhood, and his mother with abandon.

“Your creativity is without rival, my dear,” laughed Chaumont. “Did I ever tell you how MacLaren got his wicked scar?” He proceeded to tell the story of MacLaren’s time in France and his marriage to Aila Graham. He even had the audacity to tell how Archie had kidnapped Aila and tried to force her to marry him. It was not a story Morrigan wished to be remembered, but Chaumont gave the tale a humorous turn and had both Morrigan and Dragonet laughing.

In the warm light of the lantern, Morrigan was increasingly aware of the attractiveness of both French knights. In truth, they were both remarkably handsome, their faces close to hers as they focused on their work. Chaumont was older, perhaps by ten years or more, but was still handsome with his laughing eyes and long, thin nose. Dragonet was younger, probably around her age, and his striking blue eyes often seemed to hide more than they revealed.

“And that is how I met my Mary,” said Chaumont with a warm glow to his eyes. He may have been strikingly attractive, he may have flirted shamelessly, but he was not available. Even Morrigan could see he was hopelessly in love with his wife. “We have four little ones now, along with Gavin. We’ve been blessed, very blessed. How do you feel now, my lady?”

Morrigan realized Dragonet had completed his task and was binding the wound. Chaumont had done an admirable job distracting her through the pain.

“Thank ye both,” said Morrigan in a soft voice. Things had gone much better and considerably less painfully than she had expected with Willy wielding the needle.

“I see my work here is done.” Chaumont stood and placed the lantern back on the table. “I best be after Gavin. This is his first celebration of victory, my lady, and I fear he may not have heeded your sage advice. Best find him and knock some sense into him.”

“If ye woud’na mind doing the same for Andrew if ye see him. I believe the lads are together,” said Morrigan.

“It would be my pleasure. I know how I was at that age, and if Gavin is half of it he is bound for trouble.”

“Ye are reformed now, are ye?” asked Morrigan.

“Oh yes, quite domesticated. I have daughters now, you see, and I live in fear they may someday run across a scoundrel like me.” Chaumont shuddered. “That is why I keep this on hand.” He patted his sword hilt. “When you feel better, my lady, I would invite you to come and train my daughters to use a sword. Not for war mind you, but I would like them to defend themselves if need be.”

Morrigan smiled at him. Somehow Chaumont made her feel more like a lady and less like an abomination.

“Nice work tonight, Dragon,” said Chaumont, pinning on his cloak. “The scar will be small indeed.”

“Dragon?” asked Morrigan.

“A name some call me.” Dragonet shrugged and looked away.

“It does not seem to fit ye,” said Morrigan.

“Then you have not seen him with a sword in his hand,” said Chaumont. “We had a friendly competition earlier today. Truly I have never seen such fine sword work in all my days. None can best him.”

“Ye fought?” Morrigan asked. “But why?”

“A friendly competition I assure you. He offered his share in the ransom if he lost. How could I refuse such temptation?” asked Chaumont with an impish grin.

“Ye offered your share o’ the ransom?” Morrigan asked Dragonet. Her head hurt trying to understand why the two Frenchman had fought.

Dragonet busied himself cleaning up the bloody rags and said nothing.

Morrigan glared at Chaumont. “Why did ye fight?” she demanded.

“He was most determined to win my silence on a certain matter. You have yourself a defender, my lady.”

Morrigan’s jaw went slack. “Ye fought to keep my secret?”

“I assure you, your identity as McNab’s sister will not be revealed by my lips, nor Gavin’s either,” said Chaumont. “Though unless I very much mistake myself, I warrant Dragonet will recommend you leave now for home. I suggest you follow that advice. Mademoiselle. ” Chaumont bowed with a brilliant smile and left the tent.

Morrigan turned to Dragonet and realized they were very much alone. It was dark in the tent, the only light coming from the glowing lantern. “Why would ye fight for me?”

“How does your shoulder feel, my lady?” asked Dragonet, ignoring her question. He was straddling the bench beside her. It was a better position for his ministrations, but Morrigan felt awkwardly close to him. Memories of their last kiss flooded her.

“Fine.” Morrigan coughed. Her throat was rough and dry. “Ye did well.” A different emotion and new question emerged with every beat of her racing heart. What was she to say to him?

Dragonet handed her a flask and she drank deep. If ever there was a time to drink it was then. She handed it to Dragonet, but he merely put the cap back on without taking a sip.

“Ye fought to protect me.”

He looked away. “Yes.”

“Why?”

“I feared something in my manner may have betrayed you. I would not wish you any harm because of me.”

“Ye dinna need to fight for me. I can take care o’ myself.”

He turned back to her, the flickering lamplight dancing in his eyes. “It is done.”

She reached out her hand to his. “Then I thank ye.”

He put his other hand on top of hers, warm and protective. “I have something for you.” Dragonet reached into the pocket of his cloak and pulled out a jingling velvet pouch. “Your share of the ransom.”

“The governor made ransom already?”

“No, but he will soon. I talked to the Douglas about the price. This is your share.”

“But if he has not yet paid the ransom, then where did this…” Morrigan peered into his dark eyes. They merely reflected her face back to her. “This is from you.” She picked up the bag. It was heavy and jangled deliciously with coins.

Dragonet paused. “Yes.”

A ripple of excitement coursed through her at his simple reply. “I canna accept this.”

“It is yours. I am giving to you an advance. I will accept your portion when the ransom is paid.”

“I have no need of an advance. I can collect from Graham when the time comes.”

“You do not trust me? You think I am trying to rob you? Count it if you wish.” Dragonet sat up straight and leaned away from her, offended.

“Nay, I did no’ say that. I’m sure ’tis the correct amount.”

“Then accept it!” Dragonet challenged.

“Fine, I will!” shouted Morrigan.

“Good,” said Dragonet with a warm smile.

Morrigan frowned. What just happened?

“And now I would like for you to leave,” said Dragonet, the smile disappearing from his face.

Morrigan inhaled sharply. The force of his rejection stung worse than her shoulder.

“What I mean is, I do not wish you to get hurt.” He motioned toward her shoulder. “Again.”

“I have given my word to stay and fight.” The McNabs had been branded cowards by many. They were many things, but cowards they were not, and Morrigan intended to prove it.

“Go home, Morrigan.”

Morrigan shook her head. “Everyone expects us to turn tail and run. I winna bring shame to my clan.”

“You have proven to all you are no coward. Now it is time to return to your home.”

Morrigan shook her head. “I have no reason to return.”

“You are injured.” With a hesitant hand Dragonet touched her bare shoulder, slowly tracing around the bandage. Her skin burned beneath his gentle caress.

Morrigan’s lips parted to speak, but no words came to mind.

“You must heal,” whispered Dragonet. The wound was deep, and the risk it would fester was real.

“I will be well.” Morrigan reached for his hand and it trembled in her fingers. “Are ye cold?”

Dragonet shook his head, and indeed his hand was warm.

“Then why do you tremble?”

Dragonet looked down and said nothing.

Morrigan leaned forward, unsure what to say but certain she needed to be closer.

His eyes found hers. “Today when I saw you pinned to the tree, but a moment from death, I felt—how do you say? I felt a fear, a sickness. I do not ever wish to feel that way again. If you please go home, it would be to me a great comfort.”

Something inside Morrigan’s chest cracked open, painful, but sweet. This man spoke words of kindness as she had never heard before. With horror she feared the waves of emotion churning inside her might leak out in tears. Something must be done and quick!

And so she kissed him. He did not move at first, but his hand holding hers tightened. His lips were warm and soft, yet shot slivers of lightning through her at their touch. Slowly he encircled her with his arms and drew her into his embrace. Her shoulder stung but it was nothing compared to the raw pleasure his lips offered. She moved back to catch her breath, her heart galloping hard. He also was breathing shallow and fast.

She had never before desired a man—she thought herself immune to it—but she was surely afflicted now with a fever from which she had no wish to recover. The sensations he roused in her with a single touch were confusing, intoxicating, and dangerous.

She leaned in again, but he pulled back and shook his head. “You are hurt. I would not take the advantage.”

“I am no’ hurt, I assure ye. Naught but a scratch.”

“I am glad of it.” He kissed one cheek, then the other, resting his cheek against hers for a moment before he whispered in her ear, “Go home, Morrigan. Please.”

Before she could think of a response, Dragonet stood and strode out of the tent, leaving her with an open mouth and a bag full of coins.