Page 20 of The One
“It’s something I didn’t do with them. You’re different, remember?”
I wanted to feel relief, but it wasn’t there yet. “Why?”
He smiled as he moved his face toward mine. “When it comes to you, I want everything too.”
“Everything, everything?”
He nodded. “As much as you’re willing to give me. Whatever that is, I’ll take it all.” He brushed the hair out of my eye. “And this time, you’re not leaving me.”
I sighed. “How do you do that?”
“Do what?”
“Make me feel these wild, nutty things. Like, I can barely even breathe right now.”
“What if I kiss you?” His gaze dropped to my mouth. “Will that make it better or worse?”
I rubbed my lips together, as though his had just left mine. “Technically worse, but ultimately better.”
He slowly came closer until our mouths were pressed against each other, and his tongue slipped between my lips. I wasn’t just smelling the beer; I was tasting it, and for a drink I didn’t like at all, I loved it on him.
But there was more.
The way he was holding me. The way he was kissing me, like he was starving for me. The way he was exhaling, the sounds he made each time.
Or maybe those noises were coming from me.
Because the tingling wasn’t even tingling anymore. It was exploding. My insides felt electric. Rhett had flipped some kind of switch, and everything was on and blazing.
That was something I’d felt during the nights I was in New York, alone, thinking about Rhett and how badly I wanted to get back to him. And then again the first time his lips had touched mine. But none of those occasions were as strong as this.
This … had me breathless.
When he separated us, he stared into my eyes. “That right there is something I love about you.”
“What do you love?”
“That you look at me like it’s never enough. That when I pull back, you make me feel that too. That if you could, you’d kiss me forever.”
My smile returned. “It’s true. I would.” My fingers dived into the side of his dark hair before lowering to his neck and then his chest. There had been muscles there when we were younger; they just weren’t as defined or hard. They hadn’t made me want to unbutton his shirt and see what they looked like when uncovered. “You know what I love about you?”
“Tell me.”
“It doesn’t matter if you’re looking at me in class or we pass each other in the hallway or I’m walking into a party, your stare never changes. You look at me like I’m the prettiest girl in the room.”
“More than the room, Lainey. You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen in my life.”
I turned into his hand when his palm shifted to my cheek. “You make me smile so hard. An obscene amount. Just thinking about you makes me smile. It’s like I can’t stop.”
“I don’t want you to. Not ever. Promise me that.”
“Promise I’ll never stop smiling?”
“Yeah, and when we’re old and gray, I want that smile on your lips to always be for me.”
I grabbed the back of his hand and laughed. “That’s an eternity from now. We have to make it through the rest of our junior year and the summer and our senior year and then college and …” I turned silent when I considered all the time ahead, like college, which could create more distance between us.
“You don’t need to worry about any of that.” He pulled at my waist, dragging me closer to him. “Or about us.”
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20 (reading here)
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125
- Page 126
- Page 127
- Page 128
- Page 129
- Page 130
- Page 131
- Page 132
- Page 133
- Page 134
- Page 135
- Page 136
- Page 137
- Page 138
- Page 139
- Page 140
- Page 141
- Page 142
- Page 143
- Page 144
- Page 145
- Page 146
- Page 147
- Page 148
- Page 149
- Page 150
- Page 151
- Page 152
- Page 153
- Page 154
- Page 155
- Page 156
- Page 157
- Page 158
- Page 159