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Page 21 of The Highlander’s Fallen Angel (Brotherhood of Solway Moss #2)

“Look for me in the whirlwind or the storm.”

Marcus Garvey – Jamaican publisher, 1887–1940

We are done .

Kenan’s words repeated in Tierney’s mind, making her chest clench.

We are done.

She walked amongst the small fires that her men and the MacLeod warriors had set out on the moor above Dunscaith Village. Darkness had fallen, and she had no idea where she should lay her head to rest that night. With her men on the hill? With Sara and Rory who had been given a cottage with Morag in the village?

She continued to walk aimlessly. “We are done,” she whispered. He’d been talking about their discussion in the bailey, but the words had felt like the final note in a tragic ballad.

She spotted Jacob with some of the MacLeod warriors. Lord help her, she couldn’t go over there. Jacob would jump on the opportunity to find her a place to sleep near him. Perhaps she should go to Morag and Sara.

A rider breached the hill and slowed. Foolish anticipation caught Tierney’s breath, but then she saw it was a Macdonald warrior, the one she’d seen in the bailey right before she left. The one who’d heard their exchange. We are done.

The rider stopped before Jacob and the men with him.

“Tier is out here?” she heard Jacob say, his voice loud enough to carry on the breeze.

“Daingead,” she whispered and traipsed away from the fires, hoping the shadows would hide her from him.

“Lady Tierney,” the man from earlier called, and she stopped, unwilling to look like she hid, even if that was what she’d been trying to do.

The man was Tomas, Kenan’s second in command. He had a kind smile set in a hard face. He dismounted when he saw her and guided his horse toward her. He bowed. “Lady Tierney.”

“Yes?”

“Chief Macdonald wants to know,” he lowered his voice so it wouldn’t carry, “do ye feel cold when I say his name?”

“Pardon?”

Tomas straightened. He didn’t seem to know what to do with his hands. They moved against his legs until he finally crossed his arms. “Kenan. Kenan Macdonald.”

She stared at him. “Yes?”

“When I say his name and it makes ye think of him…does it make ye feel cold inside? That’s what he said to ask.”

Ye will sleep with me, Tierney, until ye only feel cold when ye think of me. Kenan’s words from Dunvegan’s garden teased her. Would she ever feel cold when she thought of the broad, courageous Highland chief? She hadn’t felt cold or indifferent, even when she was furious or frustrated, and never afraid. Even with his final words today, her face had felt hot.

And now the man was willing to make himself look like a fool to his friend, to his second in command. If she lied and said she felt like she was turning to ice just talking about him, Tomas could mock him and his prowess for years.

“Is he so lazy that he does not come to ask himself?”

Tomas’s mouth quirked. “I told him I should come so it would be easier for ye to choose honestly.”

Her mouth relaxed. “And what are the choices?”

“If ye are not cold to him, he bids me fetch ye. And if ye are cold to him, he still bids me to fetch ye so ye can sleep comfortably and warm this eve.”

She couldn’t help the small chuckle that she masked as a sniff. “There is little choice but to ride away with you. Will you take me to the same bed either way?”

“Aye, but I will drag Kenan out of the room if you wish it. His orders.”

He’d ordered his friend to remove him from her as if Kenan wouldn’t have the strength to do it on his own. Holy Joan. The man could be a chivalric poet.

“Since I have not been given a pallet yet,” she said, indicating the men beginning to sprawl out under the stars, “I will come with you, Master Tomas.”

“And yer decision on whether I must draw my chief from yer side?”

“I will decide when I see him.”

He mounted and offered her a hand up. She climbed on behind him in the long saddle.

“Well, I hope ye choose not to make me carry him away, because I’d probably need six more warriors with me to do so.”

“Six?” She laughed. Kenan’s friend was loyal and trying to make him seem like a giant of iron and brawn.

“Give or take,” Tomas said, and they broke into a canter back down the sloping meadow to the village of Dunscaith.

The houses glowed with hearth light while the formidable shape of the castle remained dark. Tomas slowed but didn’t stop along the paths lit by light spilling from glass windows not yet shuttered. Tierney held loosely to him but used her strong thighs to keep her from having to hug him. Tomas rode directly for the dark castle, slowing to clop into the bailey where she’d left Kenan earlier.

She spotted him by the doorway, a torch in his hand. He didn’t advance.

“Yer decision, fair lady?” Tomas asked as he brought his leg over the horse’s head so he could jump down and offer her his hand.

“Is there a comfortable and warm bed somewhere in that rubble?”

“Aye,” Kenan called but didn’t come any closer.

Without a word, she walked away from Tomas toward Kenan. She was curious, and her heart seemed to flutter around in her like a lass being asked to dance at her first after-dark festival.

“The lady has not yet made a choice,” Tomas called from his mount.

“I will once inside,” Tierney said without turning back. She kept her gaze on Kenan and his flame. “Don’t worry, Tomas, you can go. I can make Kenan leave if that is my choice. I don’t need six more warriors to see it done.”

Kenan’s brow rose. “Six?” He glanced out at Tomas over her head.

A moment later, the clip-clop of the horse departing floated to Tierney. She stopped close enough to feel the warmth coming off the torch. “Has enough work been done on the castle for people to sleep within it?” she asked.

“Aye.” Kenan offered her his arm, and she slid her hand along the muscles there before resting it on his forearm. Heat bloomed through her, but she kept her formal distance. They clipped along a newly laid floor toward an arched alcove that was blackened by soot.

“Is this what I will be cleaning?” she asked. “As part of my promise to make amends?”

“Aye,” he said. “’Tis dirty work. Ye might need a bath afterward.”

His words sizzled through her with the memories of the other night at Dunvegan. They had dripped from the bathing tub to the bed, wrapping first in drying sheets and then throwing off all the bedding with their love play. Luckily, the bed hadn’t collapsed.

“Do you have one of those large bathing tubs here at Dunscaith?” she asked as they climbed the turning steps. Most of these stones had been cleaned and awaited fresh plaster.

“I’ve commissioned the building of one,” he said with the same serious tone one would use to talk about commissioning a new war ship.

A lightness filled her at this quiet banter. Even in the early days of courting, she’d never had that with Wallace. Nothing about Kenan reminded her of her monstrous husband.

They reached the first floor, and Kenan brandished the torch before them as they walked down to an open doorway. “It will be a new library, eventually. For now, ’tis the chief’s room, which I give over to ye, Tierney.”

There was a large bed made up with pillows and quilts pushed up against a wall. A chest sat at the end of it, and a writing desk was placed diagonal to the hearth where a small fire crackled. Opposite was a privacy screen. But what caught Tierney’s attention were the bookshelves built into the walls on three sides, broken only by a pair of large windows. All of the shelves were empty. She looked at him, his gaze on her. “All your books burned in the fire?”

“Aye.” His voice held a note of sorrow. “A cauldron of burning pitch was poured out in the keep, and the fire spread both upward and downward through the entire structure. It spared nothing.” His smile was sad. “But Dunscaith will rise from the ashes.”

Unless it is attacked again.

His smile faded as if he read her mind. “Tierney, ye can sleep here, with or without me.”

“I…I wasn’t certain,” she said. “Today, in the bailey…when you said we were done.”

He stepped closer, his brows pinched over searching eyes. “That was to say we were done arguing, but Tierney…” He let out a breath. “We will never be done.”

“Even if you marry someone else.” Her words were soft.

He slid the torch into a sconce and walked over to her. “If ye feel heat or warmth or kindness toward me, we will never be done.”

This man, full of power and muscle, was leaving this up to her. ’Twas a gift more impressive than the bath or saving her people. He was offering her freedom to decide. At least how she slept.

Without a word, she stepped into his arms and reached up to pull his face to hers. The kiss was slow, and tingles spread throughout her body. He was giving her the gift of freedom if even just for the night. In return, she would give him the gift of pure pleasure.

Kenan watched from the porch of the customs house as men boarded his galleons, the Sweet Elspet and the Tempest , in an orderly fashion. His gaze scanned down the extensive docks that had been built on the opposite side of Sleat Peninsula during his grandfather’s time. Thirty smaller Birlinn ships were tied along the extensive jetty, men being assigned to each.

The ships would be overcrowded with Macdonald, MacNicol, and MacLeod warriors, but men would be needed if they were forced to raid Clan Matheson at Eilean Donan Castle. A contingent remained behind at Dunscaith in case the Mackinnon chief coordinated an attack before their return. Kenan didn’t even want to consider that disaster.

A group of villagers had already evacuated toward Dunvegan, although they’d have to skirt Mackinnon territory to get there. Both war and peace were complicated. Was the first worth the second? Both required risk and courage.

“Risk and courage,” Kenan murmured.

“Risk and courage?” Rory asked, coming up to stand next to him. “Tierney has plenty of both already. Courage or madness to have locked ye up.”

Kenan snapped his gaze to Rory. “Pardon?” Rory knew about the abduction?

Rory grinned back. “Gabriel is sweet on Eliza and told her how Tierney tricked ye, drugged ye, and forced ye into coming to Scorrybreac. Eliza then told Sara.” Rory’s smile flattened some. “So…she chained ye. That must have brought out yer not-so-kind side.”

“’Tis a testament to her courage.”

Rory nodded, growing more serious. “Or her desperation.”

The sound of several galloping horses pulled Kenan’s attention to the wide path that they had traversed from Dunscaith early that morning. “Daingead,” he said, inhaling briskly. “’Tis Cyrus and his men.”

Both Rory and Kenan looked toward the forest line. “No troops,” Rory said.

“Not here, but they could be at Dunscaith,” Kenan said. He was already descending the wooden steps and jogged to meet Cyrus.

“Ye’re sailing to the Mathesons at Eilean Donan?” Cyrus asked from his horse, his voice raised and tinged with the same anger he’d displayed since finding Kenan in bed with Tierney. He must have journeyed first to Dunscaith before being directed across land to the docks on the peninsula’s eastern side.

“Are yer father’s troops at Dunscaith?” Kenan asked.

“Nay,” Cyrus said, and relief funneled through Kenan’s body. “’Tis just me and my men.” He indicated the six other men who remained mounted behind Cyrus. “Attacking the Matheson Clan? I thought we were all about uniting the clans of Scotland.” He held up his hand to show the scars.

Kenan ignored the tone that called him a hypocrite. “Chief MacNicol, his wife, and twenty MacNicol warriors are being held captive, along with their carrack ship,” Kenan said. “Chief Murdoc Matheson is threatening to kill them unless Tierney marries his brother, Ranulf, and the clan gives up Scorrybreac to them.”

Rory stood next to Kenan. “Ranulf is determined to get a foothold on Skye.”

“Why are ye here,” Kenan asked, “and not yer father?”

“Father fell from his horse,” Cyrus said. “Broke his leg and bruised his organs. The physician won’t let him up from his bed, not that he’s in any condition.”

“And ye’ve come to tell us?” Rory asked. He kept the same irritated tone that Cyrus had, showing without words that he was supporting Kenan in this madness.

Cyrus looped his horse’s reins over the saddle and dismounted, walking over to stand with the two chiefs. “Father asked me to swear to wage war against Clan Macdonald of Sleat if he cannot.”

“For the sake of all that’s holy!” The three men turned to see Sara, Tierney, and Morag striding toward them. Sara had spoken, her face red. She stopped before Cyrus, her hands on her hips. “Cyrus Mackinnon, we have more important issues than your sister being unhappy because my brother chose not to wed her. There are people’s lives at stake.”

“And my father,” Cyrus said without missing a beat, “is obsessed with ending Macdonald lives.”

“You can tell him no, you won’t war against Kenan,” Tierney said, meeting Cyrus’s gaze.

Cyrus wouldn’t look at either woman. “My father has always wanted to wage war against Dunscaith, and he’s using Grace as an excuse.”

Morag pushed her way through Rory and Kenan to stand right before Cyrus, forcing him to look at her. “Your father was a good friend of my husband’s. In fact, Hamish Mackinnon came to see me right after Bruce died. He met my friends.” She pointed upward where a circle of her black crows swooped and squawked, making Cyrus’s men look nervous. They ducked when one flew low toward them. One Mackinnon passed the sign of the cross before himself.

Morag’s layered robes fluttered around her with the wind, her white hair tied in her usual long braid. “Remind Hamish Mackinnon that Morag Gunn is a Macdonald of Sleat even if I live closer to Dunvegan. That there are more powerful weapons than men with swords. There are weapons that can damn the soul.”

Kenan’s aunt had always reveled in scaring people with her witch-like ways. One day her actions and threats would get her into trouble. But right now, they were making Cyrus’s large men grow pale.

“I will remind my father,” Cyrus said with a bow of his head. Whether he believed Morag or not, he knew how to show respect to an elderly woman.

“Good,” Morag said and pivoted around. “Let us board.”

Tierney met Kenan’s gaze for a moment. Her lips looked so soft, and the afternoon sun shone in her hair. They hadn’t talked last night, but they had come together with slow, languid strokes, stretching the pleasure out. He’d held her the rest of the night, and she’d let him.

“I will sail with those planning the excursion,” she said.

“The Sweet Elspet ,” Kenan said, pointing to the ship with black sails. The Tempest had white sails.

Morag looped her arm through hers, and the three women strode down the slope toward the docks. Kenan tried not to watch the sway of Tierney’s hips. She wore trousers that cupped her sweet, rounded arse that had cushioned him as he thrust into her from behind last night.

Rory’s elbow poked into him, and Kenan turned away only to catch the Mackinnon warriors staring after her.

“Trousers are easier to ride and sail in,” Kenan said, his voice gruff enough to make the men look back to him.

“I need to get Sara a pair,” Rory murmured.

Kenan turned back to Cyrus. “Again, I am sorry I offended ye and yer sister, Cy, but I broke no oath. The only oath weighing upon me is to our brotherhood and our quest to unite Skye. Help us defend our isle.”

Rory raised his palm to show his set of four scars. “Ye’ve made the same oath, Cy.”

“Bloody hell, I know,” Cyrus said and ran his scarred hand through his hair to cup the back of his head. His lips were pinched as he studied the sky as if looking for answers. Finally, he turned to his men. “William, ride to Dun Haakon to tell my father that Clan Matheson is an enemy of Skye and that I am sailing to prevent them from invading our isle. And send Morag Gunn’s greetings.”

“Aye,” William said, his stoic face revealing nothing. He turned his horse and rode away.

“The rest of ye can come along to defend our isle,” Cyrus said. He looked back at Kenan. “Hopefully, my father will be too ill to act while I’m gone.”

Tierney stood next to Morag in the cramped captain’s cabin on the Sweet Elspet while it maneuvered up Kyle Rhea waterway. They were nearing Loch Alsh, and the sun was dropping. Her heart thumped too high in her chest, feeling close to her throat. Partly because she hated being confined in a small room with only one exit, but mostly guilt overrode her familiar fear of being trapped.

All these men were going to war, because she wouldn’t marry Ranulf.

They don’t want Clan Matheson on Skye, either . They’re going to war for Skye.

The timing was terrible with Dunscaith being left burned and without its full army. And she’d brought war to Kenan’s doorstep by taking him away from Grace Mackinnon.

I saved him from Grace Mackinnon. I’m not selfish, and I haven’t lied. He knows I won’t marry again. The mental tirade back and forth within her head drowned out the sounds around her.

“And ye will stay on the ship so there’s no chance they’ll capture ye,” Kenan’s voice cut into Tierney’s thoughts.

Morag stepped up next to Tierney. “After the woman has provided you with a map of the castle and grounds?” She pointed to the drawing that Tierney had unrolled after they’d gathered, one that she’d made months ago after her father demanded she wed Ranulf Matheson.

At the time, she was afraid she’d be carried off to live at Eilean Donan with the Mathesons. So when the bard, Reid Lewis, had come to visit Scorrybreac after leaving Eilean Donan, Tierney had questioned him tirelessly on the land there. If she were forced to go there, she’d know as much as she could in order to create an escape plan.

Tierney’s chin rose as she felt a battle brewing. “I know the layout of the castle and the grounds, and those imprisoned are my people.”

Kenan’s sharp gaze rested on Tierney. “Ye will stay on the ship. ’Tis too dangerous for ye—”

“You plan to march in and spill blood,” she interrupted him. “No diplomacy?”

Henry stood beside Kenan over the map that showed the position of Eilean Donan Castle on the bank where Loch Alsh and Loc Duich met. “We could use Lady Tierney to enter the castle without beginning the night with bloodshed.” For once, Tierney agreed with her father’s old advisor.

“Nay,” Kenan said, keeping her gaze. “Tierney will remain on the Sweet Elspet , and nay, we will not start with bloodshed. We will walk in to speak with Chief Murdoc and request the prisoners be released. We must try diplomacy first. Otherwise, we go against our goal of uniting Scotland.” He glanced at Cyrus Mackinnon and Rory MacLeod. “The presence of three chiefs from three clans on Skye will give power to our request.”

“I’m not a chief,” Cyrus said.

“Ye will be,” Rory said. “And Murdoc doesn’t know how yer da fairs.”

“That’s right,” Tierney said, her words succinct. “Murdoc will see chiefs from three powerful clans on Skye walk into Eilean Donan. How much easier it will be for him to take over our isle after he seizes and kills you three.”

“I have no intention of being killed nor seized,” Rory said.

Tierney opened her mouth to retort, but Sara spoke first. “And you can fend off a hall full of Matheson warriors all on your own?”

“Kenan and Cy will be with me and our most able warriors.”

Sara huffed. “Lovely. That would be about six of you against…fifty of them.” She looked at Tierney. “Fifty men could probably fit in the Great Hall at Eilean Donan, don’t you think?”

“’Tis rather large,” Tierney said. “Perhaps more, but I would think twenty against six would be sufficient enough to kill them and hand three quarters of Skye over to Clan Matheson.”

Both Tierney and Sara crossed arms over their chests and turned to Kenan and Rory, waiting for their response to the obvious. Silence sat in the packed cabin. Outside, the taut lines creaked with the snapping sails as the ship cut through water and wind.

Tierney narrowed her eyes to meet Kenan’s hard gaze. Her words came out slow, calm, and hard. “Murdoc and Ranulf will not negotiate. Someone must sneak in and release my parents.”

Kenan didn’t back down. “If Murdoc agrees that the betrothal is null and releases yer parents, the Mathesons will not retaliate by coming to our isle to burn Scorrybreac.”

“The Mathesons will not agree—”

“Ye’ve only met Ranulf,” Kenan interrupted Tierney. “Murdoc has seemed more level-headed in the past.”

Henry cleared his throat. “So…perhaps sending Lady Tierney in first would—”

“Lady Tierney is not going within a hundred feet of Ranulf Matheson,” Kenan said without breaking their stare. “We will ferry more men to the shore. And Murdoc’s lookouts will report that they see dozens of ships in the loch.”

Kenan finally looked down to move little carved Birlinn ships up to the harbor on one of the maps. “They will all light beacons to announce their presence when our large bell on the stern is rung.” He raised his gaze back to Tierney. “Ye can be responsible for ringing the bell.”

Bloody hell. He was treating her like a wee lass being given an easy job to feel included. Anger infused her cheeks with prickly heat. “I do not plan to remain on board the ship.” Tierney met his gaze without blinking.

“Ye will.”

“I will not,” she answered. She wouldn’t let their total agreement in the pleasure arena soften her resolve to save as many people as she could.

Kenan rested his hands on the edge of the table. “I will lock ye in a cabin.”

“I have loyal friends who will liberate me.”

Kenan’s nostrils flared like when she’d kept him chained in the cottage. “I will shackle ye to the deck of the ship,” he said, leaning forward.

She learned forward, too. “I will burn this ship down around me.”

Faces of those in the room volleyed between them with each verbal strike. Each one was fantastical, but the emotions behind the threats were very real.

“I will tie ye in a Birlinn and sail ye back to Dunscaith.”

“I will jump overboard and swim back to Eilean Donan.”

Morag’s laugh sounded like a cackle. “The lass won’t be contained, nephew. Leave her with me. My crows and I will keep her safe.”

“Ye would both be safer staying on the ship,” Rory added to the press. “Ringing the bell to signal the other ships is important.”

Kenan might be her nephew, but Rory was only her niece’s husband. Morag narrowed her eyes at him. “Tierney isn’t a crow, enthralled by the shine of a polished bell. She’s a goddess of the sky, Aranrhod, or an angel, neither of which will sit on a ship to ring a bell.”

Sara, who had been standing to the side behind Tierney, leaned to whisper in her ear. “I’m a phoenix, so sky goddess seems appropriate.”

Sara straightened and raised her hand high in the air. “I will take the important bell ringer position.” She sounded completely serious, making Tierney want to laugh. “I’m quite qualified to yank on rope.”

Cyrus made a popping sound with his lips, and Tierney saw him hide a smile behind a pitying look toward Rory and Kenan. “When they support one another, ladies are unstoppable,” Cyrus said.

Kenan crossed his arms over his chest and looked at Tierney. “What would ye do on shore?”

“I can go inside with—”

“Nay, not inside Eilean Donan,” Kenan said.

Stubborn boar!

Morag wrapped her arm through Tierney’s. “Eilean Donan doesn’t have a large enough dungeon for the crew. They must be kept somewhere in the village. Tierney and I can find them, release them.”

No one said anything, and Morag continued. “Truly, if you want to keep Tierney safe, don’t leave her on a ship that will probably receive pistol fire.”

Kenan ran a hand over his head as if it pained him and released an exhale.

“Lady Sara can remain in this cabin,” Rory said. “Someone else can ring the damn bell.”

“Holy Saint Margaret,” Sara said, her eyes rolling heavenward. “I’ve already been demoted.”

Rory pulled Sara into his arms. “I don’t want to lose my wife of a fortnight. Give me a few more decades to tire of ye, lass.”

Her brow rose. “Only a few?”

“Ten decades or so,” Rory said and kissed her forehead.

“A century, then?”

“At least,” Rory answered Sara with a serious tone. Their loving banter just made Tierney’s chest tighten with envy over the couple’s obvious love and respect for one another.

Tomas entered the cabin, adding to the cramped feel of the small room. “Master Sawyer says we’ve reached the mouth of Loch Duich.”

“Order all sails dropped,” Kenan said, confidence in his tone. “Send out two dressed as fishermen in a dinghy to find where the prisoners are being held. Meanwhile, have a meal served on all ships. Full bellies win conflicts.”

“I’ll go myself,” Tomas said and pivoted, leaving the room.

God speed, Tomas. Tierney prayed the man who’d been so kind in bringing Kenan’s message last night would remain whole and well. If I went in his place, they could all go home to defend Dunscaith.

Morag took Tierney’s arm, tearing her from her remorseful thoughts. “We will rest and eat and prepare as well.” Before Kenan could ask again what they were preparing for, Morag hurried her out of the room.

Tierney took a full inhale of the briny air, thankful for the breeze that refreshed her. Sara followed, and the three women made their way to the stern of the ship, avoiding seamen who coiled ropes as they collapsed the sails. Tierney leaned against the rail, her gaze on the sun setting off to the west. A distant castle was seen jutting out from Skye at the western end of Loch Alsh as the ship floated east.

“That’s Dun Haakon Castle,” Sara said, “the seat of the Mackinnon Clan on Skye. Let us pray that Chief Mackinnon doesn’t mobilize his forces before we return or at all.”

With her fear of small spaces receded, Tierney felt the guilt once again flood through her body. She turned to Sara and Morag. “By my soul, I beg your pardons for pulling your clans into fighting.” She dropped her gaze to the rail under her curled fingers. “I do feel that the Matheson Clan would come and war on Skye if they take Scorrybreac, but my actions from the start have been selfish.”

Morag sniffed. “Selfish? A woman protecting herself and her child, protecting her young brother, going to great lengths to obtain an army when hers was defeated by disease and war. I see nothing selfish in that.”

“But in my heart…” Tierney shook her head as she gazed out at the flaming red ball of sun sliding below the horizon. “I won’t have a man rule me again, not to save my people, not to save my parents.”

“You’re protecting Maggie,” Sara said. Her hand rested on Tierney’s on the rail, squeezing it.

Tierney met Sara’s eyes. “Even if I didn’t have Maggie.”

Morag’s weathered hand came down on Tierney’s other one. It was cool but strong. “A woman should never have to choose to give up her body, mind, and soul to be tortured in a union of abuse. And a union with Ranulf Matheson would be just that.” Tierney met Morag’s stare. “That is not selfish,” the wise woman said. “That is fierce and brave and strong.”

“But if I walk into Eilean Donan and agree to wed, my parents and men will be released, and all these good warriors can sail home unbloodied.”

Morag’s serene face tightened with a sharp, stubborn look. “If you think that Ranulf and his brother will lead a peaceful life after taking you and Scorrybreac, you’re as naive as England’s King Henry thinking Scotsmen will honor their promises to support him taking over their country. You will sacrifice yourself for nothing.”

Tierney nodded, and Morag’s hand relaxed on top of hers. She inhaled fully, bringing the misty air deep inside herself. “Then what’s our plan?”