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CHAMPS-éLYSéES, PARIS, FRANCE
It was a parade for no one. Or, no. It was a parade staged only for the cameras set up along the street, one of which ticked and whirred outside the door she’d ducked into five minutes before, when she heard the tanks coming.
Corinne Bastien had no good reason to be standing now in Cartier, watches that cost a year of her professor’s salary displayed in their glass cases behind her. No good reason at all.
But several very bad ones. She watched the panzers roll slowly down the street, soldiers waving from the hatches as if to adoring crowds, smiles wreathing their faces.
The streets were empty, but for those cameramen.
Corinne pressed the book she held to her stomach.
An older man stood beside her, another erstwhile pedestrian caught outside when the Germans approached.
He’d been in front of her. He’d begun trying all the doors that weren’t boarded over—shut, locked.
That was when the proprietor—or perhaps only a clerk?
—from Cartier swung open his door and motioned them inside.
He hadn’t needed to tell them to hurry. The rumble of tanks that shook the ground beneath their feet had done a fine job of that.
She shouldn’t have been outside. She’d known the risk, even before the announcements appeared this morning cautioning all citizens to remain indoors.
But she’d run out of time yesterday, and she’d still had two loads of books to drop off.
If she hurried, she’d told herself, she’d be fine.
She knew Paris far better than the invading German army.
She could avoid them. Be invisible. Make her deliveries in two different batches and then scurry back into her burrow like the scared little mouse they’d expect her to be.
The streets were empty . Never, in the fifteen years she’d called Paris her home, had she seen them like this, not even during the bombardment earlier that month, and it was every bit as haunting as the German words shouted from loudspeakers. “Welcome your liberators, citizens of Paris!”
“Liberators,” the man beside her muttered, looking as though he’d like to punctuate the curse by spitting on the floor.
If so, then the expense of that floor stopped him.
Or perhaps his manners. He, at least, looked like he belonged on the Champs-élysées.
Trousers and shirt and jacket, all tailored.
Shoes of leather so fine her fingers itched to touch them, to see if they were really as smooth and buttery as they looked.
A gold watch gleaming from his wrist that could have come from this very store.
Clearly he hadn’t just been making a delivery to someone whose flat was above the Arcades.
On the other side of her, the merciful clerk touched two fingers to his forehead, his heart, his left shoulder, his right. “Sancts Michael Archangele, defende nos in proelio, contra nequitiam et insidias diaboli esto praesidium.” His voice was soft and low, barely a whisper.
She translated the familiar words in her mind without thought, praying them along with him, making a mirroring motion with her right hand. St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
Monsieur Fine Shoes snorted. “We have already lost the battle, my friend. Or haven’t you noticed? Cross yourself all you want. God has abandoned us. The evil is here .”
Corinne lifted her chin even as she gripped the book more tightly. “The cross isn’t meant only to ward off evil, monsieur . It’s meant to strengthen us against it.”
Another snort as fine as his shoes. “France has no strength left. Your cross is about as effective as the Maginot Line proved to be.”
Swallowing past the sudden tightness of her throat, Corinne turned to the shopkeeper.
“Is there a back door I could use?” She had work still to do today, even if every business in Paris was boarded up and closed.
Even if nearly everyone she knew had fled the city days ago in a march as silent as a procession of ghosts.
Even if her university had barred its doors and hunkered down.
The clerk nodded, and the dull gleam in his eye seemed to say he understood her need to keep moving. He held out a hand toward the glass cases, the space behind them, and the door that opened up into the back rooms.
The cases were as empty as the streets. No gold and diamond and platinum winked out at her.
She hadn’t even noticed that when she’d hurried inside, and she could hear Oncle Georges in her head, chiding her for her inattention.
If you want to remain unseen, he had said uncountable times, then you must see everything.
Her fingers twitched over the fabric casing of the book she clutched, fighting even now against the retort that she had voiced nearly as many times. I see words, Oncle. Ideas. Not things.
She had to learn—that was the lesson he’d been drilling into her for the last year. If she wanted to help, if she wanted to do something other than run away like everyone else she knew, if she wanted her efforts to matter , whether the Sorbonne let her teach or not, then she had to learn .
The clerk paused once off the showroom floor to look back at her.
She found herself suddenly aware of her hastily selected skirt and blouse, the lack of care she’d given her hair, the slapdash application of red lipstick.
She certainly didn’t look like she belonged in Cartier, and this man would recognize that in a glance.
He had eyes strangely like Oncle Georges’s—aware, alert. He saw her.
But he smiled, sad as it looked on his aging face. “I am Hugo.”
“Corinne.” She dug up a smile of her own, though it surely looked no gladder than his. “Thank you. For...” She motioned to the front door, locked again behind them, and then to the back door she could glimpse at the end of the hallway.
“If we do not help each other, who will? These are times to be more willing to reach out to our neighbors, not less.”
Most of the men who made their living on the Champs-élysées wouldn’t consider her a neighbor.
She had spent her childhood in a town so small it rarely appeared on maps, the countryside laboring to recover still from the last war to maul it.
It had been only fifteen years ago that Papa had moved Maman and her to Paris to chase their dreams. Education, for both of them. Careers. Futures.
Papa had given them those dreams. Sometimes she still looked back on those few years she had with her stepfather and marveled at how, short as his time with them had been, he’d changed every single aspect of their lives.
They arrived at the door, but Hugo didn’t reach for the knob. He peered through the glass, this way and that. “You will be too young to remember the last time Germans were in France.”
“I remember.” Most of the memories were vague, writhing things.
Impressions more than images. She remembered the hungry days and the haunted nights.
She remembered the fear that had so permeated every day of her life, she hadn’t even recognized it as such until it faded away.
She remembered the lack of color, the yawning emptiness, the sucking mud left in the wake of raging armies.
She remembered stubbing her toe on something, realizing it was a boot. Seeing the boot had a leg still inside it. She remembered thinking it a corpse she could scavenge food from—then watching in horror as mud-caked eyes blinked wearily, deliriously open.
It was the boldest memory she had from those days, despite the whole scene being mud-brown. Papa. She hadn’t known it then. But she knew it now. Trapped in that quagmire was the only father she would remember, struggling for one more breath.
Hugo’s lips offered another echo of a smile. “Then you remember that when the Germans arrive, the food vanishes.”
The hungry days. She nodded, once. Briskly.
Hugo settled gentle fingers on her wrist. “The Germans will want to shop. The owners will return eventually, the stores will reopen. This street will be alive again soon enough. Money will flow—food, perhaps, with it. Come here when you are hungry, Corinne. I will always put something back.”
It was the sort of kindness she would expect of family, perhaps from friends. But from a stranger? She knew her confusion was written across her face, likely underscored by every ounce of suspicion her uncle had trained her to have. “Why? You don’t even know me.”
His answer was to reach up and pull from the neck of his shirt a necklace, tugging until the pendant slipped free.
She recognized in a glance the Miraculous Medal—bright blue, like cerulean hope.
A nearly exact match to the one she wore around her own neck.
The one that rested on the outside of her blouse, where he’d clearly seen it.
“This is how he gives us the strength to withstand evil—through each other.” He offered another smile, brighter by a degree.
“We are here, you and I. While so many are not. We stand. We stay.”
“We stand.” He was like Oncle Georges, he did see.
Perhaps his eyes had been trained for commerce, for the next sale, for identifying from whom he could earn his commission.
But it served him well now too. She gave him a nod that she hoped said that she saw as well. Or was learning to. “Thank you, Hugo.”
He slid the bolt on the door, swung it open, and nodded her outside. “Go with God, mon amie .”
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