Page 33 of Take My Hand

Had a lovely night with Will and Maddy. She’s such a sweet girl and they clearly adore each other. I think it went okay. I think she likes me. I hope so because I’d really like to keep seeing him but if Maddy says she hates me I don’t think it would be an option. After she went to bed we had a great chat and kiss. I practically rode him and could feel the start of an orgasm building, it was that good. His dick feels like it might be quite big!!! Everything with him so easy and comfortable – apart from the throb between my legs every time I look at him. It’s like I’ve known him for ages, yet I’ve got those constant new relationship butterflies. I bet I won’t want to go home tomorrow but we should take it slow. I’ve rushed into relationships before, and it was the wrong thing to do. Things with Will seem different, though. Bloody hell, who knows what’s right and wrong. I just know I like him…a lot. He has the most beautiful smile – I know I keep going on about it, but it is. Loretta said if I don’t stop talking about him to her she’s going to stop taking my calls haha. I know she doesn’t mean it. She’s desperate for the gossip. His eyes as well!!! I really need to stop and act like a grown up!

1215: I can’t sleep. I keep thinking about Will in the room next door. I’m feeling so horny but I’m trying to be good. Plus, Maddy is in the house, so it doesn’t feel right. Although, I think she’s just sneaked her boyfriend in. I was about to go to the bathroom and heard them whispering. I didn’t want her to think I was spying so stood in the bedroom doorway like a statue, holding my breath! I bet I looked a right idiot.

I need to try and sleep. If I don’t I might do something stupid and sneak into Will’s room.