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“The field workers at Vasaro are certainly not genteel.” She smiled. “And I liked them very much indeed.” Her smile faded. “Though I don’t believe I’ll like these people. To bring whores to an eight-year-old boy…”

He held out his hand and she came to stand before him. He took her hand and pressed it to his lips. “You could always go back to your garden.”

“No, I couldn’t,” she whispered. “Not without you. Never again without you, Francois.”

He pulled her down on his lap and cradled her in his arms. He sat holding her, carefully, lovingly, for a long time without speaking.

At first she was aware only of the delicious pleasure of being close and held as if she were a treasure infinitely precious to him.

However, gradually she became aware the muscles of his body were hardening against her own.

Her heart leapt and then began to pound harder as his lips pressed to her throat.

“You do know how much I want you?” he whispered.

She stiffened and then forced herself to relax against him. She had known this moment would come, and she had thought she’d prepared herself for it. She laughed shakily. “That night we were wed you said you didn’t like skinny women.”

“I lied.”

“When I thought about it later, I suspected you had.”

“I wanted you so much I was hurting.”

They were silent a long time.

His voice was muffled against her hair. “It doesn’t have to be tonight. I can wait.”

She was frightened. She could tell him to wait and he would do it. She wouldn’t have to face the fear tonight.

But if she told him to wait, she would be hiding again.

“No.” Her voice was trembling. “Now. Though I may not be able to please you.”

“You’ll please me.” His fingers sought and found the pins holding her bun, plucking them out one by one and dropping them on the floor.

“If you only let me hold you close, you’ll please me.

It pleases me to look at you, to hear you laugh.

” He threaded his fingers through her long hair.

“That’s the difference between love and lust, Catherine. ”

His green eyes were so intent, his smile so tender, she felt her fear melting away. “How…do we start?”

He lifted a long silken strand and rubbed it on his lips. “Anywhere we choose. We can do anything we like. There are no rules.” Suddenly his smile widened mischievously. “I know. Why don’t I brush your hair, my sweet?”

The pounding of her heart was starting to steady as she looked up at Francois. “Is…it over?”

A shudder went through Francois’s body as he moved off her and lay down beside her. “Yes.” His chest was moving in and out with the unevenness of his breathing. He turned her over and cradled her spoon fashion. “For now.”

“You were quite…intense.” She thought about it. “Does it always bring you that much pleasure?”

“It always brings pleasure but this”—he kissed her ear—“this is extraordinary, my love.”

“Why?”

“Do you suppose it’s because I love you? I can’t think of any other reason.”

“I like to know I brought you pleasure. It…warms me.”

He went still. “But you felt no pleasure yourself, did you?”

“I don’t know what you mean. I told you I—”

“Were you frightened?”

“At first, but not later.” She kissed the arm binding her to him. “You were so kind to me. I was afraid I’d see…but there was only you.”

“That’s good.” His voice was husky in her ear. “But I want more for you. Tell me what you felt, Catherine. I need to know.”

“Warmth, comfort, love.” She nestled against him. “It was really quite pleasant.”

“Nothing else?”

“Toward the end a kind of…tingling.” She rushed to assure him. “But you didn’t hurt me. I know you were being very careful.”

“Not careful enough. I should have taken more time. I tried but…” His lips brushed her ear and his voice was suddenly hoarse. “I’ve loved you for too long, Catherine.”

“Why do you feel so bad? I told you that I thought you—”

“Kind and gentle.” His arms tightened about her. “I believe I’m too impatient.”

“There’s something wrong? I was supposed to do something else?”

“No, I just thank God you’re not afraid of me.” He kissed her gently. “Never mind, another time. This is enough for now.”

“You came.” Dupree felt a fierce burst of pleasure as he gazed at Nana Sarpelier.

He hadn’t been sure she would obey him even though it meant displeasing the count.

He had watched her closely these past weeks and knew she wasn’t hesitant about jumping into the bed of any man who took her fancy.

Still, she seemed to be of a deplorably independent nature.

“Come in.” He stepped aside as she came into the room.

“I expected you, of course. You have seen Etchelet?”

She shook her head. “I told you I wouldn’t be able to contact him so quickly.”

“Tomorrow will do as well.” He closed the door, his gaze running over her. “Take off your cloak.”

She took off her coat and draped it over a chair. “I don’t like this, Dupree.”

“But you do like the extra livres the count gives you.”

“A woman must eat.”

“There are other needs that must be met as well.” He sat down in a cushioned chair and leaned his arm on the table beside him. “And you can imagine that in my present state I have great difficulty persuading a woman to pleasure me.”

“I understand the strumpets on the Palais Royal care little how a man looks as long as he has money in his pockets.”

“But they can’t give me what I need. I used to have a choice mistress who was quite wonderful. She was an actress at the Comédie Francaise. Camille Cadeaux. Perhaps you’ve heard of her?”

Nana shook her head.

“She looked a little like you. A tall, strapping, full-figured woman. She suited my purpose admirably.”

“Then I suggest you return to her.”

“Oh, I can’t. While I was in Spain she took another lover, and when I tried to get her to change her mind, she refused to accommodate me.”

“Perhaps you can persuade her to see how mistaken she’d be to discard a truly admirable gentleman such as yourself.”

“Sarcasm isn’t permitted,” Dupree said. “It’s clear I’ll have to train you as I did her.”

“It hardly seems worth your time when your Camille is already—”

“Camille is dead.” Dupree smiled as he saw the shock on her face. “I really couldn’t permit her to live and continue to go to another man’s bed. It would have desecrated the role she played.”

“Role?”

“I told you she was an actress.” He nodded to a large armoire against the wall. “You’ll find a gown and a wig in there. They were Camille’s, but I’m sure they’ll fit you just as well. Put them on.”

She simply stared at him. What was his game?

“Now, you know you would never have come here unless you intended to do as I wished.”

She went to the armoire. “Have you decided how you’re going to dispose of the king?”

“Poison, I think. I know an apothecary on the rue Marat who will oblige me with what I need. Poison would seem a safe, reasonable method for Robespierre to choose, and I no longer have the strength for a physical struggle.”

“The king is only eight. He wouldn’t struggle hard enough to—”

“I don’t want to speak of the king. Put on the gown.”

Twenty minutes later she stood before him in the pink brocade gown, tucking her own brown hair beneath the stylishly coiffed gray wig.

Dupree could feel the excitement rise within as he looked at her. “Magnificent,” he said breathily. “You have a strength Camille never possessed.” He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small silver snuff box. “Bend down. There’s one last touch.”

She bent close to him, her expression wooden.

He opened the snuff box, carefully extracted the heart-shaped beauty mark, and put it just to the left of her mouth. “There, you’re quite perfect now.” His hands were shaking as he closed the snuff box and replaced it in his pocket. “Kneel before me.”

Nana hesitated and then sank to her knees before his chair.

“Very good. Now the words. You must say them very sincerely or I’ll be displeased.”

“What words?”

His voice took on a high, simpering note. “Raoul, promise me we’ll be together always. You’re mother’s own sweet boy. I’ll never punish you again.”

She repeated the words.

His hand cracked against her cheek. “Sincerely. Again.”

Nana opened her mouth to speak, her eyes glittering with anger, then she drew a deep breath. A moment later she repeated the words.

“Better. Now say ‘I was so wicked to put you in the wood box with all those nasty creatures.’”

“I was so wicked to put you in the wood box with all those nasty creatures.”

He bent forward, his breath coming in short, hard gasps. “I beg you to forgive me.”

“I beg you to forgive me.” Nana looked up to see his face convulsed with pleasure.

“Say it again.”

“I beg you to forgive me.” Nana was silent for a moment. “Is that all?”

“Oh, no.” Dupree smiled, his eyes glazed with pleasure. “There’s much more. You may kiss my hand.”

The next evening Catherine carefully avoided speaking directly to Louis Charles during supper, concentrating instead on making herself agreeable to the Simons.

She found to her surprise that it wasn’t such a difficult task.

As Francois had said, they were rough, obscene, and not overly intelligent, but they appeared good-natured.

Of the two, she preferred the woman to her husband.

Madame Simon was a squat, tubby little woman with heavy masculine features and a pimpled face, but she had a warm smile and appeared genuinely fond of the child.

It wasn’t until the men had settled down to their card game and Madame Simon to her knitting by the stove that Catherine dared wander casually over to where Louis Charles was reading by the window.

“It’s overwarm by the stove,” she said. “May I sit here beside you?”

“As you like, Citizeness.” His gaze was wary and returned at once to his book.