Page 35 of Savage Love
“It’s not enough,” I say tearfully through gritted teeth. “It will never be enough.”
I step back and send a spike made of ice through his face, pinning him in place. I fall to my knees as I slip into hysterics. I am weak, and the sudden loss of adrenaline is taking its toll. Zev scoops me into his arms and carries me out of the house and into the streets of Ossara.
The sudden applause around me makes me lift my head to see all of the people of Torvex, and even the citizens of Ossara are cheering and clapping for me. “You did it, baby,” Zev whispers. “You freed them.”
“I did it,” I whisper.
Chapter Eleven
Astra
I was so exhaustedfrom using my abilities that I ended up falling asleep as Zev carried me. I am awake now, lying in Ren’s lap. I know we are on the boat, but I don’t know how much time has passed. I look up, and Ren is smiling down at me.
“Hi,” I say sleepily.
“Hey,” he smiles.
“How long was I asleep?” I ask as I sit up. We are on the top deck in the sitting area.
“A few hours. We set sail back for Torvex about an hour ago,” he tells me. “How do you feel?”
“Much better. Did anyone come back with us?”
“Balavix is going to fly the genetically mutated to Torvex once they detox. Lyra decided to stay back with Marta to help with that process,” he tells me.
“Hey,” Zev says as he leans down and kisses me. He takes a seat beside us on the couch, and I feel better having both of them close to me again.
“Hi,” I smile. “I told you I’d come back.”
“You are… incredible, you know that?” Zev asks.
“For ice-fucking two men?” I ask.
“No, for standing your ground and getting revenge. No matter the trauma you endured, you still saw this through for the sake of thousands of innocent lives,” he says. “Not many are that brave.”
“I’m just glad we are going home now. Everyone is okay?” I ask.
“Yeah,” Ren smiles.
“What can we do to care for you?” Zev asks.
“Fuck me,” I say. “I was dead serious when I said I wanted to finish what we started before I jumped.
“Are you sure?” Ren asks.
“Yes,” I say. “I knew what was going to happen going into it. I knew I would survive, and they would die. I knew I’d get back to my men and need them to remind me who owns me… You are both my husbands, and you own every bit of me. What I need is a reminder. I need to get out of my mind for a bit and be sent to heaven by the two people I love more than anything in this world.”
Ren stands and cradles me. I laugh when they walk me downstairs to the room we stayed in on the way to Ossara. When he sets me down, Zev pulls my dress off, and they both take their own clothes off. Zev sits on the bed and pulls me into his lap, making us both groan as I suddenly lower myself on him. He lies back and keeps still until Ren has applied lube to him and me.
“Fuck!” I scream when Ren slams into my ass, and they both find a punishing speed. They are both surging into me at the same time and fall into a pattern where one is pulling out of me as the other pushes in. They are fucking me so incredibly hard that I get stuck in an orgasm, and all I can do is scream as they fuck me. This feeling is mind-numbingly blissful and everything I needed.
We are all pouring our emotions into this moment, and even when they come and we end up lying together in bed, we stay in this moment. I am facing Zev with Ren close behind me. They both have their arms wrapped around me, and we are all floating together, enjoying the comfort of our warmth.
After being able to look back and see what I have gone through and finding closure on that part of my life, I can see just how bright my future is with my husbands, I know one thing for sure… I would endure it all twice over just to get back to this savage love.