Rubi Shaw is lost.

When Rubi’s newly-retired husband suggests a three-week vacation to Rawhide Ranch, she’s torn. A part of her longs to be that woman again, kneeling at Logan’s feet, accepting every bit of pain and pleasure he deigns to give her.

Except… she’s not that woman anymore. Her body has changed, and as far as Rubi is concerned, it’s not for the better.

What if her gorgeous husband with his rock hard military body takes one look at her on her knees and realizes she’s not the woman he fell in love with? What if she can’t take the pain? What...

Rubi Shaw is lost.

When Rubi’s newly-retired husband suggests a three-week vacation to Rawhide Ranch, she’s torn. A part of her longs to be that woman again, kneeling at Logan’s feet, accepting every bit of pain and pleasure he deigns to give her.

Except… she’s not that woman anymore. Her body has changed, and as far as Rubi is concerned, it’s not for the better.

What if her gorgeous husband with his rock hard military body takes one look at her on her knees and realizes she’s not the woman he fell in love with? What if she can’t take the pain? What if she can’t submit?

What if, what if, what if?

But what if she took a chance? What if she surrendered herself not just to her husband’s will, but to the magic of Rawhide?

What if she finally rediscovered the woman she once was… and embraced the woman she’s meant to be?