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As we walk hand in hand, I can’t help but feel defeated. Nolan and I have been trying to get pregnant for the last year without success, and with every new heat that comes, what should be a time of pleasure breaks my heart.

I’ve wanted to be a mom since the day after our wedding, and life has been insane. Nolan keeps telling me that the last year would have been too hectic for a kid, but in my heart, I know that I have more love to give. Between the new tour and the press surrounding our wedding, my once quiet life has become a whirlwind of cameras and interviews with the press. Nolan has been a godsend through it all.