Page 28 of Ravaged By the Reaper
AMARA
Months roll past like captured nebulae—raids and diplomacy, battles and ceremonies, nights lit by firelight and tangled sheets.
The weight of command has shifted from oppressive to something warm, tethered, real.
I slip between who I was—the girl who played sonatas in Academy halls—and who I’ve become—a leader whose weapon is both steel and cunning. Balance.
One night, I feel it before he returns.
The forge in the Reaper wing glows faint. It smells like molten darksteel and ancestors. My heartbeat picks up in warning, anticipation.
He steps back into the aether-lamp glow.
His armor’s stripped—scar work laid raw and bright.
He carries an artifact I recognize from myth: the war-bond chain—Reaper-forged, welded by ten shared slaughters, keratin and cold flame.
It's brutal and beautiful, heavy as history.
I feel the rumble of our life echo when I see it in his hand.
“Earned,” he says simply. Voice low.
My fingers tremble when I take it.
It’s not jewelry. Not a claim. It’s a covenant. Ancient and sacred. I place it gently around my neck, its weight burning me into the moment: not vessel, not pawn—mate.
“The ceremony,” he murmurs. “Tonight. Combat bay. No one leaves.”
And so the Widowmaker’s combat bay transforms. The hum of battle met with hushed awe.
Tendrils of torch-light dance against red-rusted walls.
In the makeshift arena, I stand surrounded: Reapers in solemn formation, former slaves with new names, diplomats in hesitant peace, outlaws drawn by respect for what this bond means.
We don’t wear white and ceremony. We don’t need lace and flowers. We claim blood and fire.
I choose black—a charcoal dress that ripples like shadows. Left shoulder bare, the scar across my clavicle still faint. Haktron stands opposite, unarmored, scars clothed in flame light. We face each other under the glare of torches, reflections dancing in sweat.
Panaka watches from a ledge, expression hidden but unguarded.
I lift my hand, and Haktron does the same. Our fingers meet across space that means everything.
In his native tongue—a guttural warm promise—I speak the vows: naming fear, surrender, devotion. He answers in Reaper cadence, naming death, choice, blood.
When we clasp chains around each other’s throats, the alloy bites gently against skin, binding us.
Silence swallows as I lay hand on his chest. Then, slowly:
“I am yours by choice. By dream. By battle.”
He curls fingers around my throat-chain, gentler than I deserved:
“I am yours by blade, breath, soul.”
Panaka’s fist slaps the wall—hard. A single, echoing approval. The crew exhales.
We don’t kneel, bow, or break. We stand. Bound. Sacred. Alive.
The ceremony yields to celebration.
Torch-bearers ignite the bay, casting flares of orange and yellow.
Haktron nudges me toward the edge of the ring. In my hand: my lyre, battered but true.
I lift it carefully. My fingers press strings, and a haunting melody cuts through smoky air—a Celtic lament fused with Reaper rhythm. The notes coil like smoke in the bell-lit sky.
Haktron, bound in chain, digs a cloth blindfold from his belt, wrapping it over his eyes. The crew gathers five challengers: best fighters, drunk with adrenaline, honored to test themselves against a bound veteran.
He steps forward, blind and chained, toward the first.
The first swing and he counters with a knee. A second swing—he ducks, drives a palm to chest. He’s precise, brutal. The chain swings with him: a weapon, a tether.
Each fight ends with a fall and silence.
When the fifth challenger crumples, Haktron stands—breathing slow, chain brushing his chest.
I finish the melody, and the crew roars.
He strides to me. Picks me up with arms that held me when I had no hope. Spins me once—our chains clinking. He sets me back on my feet.
He bellows through the roar:
“She is mine!”
The ship echoes.
I look at him—blood-slicked deck between us, the chain golden in torchlight, hair stained with ember sweat.
I lean forward, kiss him—fierce, claiming, holy.
The crowd continues to cheer. I taste salt, embers, triumph.
We stand in that blaze—two souls forged through fire, lyric and weapon, bound by choice, liberated by love.
The galaxy is far away—obscured by firelight, music, and the thrum of our hearts.
Here, we are home.
The cheers fade around us, replaced by the steady hum of the Widowmaker’s hull and our ragged breathing. Torchlight pools around us, painting us gold and shadow. Chains tinkle softly as our bodies press close, still bound to each other, still breathless.
I press my forehead to his chest—warm, scarred, honest.
He wraps an arm around my waist, pulls me close. His breath is steady. Mine flickers with the residue of combat, of music, of vow.
Everything about this moment could be a war strategy. A conquest. A display.
But here—now—it’s something else.
It’s us.
His lips brush my hairline. “That was something.”
His voice is rough, quiet like gravestone wind.
I smile into the hollow of his armor. “We made something beautiful.”
My fingers tangle through his hair. The faint electric hum of his breath steadies me. I can feel the certainty in his heartbeat, low and sure.
“Let me untangle this,” he whispers, leaning in.
One by one, I undo the chains, each link slipping from my throat. Then his. The metal drops to the floor with soft clinks that echo.
Unclad of armor, his skin is pale beneath the burn of scar lines and sweat. I brush my fingertips along the faint curve of one—my fingertips tracing his history, his survival.
He films me with a lopsided grin. “I don’t think any of this made me weaker.”
I reach for the black fabric of his uniform, and in that moment I’m suspended between war memories and raw desire. His gear—the Reaper metal, the hard lines splintered by battle—no longer define him. Tonight, I only want him.
I press my palm to the steel of his chest plate. The armor hums with static life, but beneath it—under the faint shadows of healed wounds—I find softness. My fingers trace the burn-scar trail winding from muscle to bone.
He draws a slow, ragged breath.
I don’t let go.
We shed armor and clothes piece by deliberate piece, until bare skin and scars remain. I see the architectural strength beneath: scars and muscle wrapped in vestiges of life—tired, relentless, beautiful.
He kneels beside me on the cold metal deck, fingertips brushing along my ribs through damp fabric—making me forget every label but his.
Light from the porthole flickers against his jawline, bone-spur ridges casting sharp silhouettes. I lean in and kiss that line—first rough, then soft as I drift upward to his ear.
“Amara,” he breathes, voice low and full.
I press nearer, our breaths harmonizing with the station’s hum. I whisper against his throat, “Your breath used to scare me.”
He laughs, pitch trembling. “Used to?”
I nod. “Now… you’re home.”
A real, deep laugh. Then he lifts my chin with a single finger, his red eyes fierce yet tender. Desire isn’t war—it’s sedimented hope, bricks laid over broken battlegrounds.
I cup his face between my hands and kiss him slow until the world softens around us.
His hands begin gentle exploration, muscles rippling beneath my touch. There’s something sacred in this closeness—trust built on shared futures and salvaged peace.
He turns and finds a soft cloth in a nearby crate—slips it around my shoulders like protective armor.
“You feel safe,” he murmurs.
I trace his collarbones beneath it. “I can breathe.”
The red hallway lights dim, distant laughter from the crew fading into an echo behind sealed doors.
Lowering myself to his neck, I plant soft kisses along the line where metal fades into flesh. The seam of scar and augmentation is warm beneath my lips, pulsing faintly as though even the machine surrenders to me.
Haktron’s breath rattles against my hair. His claws twitch at my hips, holding steady but trembling with the restraint of a predator caging his own hunger.
“You’re mine,” he breathes, the words low and reverent, roughened by disbelief. “Not dream. Not shadow. Mine.”
I lift my head, lips brushing the sharp edge of his jaw. “And you’re mine,” I whisper back, steady and certain. “Not because fate says so. Because I choose it.”
His eyes flare at that—red embers blazing brighter, softened only for me. His chest rises beneath my palms, each inhale a thunderous vow.
“You have no idea,” he growls softly, “how long I’ve ached to hear that.”
“Then let me show you,” I murmur, sliding my hands down the planes of his body, tracing the scars he once wore like weapons. He shudders beneath the touch, muscles straining, as if no battlefield ever wounded him like this gentleness does.
He cups the back of my neck, dragging me down into a kiss that tastes like fire and surrender. There’s no rush. No violence. Just the slow claiming of mouths, the collision of need with reverence.
We move together slow—urgent in our absence of urgency. Every shift of his hips, every glide of my body against his, is deliberate, unhurried, as if we’re memorizing one another.
“Amara,” he groans into my ear, the sound cracked open by longing. “You undo me. You break me apart—”
I press a kiss to the scar running over his collarbone. “No,” I breathe, voice shaking with the weight of truth. “I’m putting you back together.”
His claws drag lightly across my skin, careful as scripture. “I don’t deserve this,” he says hoarsely.
“Then take it anyway,” I whisper, kissing him again, pouring every ounce of belonging into the press of lips and teeth. “Because I don’t deserve you either. And still—we’re here.”
The rhythm builds between us, not frantic but inevitable, like tides pulled by twin moons. His body surrounds me, fills me, claims me, but each thrust, each breath is tempered by a vow: not to consume, not to cage, but to belong.
We move together slow—urgent in our absence of urgency—woven with comfort and profound need. Each touch is a promise of belonging.
I trace a scar on his side—bare ribs once broken, now healed—and whisper against the ridges, “You carry me.”
His inhale catches—response more potent than any words.
We fold into each other, bare skin melding to bare skin, heartbeats syncing.
Haktron stands—unarmored, weaponless—as I map every line of his story upon his chest.
His hands guide mine.
“Thank you,” I whisper. Not just for this night, but for every silent strength I couldn’t name before.
He meets my gaze, vulnerability tempered with fierce devotion.
We fall silent. Heartbeats and breath—our only sound.
I tilt forward and kiss him again—soft, unwavering, full of belonging.
Here, in this private combat bay turned sanctuary beneath the porthole view of stars, we love.