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‘Here,’ Billy hissed, wide-eyed, standing by the glass door into Dr Mandrake’s Dive Bar, half in, half out.

Jet was waiting outside, hiding from the orange pool of the streetlamp, fading into the darkness.

She hurried toward him, held out her left hand.

Billy dropped a set of keys into it.

‘Had to wait for him to go take a leak,’ he whispered. ‘Those were in his jacket pocket.’

‘Good job.’ Jet closed her fingers around the keys. ‘Now you’ve just got to distract him. Make sure he doesn’t come upstairs while I’m in there.’

‘Distract him?’ Billy’s eyes widened even more, endless pools.

‘Be neighborly. Buy him more beer.’

‘He’s an alcoholic,’ Billy hissed.

Jet shrugged. ‘So it’s the perfect distraction.’

Billy groaned, blew out a mouthful of uneasy air.

‘Just buy me ten minutes to find the laptop, then I’ll meet you in your apartment.’ She pulled herself out of Billy’s eyes, through the open doorway behind him, watching as a hunched figure slumped down at the table in the farthest, darkest corner.

‘Andrew’s back,’ she hissed. ‘Go.’

He went, the door swinging shut behind him.

Jet turned the corner and watched Billy through the windows, walking with the same pace, matching each other, one inside, one out. Billy awkwardly stuffed his hands into his pockets as he approached Andrew’s table, opening his mouth to say something, anything.

Jet ran out of windows, wished him luck and kept going, to the outdoor stairs just beyond the bar, leading to the apartments above.

She tripped, the steps doubling before her, feet falling between the cracks, a new stab of pain behind her eye. Nothing she couldn’t handle, testing her weight on each step to check it was real first, turning left at the top instead of right, toward 1A instead of home.

Jet gripped the key, pushed it into the lock, missed, blinked, tried again, and turned it.

Andrew Smith’s front door sighed as it opened for her, like it knew, an apology before Jet could take it all in.

Empty bottles everywhere.

Piles of unfolded clothes.

Balled-up tissues.

Food wrappers.

A couch that was too big for the room, half blocking the door to the bathroom.

The same layout as Billy’s apartment, just reversed. And no Cedar Delight in here. It smelled musty, too lived in, rebreathed air.

Jet flicked on the lights and that only made it worse.

She let the door shut her in, picked her way through the trash.

There was a framed photograph on the wall, not quite straight.

Nina grinned out of it, in a graduation cap and gown, standing between her parents.

She and her mom looked so similar, the two of them standing side by side like this, same light brown skin and dark oval eyes.

Andrew actually looked happy, a light behind his smile and behind his eyes that was gone now, dulled by the years of drinking.

The Andrew in this photograph didn’t know anything about what was to come; he just smiled, happy, proud, forever frozen that way.

Nina’s mom might have already been sick, and none of them knew it.

They probably all went home to their house on North Street after this photograph, had a celebratory dinner.

That house was gone now. And so was Andrew’s family.

Jet moved past the photo, past the kitchen counter, stacks of used plates and glasses. Into the bedroom. The curtains shut, like they’d never been opened, because you couldn’t let daylight into a graveyard like this.

She darted through, avoiding the discarded clothes – not that Andrew would be able to tell if anything had been disturbed. It was all disturbed; that’s how he kept it.

She bent down to look beneath the unmade bed. Nothing here, just some socks that had escaped, found a place to hide.

Jet straightened up. Checked the closet instead.

Not much left on the hangers, or in the drawers.

And nothing that looked like it belonged to Nina.

Damn. How long did she have left? Jet thought about Billy downstairs, fought a smile, thinking of the panic in his eyes.

Smiled just to think of him anyway, actually.

Back into the living room, Jet skirted beyond the couch to the same closet Billy had in his apartment. Pulled one door open with her left hand, then shuffled back to open the other.

Stuff everywhere. Shelves full of it. Boxes lining the bottom.

Jet’s eyes scanned quickly across it all, squinting to try and stitch the world back into one. They did, just about, settling on a cardboard box tucked into the farthest corner. Nina scribbled across the top, flaps not quite meeting, too much inside.

‘Yes,’ Jet hissed, leaning forward to drag the box out, her right foot stepping in when it snagged on another box, helping her left hand to free it.

It slumped down onto the floor with a thunk.

Jet dropped to her knees in front of it, her thumb tracing across Nina’s name, dipping in and out of the ridges of the cardboard. She opened one flap, then the other.

The first thing she saw was a hoodie, folded neatly, balanced precariously on top. Dark burgundy with a bright yellow logo for Norwich University. The second thing she saw was a pile of loose photographs, fanning out against the fabric of the hoodie.

Jet scooped up the photos, looked at the first one.

Nina and her mom, grinning behind a plate of homemade tacos, too many for a family of three.

Shuffled that to the bottom of the pile, looked at the next photo.

Nina’s clear skin pickling with acne, turning her back into a teenager.

Her arm slung around a blond girl grinning at the camera, braces fixed to her teeth.

Emily. She must have been about fifteen here, the photo taken on the patio in the Masons’ yard.

Emily stared back at Jet, with the same brown-green eyes.

One sister blinked, the other couldn’t. Emily’s hair was lighter than Jet’s, longer – too long, right down to her waist. So long it had killed her.

Jet placed the photos on the floor beside her, lifted out the hoodie, trying to keep its neat folds even though she only had one hand. Her stomach lurched – heart too – when she saw what was buried in the box beneath it.

A MacBook.

A rose-gold MacBook Air, one deep scratch on its case, cutting the Apple logo into uneven halves.

‘Yes,’ Jet whispered, taking it out, tucking it under her arm. ‘Thank you, Nina.’

‘Well, I’m going to hell,’ Billy announced, opening the front door, freezing as he spotted Jet by the coffee table, two laptops open in front of her. ‘You actually found it?’

‘Mission accomplished.’ Jet grinned. ‘Also, side note: it is very, very difficult to open a laptop with just one hand, by the way.’

‘Ah, but you’re a trouper.’ Billy hurried over.

‘I don’t give up,’ Jet said, which wasn’t true: she did give up, all the time. But that was the old Jet. ‘ And the battery was dead. Of course it was, been sitting in a box for eleven months. So I plugged it in with the ch-char-ch – white wire thingy. It’s just waking up now.’

The laptop burred, a whirring sound beneath the keyboard as the screen switched from the charging-battery symbol to the lock page. A matching whirring sound inside Jet’s head as she leaned forward, clicked the touchpad to enter.

The home screen sprang straight up.

‘No password?’ Billy asked. And then: ‘Why do you always have to sit on the floor?’ He dropped beside her, legs too long, studying the screen.

Jet jostled, made space for him. ‘Maybe Nina never had a password. Or maybe Andrew had to get it unlocked after Nina died, documents he needed access to or something.’ The something could just have been that he missed his daughter, hoped to find some of her still inside this machine.

‘That’s the first obstacle. Now we have to cross our fingers that Facebook is still logged in. ’

Jet double-clicked on Safari to open the web browser. It was already connected to WiFi, probably Andrew’s router next door. She moved the cursor to the URL box, started typing, one finger to one key at a time. F a c

‘You’re typing like someone called Margaret.’ Billy smirked.

‘Funny.’ She smirked back, stuck out her elbow.

e b

It auto-filled for her, some ID code at the end of the web address, and Jet pressed enter, crossing the only fingers she had.

The Facebook log-in page.

The username was already filled in: [email protected].

But the password box was blank, waiting.

Jet’s heart sank. She clicked into it, to see if it would prompt some password manager to fill it in for her.

Nothing happened.

Except her heart sank farther, dropping into her gut.

‘Fuck.’ She slumped against the couch.

Billy un-slumped her, hand on her back. ‘Not a total fuck yet,’ he said. ‘We have her email address, her Gmail, and maybe if she’s still logged in to that we can –’

‘– reset her Facebook password,’ Jet hissed, stealing his thunder. He would have given it to her anyway, she knew; he was Billy after all. She gave some back. ‘Yes, Billy, I love you.’

Billy tensed, tensed even more as Jet brushed against him, leaning forward, fingers on the trackpad. She clicked to open a new tab, guided the cursor to the URL. G m a. Pressed enter when it auto-filled. Held her breath. Billy had stopped breathing too, a little while ago.

The web page opened, pale blue, lines and lines of emails in Nina’s inbox.

‘We’re in!’ Jet laughed, turning to share it with Billy. ‘You can add shit-hot hacker to your résumé.’

He reached over, hugged her awkwardly. Awkward because of the floor-sitting and the one arm.

‘Let’s do this.’

Jet flicked back to the Facebook log-in page, clicked on the Forgot Password? button. Let Billy type in Nina’s email address: it was faster that way. Clicked Yes to send a reset-password link to that account.

Skipped over to the Gmail page. The email wasn’t here. Refreshed it. Still not here. Refreshed again.

There it was.

Jet stabbed her finger against the trackpad, opening the email, following the link.