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Tessa
I couldn’t wait to tell Max about my day.
I’d officially survived my first day teaching fourth grade, and I loved it more than I ever expected to. Those kids were chaos and energy and heart, and they somehow made me forget about every fear I had about starting over.
They were loud. They were weird. They asked questions that had absolutely nothing to do with fractions, but I loved them for it.
I’d even made it through a hamster-related crisis without crying. That had to count for something.
When I pulled into the B&B, I didn’t see Max’s truck. For a second, my heart dipped—silly, really, how used I’d already gotten to seeing it parked beside mine like it belonged there.
I heard voices out back and made my way around the house.
Fraiser and Max stood by the outdoor kitchen. I smiled as I walked closer, about to call out—until I heard my name.
“…let her down easy if you’re afraid of hurting her feelings,” Fraiser was saying. “You have to be gentle. Tessa’s been through a lot. I’ve gotta head out. I’ll see you later.”
I froze.
Max didn’t say anything. He just stood there, looking down at the table between them. And in that silence, I heard everything.
I turned around and walked away before they saw me.
By the time I reached the stairs, my hands were shaking.
I told myself I was being dramatic. That maybe I’d misheard. That maybe it wasn’t about me.
But deep down, I knew.
I made it to my room, shut the door quietly, and leaned against it.
I hadn’t meant to fall for him. I’d told myself I was just passing through, just starting over, just trying to breathe again.
But I did fall. And somehow, I let myself fall fast and hard—in a few weeks.
And now?
Now I had to pretend I didn’t.
I didn’t plan on hiding in my room all night. I really didn’t. But the thought of facing him, of hearing him tell me gently that the past few days meant less to him than they did to me…
I couldn’t.
If he says anything, I’ll laugh. I’ll play it off. I’ll make a joke and brush it aside like it was nothing.
Like I’m nothing.
Because I refuse to be the girl who falls apart again.