Page 9 of Life and Death: Twilight Reimagined (The Twilight Saga)
W HEN I OPENED MY EYES IN THE MORNING, SOMETHING WAS different.
It was the light. It was still the gloomy light of a cloudy day in the forest, but it was clearer somehow. I realized there was no fog obscuring my window.
I jumped up to look outside, and then groaned.
A fine layer of snow covered the yard, dusted the top of my truck, and whitened the road.
But that wasn’t the worst part. All the rain from yesterday had frozen solid—coating the needles on the trees in crazy patterns, and making the driveway a deadly ice slick.
I had enough trouble not falling down when the ground was dry; it might be safer for me to go back to bed now.
Charlie had left for work before I got downstairs. In a lot of ways, living with Charlie was like having my own place, and I found myself enjoying the space rather than feeling lonely.
I threw down a quick bowl of cereal and some orange juice from the carton.
I felt excited to go to school, and that worried me.
I knew it wasn’t the stimulating learning environment I was anticipating, or seeing my new set of friends.
If I was being honest with myself, I knew I was eager to get to school because I would see Edythe Cullen. And that was very, very stupid.
Maybe a few of the other girls were intrigued by the novelty of the new kid, but Edythe wasn’t a McKayla or an Erica.
I was well aware that my league and her league were spheres that did not touch.
I was already worried that just looking at her face was giving me unrealistic expectations that would haunt me for the rest of my life.
Spending more time looking at her—watching her lips move, marveling at her skin, listening to her voice—was certainly not going to help with that.
I didn’t exactly trust her anyway—why lie about her eyes?
And of course, there was the whole thing where she might have at one point wanted me dead.
So I should definitely not be excited to see her again.
It took every ounce of my concentration to make it down the icy brick driveway alive. I almost lost my balance when I finally got to the truck, but I managed to cling on to the side mirror and save myself. The sidewalks at school would be complex today . . . so much potential for humiliation.
My truck seemed to have no problem with the black ice that covered the roads. I drove very slowly, though, not wanting to carve a path of destruction through Main Street.
When I got out of my truck at school, I discovered why I’d had so little trouble.
Something silver caught my eye, and I walked to the back of the truck—carefully holding the side for support—to examine my tires.
There were thin chains crisscrossed in diamond shapes around them.
Charlie had gotten up who knows how early to put snow chains on my truck.
I frowned, surprised that my throat suddenly felt tight. That wasn’t the way it was supposed to work. I probably should have been the one to think about putting chains on his tires, if I could figure out how to do that. Or at least I should have helped him with the chore. It wasn’t his job. . . .
Except that, actually, it kind of was. He was the parent. He was taking care of me, his son. That was how it worked in books and on TV shows, but it made me feel upside down in a strange way.
I was standing by the back corner of the truck, struggling to contain the sudden wave of emotion the snow chains had brought on, when I heard a strange sound.
It was a high-pitched screech, and almost as soon as I registered it, the sound was already painfully loud. I looked up, startled.
I saw several things simultaneously. Nothing was moving in slow motion, the way it does in the movies. Instead, the adrenaline rush seemed to make my brain work faster, and I was able to absorb in clear detail a few things all at once.
Edythe Cullen was standing four cars down from me, mouth open in horror.
Her face stood out from a sea of faces, all frozen in the same mask of shock.
Also, a dark blue van was skidding, tires locked and squealing against the brakes, spinning wildly across the ice of the parking lot.
It was going to hit the back corner of my truck, and I was standing between them.
I didn’t even have time to close my eyes.
Just before I heard the shattering crunch of the van folding around the truck bed, something hit me, hard, but not from the direction I was expecting.
My head cracked against the icy blacktop, and I felt something solid and cold pinning me to the ground.
I realized I was lying on the pavement behind the tan car I’d parked next to.
But I didn’t have a chance to notice anything else, because the van was still coming.
It had curled gratingly around the end of the truck and, still spinning and sliding, was about to collide with me again .
“Come on !” She said the words so quickly I almost missed them, but the voice was impossible not to recognize.
Two thin, white hands shot out in front of me, and the van shuddered to a stop a foot from my face, her pale hands fitting exactly into a deep dent in the side of the van’s body.
Then her hands moved so fast they blurred.
One was suddenly gripping under the body of the van, and something was dragging me, swinging my legs around like a rag doll’s, till they hit the tire of the tan car.
There was a groaning metallic thud so loud it hurt my ears, and the van settled, glass popping, onto the asphalt—exactly where, a second ago, my legs had been.
It was absolutely silent for one long second. Then the screaming started. In the abrupt chaos, I could hear more than one person shouting my name. But more clearly than all the yelling, I could hear Edythe Cullen’s low, frantic voice in my ear.
“Beau? Are you all right?”
“I’m fine.” My voice sounded strange. I tried to sit up, and realized she was holding me against the side of her body. I must have been more traumatized than I realized, because I couldn’t budge her arm at all. Was I weak with shock?
“Be careful,” she warned as I struggled. “I think you hit your head pretty hard.”
I became aware of a throbbing ache centered above my left ear.
“Ow,” I said, surprised.
“That’s what I thought.” Nothing seemed funny to me, but it sounded like she was trying not to laugh.
“How in the . . .” I trailed off, trying to clear my head, get my bearings. “How did you get over here so fast?”
“I was standing right next to you, Beau,” she said, her voice suddenly serious again.
I turned to sit up, and this time she helped me, but then she slid as far from me as she could in the limited space. I looked at her concerned, innocent expression, and was disoriented again by her gold-colored eyes. What was I asking her?
And then they found us, a crowd of people with tears streaming down their faces, shouting at each other, shouting at us.
“Don’t move,” someone instructed.
“Get Taylor out of the van!” someone else shouted. There was a flurry of activity around us. I tried to get up, but Edythe’s hand pushed my shoulder down.
“Just stay put for now.”
“But it’s cold,” I complained. It surprised me when she chuckled under her breath. There was an edge to the sound.
“You were over there,” I suddenly remembered, and her chuckle stopped short. “You were by your car.”
Her expression hardened abruptly. “No, I wasn’t.”
“I saw you.” Everything around us was confusion. I could hear the lower voices of adults arriving on the scene. But I stubbornly held on to the argument; I was right, and she was going to admit it.
“Beau, I was standing with you, and I pulled you out of the way.”
She stared at me, and something strange happened. It was like the gold of her eyes turned up, like her eyes were drugging me, hypnotizing me. It was devastating in a weird, exciting way. But her expression was anxious. I thought she was trying to communicate something crucial.
“But that’s not what happened,” I said weakly.
The gold in her eyes blazed again. “Please, Beau.”
“Why?” I asked.
“Trust me?” she pleaded.
I could hear the sirens now. “Will you explain everything to me later?”
“Fine,” she snapped, suddenly exasperated.
“Okay,” I mumbled, unable to process her mood swings with everything else I was trying to come to terms with. What was I supposed to think, when what I remembered was impossible?
It took six EMTs and two teachers—Ms. Varner and Coach Clapp—to shift the van far enough away from us to bring the stretchers in.
Edythe insisted she hadn’t been touched, and I tried to do the same, but she was quick to contradict me.
She told them I’d hit my head, and then made it sound worse than it was, throwing around words like concussion and hemorrhage .
I wanted to die when they put on the neck brace.
It looked like the entire school was there, watching soberly as they loaded me in the back of the ambulance.
Edythe got to ride in the front. It was a thousand times more humiliating than I’d imagined today would be, and I hadn’t even made it to the sidewalk.
To make matters worse, Chief Swan arrived before they could get me safely away.
“Beau!” he yelled in panic when he recognized me on the stretcher.
“I’m completely fine, Char—Dad,” I sighed. “There’s nothing wrong with me.”
He rounded on the closest EMT for a second opinion.
While the EMT tried to talk him down, I tuned them out to consider the jumble of absurd images churning in my head—images that were not possible.
When they’d lifted me away from the car, I had seen the deep dent in the tan car’s bumper—a very distinct dent that fit the slim shape of Edythe’s shoulders .
. . as if she had braced herself against the car with enough force to damage the metal frame. . . .