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"Did you?" One tentacle moves incrementally closer, the sensory nodes flaring with increased bioluminescence as they analyze the chemical changes in my failing suppressants like the world's most invasive medical scanner.
"Or did you choose the prolonged suicide of someone who couldn't envision any alternative path? "
The question hits like a blade between my ribs, revealing truths I've hidden even from myself with the surgical precision of someone who knows exactly where to cut.
Because he's right, isn't he? The venom injections were never really about maintaining freedom—they were about controlling the terms of my destruction.
Choosing death over capture, but death nonetheless.
Apparently, my great act of rebellion was just a really elaborate, really slow method of giving up.
"The toxin in your system has reached critical concentration," he continues, his clinical assessment more devastating than any threat.
"Without intervention, you will experience complete organ failure within days, not months.
Your liver shows advanced necrosis. Your kidneys demonstrate systemic damage.
The very blood in your veins has become poisonous to your own cellular structures. "
I want to argue, to deny his assessment, but my body betrays me with a wave of nausea that leaves me gasping in this impossible pocket of air.
The burning sensation that follows each injection has been intensifying, lasting longer, creating symptoms I've been telling myself were adaptation rather than deterioration.
I've been preparing to die without admitting it to myself. Which, in retrospect, seems like a pretty significant oversight in terms of personal honesty.
"But kraken biology comprehends these toxins in ways human medicine cannot," he says, moving closer until I can see the individual scales along his powerful shoulders, each one catching and refracting the bioluminescent displays like living jewels.
"We produce them. We control them. We can also neutralize them. "
"At what cost?" The question emerges as barely a whisper.
His smile reveals those predator's teeth again, sharp and white and absolutely without mercy. "Your submission. Your body. Your complete surrender to your biological imperative as omega and mate."
Mate. Not just claiming, not just forced breeding—he intends to make me his permanent partner in whatever passes for domestic bliss in the crushing depths of the ocean.
The horror of it steals what breath I have left, but underneath the revulsion something else stirs in my failing biochemistry.
Something that recognizes his scent, his power, the promise of protection and provision that alpha pheromones carry embedded in their molecular structure like biological spam I never signed up for.
No. I refuse to let failing suppressants transform me into someone who could want this.
"I'd rather die." But even as I say it, doubt creeps in like water through hull breaches. Would I? With days to live instead of months, with six omegas safely escaped, what exactly am I dying for at this point?
"Perhaps." His tentacles shift in the water around us, creating subtle currents that carry his scent directly to receptors that grow more sensitive with each passing moment.
"But you won't be given that choice. The toxins are too advanced for your human biology to process naturally.
Without my intervention, you won't survive another day. "
Another day. The words echo in the water around us, carrying implications that make my vision blur at the edges.
Not the dramatic martyrdom I'd imagined, but rapid dissolution of everything that makes me human, which honestly seems like a pretty anticlimactic way to end the legend of the ghost smuggler.
"I can extract the accumulated venom," he continues, his voice carrying notes of something that might be gentleness if it came from anything else. "Neutralize the immediate toxicity. Provide your body the time it requires to heal from years of self-imposed chemical warfare."
"And in exchange?"
"You become what you were always biologically intended to be. My mate. My omega. The mother of my offspring."
The words should horrify me, but the failing suppressants allow other responses to emerge from the biochemical ruins of my resistance.
My skin flushes despite the cool water temperature, and my breathing quickens beyond what fear alone could cause.
The biological recognition I've spent ten years fighting suddenly has room to unfold in my bloodstream like a really unwelcome flower blooming at the worst possible time.
Alpha. Mate. Protection.
I bite my tongue until fresh copper floods my mouth, using pain to anchor myself in human consciousness rather than the omega biology trying to colonize my thoughts like an invasive species with very specific ideas about my future.
"You're insane if you think I'll agree to that."
"Agree?" His laugh resonates through the water, carrying harmonics that make something deep in my core clench with unwanted awareness. "My dear Isla, this isn't negotiation. This is biological inevitability with the illusion of choice."
One tentacle extends toward me, moving with liquid grace until the tip hovers inches from my throat.
The sensory nodes pulse with their own bioluminescent language, tasting my scent in the water, analyzing my pheromones, reading my body's responses like an open book written in molecules and electrical impulses.
"Your biology has already reached its decision," he says, those golden eyes fixed on mine with terrible intensity. "The question is whether you'll accept salvation with dignity, or force me to save you despite yourself."
And as if summoned by his words, the first wave of genuine heat begins building in my core—ten years of suppressed omega biology finally breaking free of its chemical chains like a prisoner who's just realized the door was never actually locked.
Well. This is about to get interesting.
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