Page 65 of Knot Their Safe Haven
Having him reinforce this makes my heart swell and my eyes water only instantly.
To be offered this level of empowerment and taste of independence in your own life at such a age.
It never should have even reached this far because she knew better.
Understood she deserved so much more.
But I guess fear really stopped her from trying harder for herself.
The fear of being truly alone in this world…
He reaches for something else—a medical file.
"Dr. Weiss cleared you for normal activity. The nerve repair was successful. Physical therapy will help with strength, but structurally, you're healed. You're whole."
Whole.
The word sits heavy in my chest.
When did I last feel whole?
"There's something else," he continues, and his expression shifts to something I can't read. "In your bloodwork, they found something interesting. Your hormone levels are stabilizing. Not to normal Omega levels—you'll never be twenty again—but to something sustainable. Dr. Weiss thinks with proper pack bonds, you could have years. Decades, easily with continued good health and regimen."
Decades.
Not six months. No more death sentence.
Time…to actually live life the way I’ve yearned for…with a pack.
"I know you, Velvet. You're probably already planning to run, to insist you don't need this, don't need us. But before you do, remember something." He leans closer to the camera. "You asked once if I'd be dangerous when I was older. The answer is yes. Dangerous enough to take what I want and fight for what matters. And I’ve finally reached that level of power and security to do exactly that. All in all, what matters is you."
He switches to French again, voice dropping to intimate registers.
"Ma belle rebelle, ma étoile qui refuse de s'éteindre. À demain."
My beautiful rebel, my star who refuses to be extinguished. See you soon.
The video ends.
I sit in the gathering darkness, tablet heavy in my hands.
Outside, the rain has intensified, turning the windows into waterfalls. The mountains have disappeared into grey nothing, leaving this room floating in space like a ship in a storm.
He's given me everything—safety, time, choice.Handled my Haven, my residents, the media, the government.
All while I slept, trusting strangers with my life's work.
And when I’m ready to walk onto that deck, he'll ask if I want to try.
The answer terrifies me.
I swing my legs over the bed's edge, testing. No dizziness, no weakness. My body obeys, muscles remembering their purpose.
The bathroom door is solid walnut, a relief after so much transparency.
I handle necessities efficiently, then face the mirror.
The purple is gone.
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65 (reading here)
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125
- Page 126
- Page 127
- Page 128
- Page 129
- Page 130
- Page 131
- Page 132
- Page 133
- Page 134
- Page 135