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Margot

I can feel the anxiety emanating off Matty. It’s heavy. Thick in the air between us.

I know it’s because of me. Because of my safety. And I feel awful about the position I’ve put him in.

He gave me such a beautiful day. He doesn’t even realize what a gift it was, being around his family. Evelyn’s hug? That little moment of softness? It felt like a weight I didn’t know I was carrying had been lifted.

I’m happy for my mom, getting to travel. She deserves it. But I miss being someone’s daughter. Only a few more months until she and my dad come back. Unless they extend their trip again.

Matty doesn’t realize it but today healed something in me.

And I want to return the favor.

He’s always there for me, keeping me grounded. Holding me steady when I start to fall apart.

He’s been holding the weight of everything for me, and now he’s unraveling in silence.

He held me when I fell apart. Now it’s my turn.