Page 50 of Infamous
He shrugs. “Looks like you keep bad company.”
“Or bad company won’t take no for an answer.”
His jaw tightens. “Ex?”
“Yeah.”
He watches me for a long moment, long enough that the clatter of cups and murmured voices blur into nothing. The air between us hums with something I can’t name. When he finally speaks, his voice has softened. It’s quiet, steady, almost protective.
“You should probably file a police report,” he says. “So he’s not tempted to try that again.”
“He’ll go,” I answer, but the words fall flat, hollow. Even I don’t believe them.
The corner of his mouth shifts, caught somewhere between a smile and sorrow. Then he rises, effortless and sure. “I’ll walk you wherever you were going.”
I should refuse. Every instinct says to keep my distance. But there’s something about him - his stillness, his certainty, the way he stands like he’s built for danger and doesn’t fear it - that makes the wordnodissolve on my tongue.
He walks beside me with his hands in his pockets, each step unhurried, deliberate. He doesn’t ask what happened. Doesn’t dig for details. He justis… a quiet shadow keeping pace, as if the dark itself decided to take my side for once.
At the hospital doors, his hand hovers near mine but never bridges the gap. The restraint feels louder than touch.
I glance up at him, and something stirs. It’s an ache of recognition I can’t place. It’s like déjà vu, like I’ve known his silence before, somewhere far from this hallway and its fluorescent light. I try to remember where I’ve seen him before, but the memory evades me.
31
LUCIAN
Nadia walks beside me - small, self-contained, wrapped in her own quiet gravity. Time’s touched her, but it hasn’t bent her. Her spine is still straight, her strength the kind that doesn’t need to be loud to be undeniable. Even after Michael had his unwanted hands on her, even as fear still lingers on her skin. Every few steps, her shoulder brushes mine, light but sparking like a match. She doesn’t move away, and neither do I.
It’s insane, what we’re doing. She knows it. I know it. But neither of us cares enough to stop.
She tilts her head toward me, voice quiet but steady. “You know this is crazy, right? Walking the streets with a total stranger. I don’t even know your name.”
The corner of my mouth pulls. “Crazy, maybe. But you’re still doing it.”
Her lips twitch into something sharp. “Which probably makes me more foolish than brave.”
“Or maybe both,” I say, my tone low, even.
Her eyes cut to me, assessing, curious in that quiet,dangerous way. Then, with a tilt of her head and a voice too casual to be innocent, she says, “You could be a serial killer.”
I don’t soften the blow. I don’t hand her some plastic reassurance she won’t believe anyway. Instead, I let the words curl around us like a soft blanket.
“I could indeed.”
The silence after is a living thing. Her breath hitches, but I still hear it. Feel it. Her pulse thrums in the fragile column of her throat, visible in the streetlight. And still… she doesn’t veer away.
“Would you still walk with me if I were?” I ask, voice pitched low, intimate, for her ears only.
Her exhale shivers, but her steps don’t falter. “Apparently.”
Goddamn. This woman.
I stop myself from staring too long, drag my gaze back to the street. “Jude,” I tell her finally, because the truth—Lucian Cross—is a name she probably doesn’t want to hear. It doesn’t belong here. Lucian Cross died in a fire at Ford Pen while he was awaiting death by time. “Jude Mercer.”
She repeats it, barely above a whisper, rolling the name on her tongue.Jude.It sounds holy and unholy all at once when it falls from her lips.
We keep walking, and the city fades around us. Her perfume is faint but sharp, mixing with the night air - citrus and jasmine, a heady combination that’s supposed to remind me of sunshine and meadows, but instead reminds me of darkness. It tangles with me, sticks in my lungs. Every brush of her arm against mine ratchets my restraint tighter, until I feel it like barbed wire in my chest.
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50 (reading here)
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125