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I look away twisted in knots this man wants to hurt me but that's not the problem, the problem is I will like it and him with his psychopathic domiant behaviour.
"Emily" he says gently"look at me"
I look
"I didn't mean to frighten you but this is how I feel"
"I don't want you to think that you are in control because of my feelings towards you thats not how I work. I have to admit also that I wanted to beat the living daylights out of you when I didn't find you at home so be thankful that I only grazed you with my bullet"
I squeezed my eyes remaining aphasic
"It's been four days since my life have changed maybe longer and I am in pain for wanting things you are yet to understand"
My eyes flew open the heat coming off him palpable. I need to roll down the window, the car suddenly stifling. My heart fills with sadness at the thought of what he might be going though but I need to do some research so I could get a better understanding of what I am getting into. I could probably talk to Jose he may understand this BDSM life style.
"I understand Nickolai and I am going to do some research"