Page 42 of I Wish I Would’ve Warned You (Forbidden Wishes #3)
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“ Y ou sure you want these frames in silver instead of bronze?” the contractor asks, nodding toward my collection of Hampton stills.
“Yeah,” I say. “I’ve already got enough bronze and gold. I don’t want to overdo it.”
He measures the wall with a practiced eye, holding his tape measure steady against the molding before snapping a few reference photos on his phone. “I’ll have them ready by the weekend.”
I give a distracted nod, barely paying attention.
Somehow, I’ve managed to settle in Morgantown, West Virginia—a city just two hours from Pittsburgh—without ever crossing the bridge into the city that holds Emily’s university. Without ever once venturing near her.
I haven’t spoken to my father since I left.
But I still listen to his podcast.
Still listen to the lies he spins with that syrupy voice, always polished, always camera-ready. Like nothing ever cracked. Like there was never any rot beneath the veneer.
And today—against my better judgment—I accepted a package at the door.
A signed copy of his newest book: Taking Responsibility: A Successful Father’s Guide.
I peel back the dust jacket and flip to the back cover.
There it is. A fake, glowing quote from me, printed in bold italics beneath my name:
"My dad has been the main anchor of my life since the day I was born, and I wish everyone had a father like him!"
I stare at it for a long, silent beat.
Then I laugh—but nothing about it feels funny.
I toss the book across the room. It hits the far wall with a thud and lands spine-up, like it’s watching me.
I should be painting.
Should be building out the upstairs gallery or sending out invites for the small showing I promised Matt.
Instead, I sink onto the arm of the couch, elbow on my knee, and rub my temples.
The truth is: I hate this house.
It’s too clean. Too quiet. Too far from everything that matters.
I thought distance would help. That putting miles between me and Pittsburgh would keep my chest from caving in every time I thought about her.
It hasn’t.
I still see her in every detail of my day.
And I still hear his voice in every corner of my life.
So, no. The silver frames won’t fix it.
But at least it’s one more thing I can choose for myself.
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