Page 166 of His To Erase
“You let me touch you the same day we met. You crawled for me like you had no self-respect left to give. Don’t act like you’re hard to break when you gave me everything without asking for a single fucking thing back.”
The words hit like a punch to the chest and my throat burns, but I force the words through it.
“Right,” I snap, eyes narrowing. “Because you’re such a fucking prize. You think I didn’t feel it?”
He doesn’t answer. So I go for the throat.
“I know who you are now, Steven.” His name tastes like venom. “I know exactly who I let crawl inside me.”
His jaw ticks, but he still says nothing. The silence between us shatters and reconstructs a hundred different ways, all of them jagged.
“Or maybe you liked pretending I didn’t know. Maybe that made it easier to treat me like a hole instead of a person you can’t fucking stop wanting.”
That hits somewhere deep, but he doesn’t let it show. Not with his face. Just the way his whole body goes still.
“Careful, sweetheart.” His voice is a low, lethal threat. “Keep talking like that and I’ll remind you exactly how much you liked being used.”
“Go to hell,” I growl, pushing past him.
“Already there,muñeca. You just made it feel like home.”
I stop. Dead in my tracks. The words bury themselves somewhere under my ribs and light the whole place on fire.Why would he call me that?
I turn slowly.
“Funny,” I hiss, “you only ever seem to hate me when your cock’s not inside me.”
Something flickers in his eyes, but then he laughs. “Don’t flatter yourself, baby. I’ve fucked a lot of girls who begged.”
His next words come like a knife to the throat. “Difference is, they didn’t crawl for me with someone else’s fingerprints still on them.”
Silence detonates between us and my stomach drops, but my blood turns electric.
“What the fuck did you just say?”
He steps closer, eyes black with something unreadable—something mean.
“You heard me. Maybe you should think a little harder about the men you spread your legs for. Starting with the one who owned you before I ever touched you.”
He doesn’t say his name but he doesn’t need to. My heart slams against my ribs like it’s trying to escape, and my face burns. My fists curl so tight my nails dig half-moons into my palms. And when I speak, my voice is shaking with fury.
“You don’t get to talk about me like that,” I whisper. “You don’t get to use what you think you know as a weapon.”
“I’m not wrong though, am I?” he growls, stepping in like he wants to drive the knife deeper. “I see it in your eyes every timehe’s near you. And worse—every time you look at me, like you’re still trying to figure out who you belong to.”
Are we fighting? Because I didn’t come in here looking for one, but apparently all we do is fuck or fight—or both at the same time. I was just trying to breathe, and now I’m angry and exposed and staring at him like it’s his fault I feel everything too loud.
“Go fuck yourself, Steven.”
I turn around and don’t stop walking, because if I do, I’ll scream. Or hit him. Or worse—I’ll stay. My feet carry me down the hall on instinct alone and my breath is caught somewhere between a sob and a snarl. I can’t hear anything over my heartbeat. I shove the bedroom door open and slam it behind me like it might erase everything he just said.
You liked being used.
I suck in a breath that tastes like betrayal and every bad choice I’ve ever made because it’s not just the words—it’s the way he said them.
I press my back to the door, keeping my fists clenched at my sides. My heart races as that heat rushes up my throat. I’m so fucking pissed, and humiliated that I let him see me like that. I sat there and let him pull me apart in ways no one ever has and now he’s tossing it back in my face like it meant nothing.
Fuck that.
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125
- Page 126
- Page 127
- Page 128
- Page 129
- Page 130
- Page 131
- Page 132
- Page 133
- Page 134
- Page 135
- Page 136
- Page 137
- Page 138
- Page 139
- Page 140
- Page 141
- Page 142
- Page 143
- Page 144
- Page 145
- Page 146
- Page 147
- Page 148
- Page 149
- Page 150
- Page 151
- Page 152
- Page 153
- Page 154
- Page 155
- Page 156
- Page 157
- Page 158
- Page 159
- Page 160
- Page 161
- Page 162
- Page 163
- Page 164
- Page 165
- Page 166 (reading here)
- Page 167
- Page 168
- Page 169
- Page 170
- Page 171
- Page 172
- Page 173
- Page 174
- Page 175
- Page 176
- Page 177
- Page 178
- Page 179
- Page 180
- Page 181
- Page 182
- Page 183
- Page 184
- Page 185
- Page 186
- Page 187
- Page 188
- Page 189
- Page 190
- Page 191
- Page 192
- Page 193
- Page 194
- Page 195
- Page 196
- Page 197
- Page 198
- Page 199
- Page 200
- Page 201
- Page 202
- Page 203
- Page 204
- Page 205
- Page 206
- Page 207
- Page 208
- Page 209
- Page 210
- Page 211
- Page 212
- Page 213
- Page 214
- Page 215
- Page 216
- Page 217
- Page 218
- Page 219
- Page 220
- Page 221
- Page 222
- Page 223
- Page 224
- Page 225
- Page 226
- Page 227
- Page 228
- Page 229
- Page 230
- Page 231
- Page 232
- Page 233
- Page 234
- Page 235
- Page 236
- Page 237
- Page 238
- Page 239
- Page 240
- Page 241
- Page 242
- Page 243
- Page 244
- Page 245
- Page 246
- Page 247
- Page 248
- Page 249
- Page 250
- Page 251
- Page 252
- Page 253
- Page 254
- Page 255
- Page 256
- Page 257
- Page 258
- Page 259
- Page 260
- Page 261
- Page 262
- Page 263
- Page 264
- Page 265
- Page 266
- Page 267
- Page 268
- Page 269
- Page 270
- Page 271
- Page 272
- Page 273
- Page 274
- Page 275
- Page 276
- Page 277
- Page 278
- Page 279
- Page 280
- Page 281
- Page 282
- Page 283
- Page 284
- Page 285
- Page 286
- Page 287
- Page 288
- Page 289
- Page 290
- Page 291
- Page 292
- Page 293
- Page 294
- Page 295
- Page 296