Page 33 of His Little Angel
He was always first for me.
I want a partner who treats me the same.
Is that really so unrealistic?
You know what?Screw it.
If I want to eat junk and be a vegetable today, I will. I grab my keys, head out, and end up in the supermarket, wanderingthe aisles like a zombie in search of snacks. Then I hear footsteps slow beside me.
Oh God. It’s Luke.
My face instantly heats. He’s the last person I want to run into—especially after Enzo nearly launched him into another dimension outside my apartment door.
I debate hiding behind the cereal shelf like a lunatic, but he’s already seen me.
“Mila?” he says.
“Hey. Hi. Uh… hey.”
Smooth. Fantastic.
“How are you?”
“I’m fine,” I lie with the enthusiasm of a soggy napkin. “Sorry about… the other night. That was—”
“Insane?” he offers.
“Mortifying,” I correct.
He laughs under his breath.
“Anyway, I’m really, really sorry. That shouldn’t have happened,” I mumble.
“It’s okay. I’m just glad you’re okay.”
There’s a beat of comfortable silence before he says, “Listen… if that guy isn’t actually your boyfriend, and if you’re not secretly engaged or in some mafia-type contract—”
I snort. “I promise I’m not.”
“Good. Because I wanted to ask for your number last time. Before Terminator came charging in. Can I have it?”
I hesitate. But truly, what’s the harm? I need to get out of my own head.
“Yeah. Okay.”
He takes my phone, enters his number, calls himself, and hands it back with a small smile.
“I want to take you out,” he says. “Tonight, if you’re up for it.”
I deserve to feel alive again. I need drinks, laughter, and nice company—maybe even get laid.
“Yeah,” I say. “Tonight works.”
Back at my apartment, I kick off my shoes and shrug out of my jacket, tossing it on the couch. I take a moment for myself, put on music—something a little sultry—and sing badly into a hairbrush.
I find my nail polish and paint my nails red, a color I’ve never worn before. I sit cross-legged on the floor, humming along, my hair falling in messy waves around my shoulders.
By late afternoon, I decide to actually get dressed. I pick out jeans and a simple top, but my hands hover over the drawer. I haven’t touched my lingerie in months.