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Flash

I ’ll never forget the look of relief on Micah’s face when he realized he wouldn’t be returning to the woman who hurt him. I’ll never understand parents who hurt their children in any form. Having a child is a blessing, and they should be treated as such. I don’t care what I have to do, but I’ll do everything within my power to keep Micah with me. Over my dead body is he returning to his mother after she laid her hands on him.

Jake’s offer for us both to stay with him was a relief. The last thing I wanted was to have to move away from him, but I would have done it if I needed to for Micah. Thankfully, Jake had no issue offering us both a place with him. Micah was more than okay with staying with Jake too. He’s still pretty wary of everything right now, not like I blame him for that after what he’s been through, but he does seem to trust me and Jake more than most. Probably because we’re the ones who went and got him earlier. I don’t know, and honestly it doesn’t really matter. All that matters is making sure he’s safe and cared for. That he understands he has nothing to worry about with us.

Getting Micah settled at Jake’s place went a lot smoother than I thought it would. Yes, things are a little bit awkward between all three of us, but that’s because Micah doesn’t know us very well yet and has been through the ringer at the hands of both of his parents. They’ve both done that boy a disservice in different ways, but a disservice all the same, and they will both be regretting it by the time I’m finished with them. I plan on destroying both of their worlds as they know it, and I won’t regret it for a moment. They both deserve everything they have coming for them and so much more.

I never thought I’d be in a position where I was close to destroying my own father, but after everything I have learned today, he deserves everything I’m about to unleash on his fucking deceitful ass. Not only for his total lack of care towards his youngest son, but also because of what he’s been doing to my mother for all these years. My Mom is one of the best, most loving people I know. She doesn’t deserve any of what my father has been doing behind her back. He’s going to fucking regret his actions; I plan on making fucking sure of it. He will pay for everything he’s done.

The other thing making things awkward at the moment is the tension between myself and Jake. I think we both know we can’t keep putting off talking about what’s between us while we deal with everything else going on around us. We’ve got to actually put ourselves first for once, which is why instead of heading for my own room to get some rest after one hell of a day, I’m actually standing outside Jake’s room, preparing myself to knock.

As I move my hand to knock on Jake’s bedroom door, the door opens, and the man himself is standing before me wearing nothing but a low-slung pair of gray joggers. For the first time since I’ve been spending time with him, I don’t stop myself from checking him out. I don’t hide the effect he has on me. I can’t keep trying to hide the reactions I have to him. I don’t want to anymore, and why should I?

“Stop looking at me like that and get your ass in here.” Jake says, and I can hear the tension in his voice as he speaks, and I don’t for one moment think it’s because he doesn’t like the fact I’m checking him out so blatantly. I think it has more to do with the fact he’s struggling to hold himself back just as much as I am.

As Jake moves backwards into his room, I follow him through the doorway, closing and locking the door behind me. I’d rather not have any interruptions right now. It’s time we dealt with what’s between us and moved forward. I’m met with the sound of Jake swallowing hard as I lock the door, and I groan internally. The man is killing me without even trying.

“We need to talk about us.” Jake says, not beating around the bush and going straight in for the kill.

“Yes, we do. I’ve never met anyone like you, J. You came into my life and saved me in so many fucking ways. First you saved my life physically, then you broke through my walls and became my friend, saving me again, just in an entirely different manner, and now what I feel for you is so much more than friendship.”

“Saving you is the best decision I ever made. Having you in my life is nothing short of amazing, and the way I feel for you. Well, I can’t keep trying to hide it. I want you in my bed, in my life, next to me as my partner. I just want you, Flash. You’re an amazing person, even if you don’t see it.”

“I want you so fucking bad, Jake. It takes everything in me to keep my hands off you. I don’t want to keep my hands off anymore. I want to be able to touch and kiss you whenever the urge strikes. I want people to know you’re mine.”

“I’m more than okay with that, Flash. I’d be quite happy for people to know I’m yours and you’re mine.”

“Are you sure? You know it’s not just me anymore.”

“I’m more than sure. Having Micah with us isn’t a hardship. He deserves to know he’s wanted and loved. We both can give him that.”

“You’re fucking amazing. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone like you, but I’m not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.”

Jake doesn’t reply; instead, he stalks towards me and begins to back me up into the door behind me. Normally, I’m the more dominant one with my partners, but fuck if seeing Jake take control like this isn’t turning me the hell on. The minute my back hits the door, Jake is on me. He fuses his mouth to mine and kisses me like his life depends on it. I kiss him back with just as much passion. I’ve kissed many people in my life, but none have ever felt this fucking good and had the effect on me Jake is having right now.

Jake pulls back, pupils blown, lips puffy and wet from our kiss. I have a strong feeling I probably look very similar right now. His eyes are full of fire as he looks at me, and I’ve never felt more desired than I do in this current moment with him looking at me this way. Before I can react to the look he is giving me and the desire thrumming through my body, his hands go towards my belt currently holding up my jeans, and he starts to undo it.

I have zero plans of stopping him. I want him badly, and clearly he feels the same way as me. As he attacks my belt and buttons on my jeans as quickly and safely as he can, I reach out and start to push his joggers down. There’s no way I’m going to be the only one losing my clothes right now. I need to see him in all his glory. He allows his joggers to fall towards his feet, and I do the same with my jeans and boxers.

I’m more than a little happy when I see he has nothing on underneath his joggers and is now standing in front of completely naked, and what a fucking sight it is to take in. His chest is defined, no doubt from all the training he does not only with the MC members but also with his brothers. His body is devoid of tattoos, unlike my own. Not that I’m complaining about that; I love the look of all his virgin skin. It’s not often I see people without tattoos nowadays.

I whip my top over my head so that I’m standing just as naked as he is. Jake’s eyes slowly scan my body, and I don’t miss the groan he lets out when he sees just how hard I am from just looking at him. I can’t help it; I want him more than anything, and my body has no issues in showing that.

“You’re fucking stunning.” He says as he steps towards me once again, kicking his joggers away from where they are around his ankles.

“So are you. I could spend hours exploring you with my mouth and never get bored.”

“We’ll have to do that later; I have waited far too long to get my hands on you. I’ve got no patience left to go slow.”

“Yeah, we can go slow later. I need you now.”

Jake doesn’t need telling twice; he steps so his body is against mine, sandwiching me between him and the door behind me. The feeling of his body against me is nothing short of perfect, in my opinion. I love the feeling of all his hard muscles against me; also, the fact that we’re so close in height means his rather hard dick is already pressing up against my own without either of us having to really try to make them line up.

There is one major difference between our dicks, though, something I hadn’t even considered. Where I’m cut, he isn’t. I’ve never been with a man who’s uncut before, and I make sure I tell Jake just that. His eyes gleam at the news, and I have a feeling he’s about to school me on why I’m going to enjoy him being uncut.

“I’m about to blow your fucking mind.” He whispers in my ear before lightly biting down.

I groan as my head falls back towards the door; my body feels like it’s going to go up in flames soon if he doesn’t do something. He must hear my internal thoughts somehow, as he grabs my dick, lining it up with his own. Instead of frotting like I’m expecting, he does something totally different; he lines up the head of my dick with his own, pulling his foreskin back and pulling it over my own dick. I know what he’s doing; it’s not like I haven’t watched enough porn throughout my life to know this is docking. It’s just I’ve never experienced it before, and fuck if I don’t feel like I’ve been missing out on something.

I can’t even begin to explain just how fucking amazing and out of this world it feels, and that’s even before he starts moving his hand up and down our dicks while kissing my neck. Yeah, the man wasn’t wrong when he said he was going to blow my mind. He’s doing just that right now. The feeling of his dick against mine with his foreskin encasing us both, keeping the precum running down us both. Fucking hell, it’s mind-blowing.

Neither of us is being very quiet, and I don’t think either of us much cares about the fact that someone could walk past and hear us lost in each other right now. We’re both far too caught up in each other and what we’ve both wanted for so long and haven’t acted on until now. This has been more than a long time coming.

“Fuck, this feels amazing.” I groan out.

“Yeah, it really fucking does. I’m not going to last much longer.” Jake says as he breaks away from kissing my neck and moves back towards my mouth.

I take his lips in another hard and passionate kiss, and the minute his lips touch mine once more, I can’t hold myself back any longer and feel my dick explode against his own. The feeling of my cum hitting his dick must have more of an effect than either of us was expecting because he suddenly breaks our kiss and shouts out my name as he cums.

Jake pulls himself away from me, and the moment he does, our combined cum starts to leak out from where it was contained by his foreskin. I can’t help but moan at the sight; just seeing our combined release that way is doing something to me. I think the sight might just be unleashing my inner caveman.

“That was so much better than I ever imagined.” Jake says, breaking the silence.

“I agree with you there.” I can’t help but smile as I speak.

There was nothing short of explosions going off behind my eyelids during that mind-altering release. I’ve never felt anything close to what I just experienced with him, and I have no doubts in my mind that everything we do together will be just as explosive and passionate because of the feelings we each hold for one another. Everything is going to be different with him because it isn’t some quick, meaningless way of getting off like it has been with every person I’ve been with in the past. There are feelings involved with us, and I can’t wait to experience whatever comes next with him.