Page 47 of First Echo

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W e were still laughing when we reached our room, stumbling through the door with snow melting in our hair and color high in our cheeks.

My jacket was completely soaked through, my jeans stiff with ice around the ankles, but I barely noticed the discomfort.

All I could focus on was Madeline beside me—her windburned cheeks, her bright eyes, the way her laugh seemed to fill every corner of the room.

But beneath the laughter, beneath the lingering high of our toboggan runs, something else simmered between us.

A tension that had been building since our conversation in the clearing, a pull that hadn't quite been satisfied by our kisses in the snow.

I could feel it in the way her eyes kept finding mine, in the slight catch in her breath when our hands brushed as we entered the room.

I had barely managed to toss my gloves on the dresser when Madeline moved. In two swift steps, she was in front of me, her fingers curling into the collar of my jacket, pulling me toward her with a certainty that stole my breath.

And then she was kissing me.

Not like in the snow—playful, exploratory, sunlit.

This was different. Immediate. Consuming.

Her lips pressed against mine with an urgency that made my knees weak, her body pushing mine back until I felt the wall behind me.

Her fingers were cold against my neck as she deepened the kiss, but I barely registered it, too lost in the heat of her mouth, the taste of her on my tongue.

I responded with equal fervor, my arms encircling her waist, lifting her slightly so that she had to tilt her head down to maintain the kiss.

The small sound she made in the back of her throat sent electricity racing down my spine, igniting something primal and possessive deep within me.

I kissed her like it was the only chance I'd get, like I could somehow convey through touch all the things I couldn't yet put into words.

We didn't speak. We didn't need to. Every press of lips, every sweep of tongue, every shared breath was a conversation unto itself—more honest, more direct than any words could have been.

My hands found their way beneath her jacket, spread wide against her back, feeling the heat of her through her thin shirt.

She arched into me, her body fitting against mine as if designed for it, as if we'd been doing this for years instead of mere hours.

One of her hands tangled in my hair, tugging lightly in a way that drew a low groan from me, a sound I hardly recognized as my own.

Time lost meaning as we stood there, locked together, the rest of the world fading to background noise. There was only Madeline—her taste, her scent, the soft curves of her body beneath my hands, the way she seemed to want me with the same desperate intensity that I wanted her.

Eventually, breathlessly, we broke apart. Her forehead rested against mine, our ragged breathing the only sound in the quiet room. Her pupils were blown wide, her lips swollen from our kisses, and I had never seen anything more beautiful in my life.

"We have to go soon," she whispered, though she made no move to step away, her hands still cupping my face as if she couldn't bear to let go.

"I know," I replied, equally reluctant to break the moment.

We stood that way for another heartbeat, another breath, before reality reasserted itself. We had a bus to catch. A return journey to face. A world beyond this room that wouldn't wait, no matter how much we might wish it would.

With visible reluctance, Madeline stepped back, her hands sliding from my face to my shoulders, down my arms, before finally releasing me. The loss of contact left me oddly bereft, though she was still standing right in front of me.

"We should change," she said, gesturing to our wet clothes. "Before we freeze."

I nodded, trying to gather my scattered thoughts, to remember the practical needs of the moment. "Right. Yes."

We moved in a strange dance then, gathering dry clothes from our bags, taking turns in the bathroom to change.

The intimacy of last night had somehow not prepared me for this—this mundane, domestic sharing of space, this awareness of her presence even when she was out of sight.

It felt more significant somehow, more real than the passionate moments we'd already shared.

When I emerged from the bathroom in dry jeans and a fresh hoodie, I found Madeline already changed, standing by the window, looking out at the mountain we'd come to know so well over the past few days.

The late afternoon light caught in her hair, turning it to spun gold against the backdrop of snow-covered peaks.

She turned at the sound of the door, her eyes finding mine across the room, a small smile playing at the corners of her lips. We didn't speak—didn't need to. Something had shifted between us, something fundamental and irreversible.

I moved to my suitcase, finishing the last of my packing with methodical efficiency. From the corner of my eye, I could see Madeline doing the same, occasionally stealing glances in my direction when she thought I wasn't looking.

Ten minutes later, I zipped up my duffel and turned to find her watching me from the mirror, her expression soft, contemplative, her lips still curved as if remembering our kiss against the wall.

For a moment, we just looked at each other, letting the weight of everything that had happened—everything that was still happening—settle between us. No words needed, no explanations or promises necessary. Just this quiet understanding, this shared secret that belonged only to us.

Then, with a small nod, I picked up my bag and snowboard. "Ready?"

"Ready," she said, grabbing her own luggage.

As we left the room that had witnessed so much change in such a short time, I felt a strange mixture of emotions—sadness at leaving this bubble where we'd discovered each other, but also anticipation for what might come next, for the possibility that stretched before us like an untracked slope.

The bus was chaos incarnate—too many voices, too many bodies, too many bags being shoved into overhead compartments. The noise level was nearly deafening as everyone scrambled to find seats, to secure their belongings, to share last-minute stories of their adventures on the mountain.

I climbed on first, making my way down the aisle toward the back where it might be quieter, where we might find a small pocket of privacy amid the commotion.

I claimed a window seat, shoving my backpack under the seat in front of me, keeping my expression carefully neutral.

Just another student heading home after a school trip, nothing remarkable, nothing worth noticing.

My heart was beating too fast though, my eyes constantly darting to the front of the bus, waiting. Would she sit with her friends? With Sam? Would our brief idyll on the mountain dissolve the moment we returned to the real world?

And then she appeared—Madeline Hayes, queen bee, golden girl, the person everyone expected to hold court in the center of the bus surrounded by her usual entourage. She stood in the aisle for a moment, her gaze sweeping the bus, passing over me without lingering, giving nothing away.

My stomach twisted with a sudden, irrational fear. Had she changed her mind already? Was this where it ended, before it had really begun?

But then, with a casualness that had to be practiced, she made her way down the aisle and slid into the seat beside me, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, as if we'd been sitting together on buses our whole lives.

Our eyes met for half a second, a brief, electric moment of connection before we both looked away, conscious of the dozens of potential observers surrounding us.

"Hi," she said, her voice low, just for me.

"Hey," I replied softly, relief washing through me in a warm wave.

The bus lurched into motion, the noise level rising as everyone settled in for the long journey home. Conversations overlapped, laughter rang out, complaining about having to leave mingled with excited recounting of adventures had and slopes conquered.

In the midst of it all, Madeline reached into her coat pocket, pulled out her phone, and wordlessly offered me one earbud. The simple gesture felt strangely intimate, a small act of sharing that spoke volumes in its quiet normalcy.

I took the earbud, our fingers brushing in the exchange, sending a small jolt of awareness through me. She hit play, and the opening chords of "Every Breath You Take" by The Police slipped into my ear.

I turned my head slowly, raising an eyebrow. "Seriously?"

She smirked, looking out the window as if the song choice meant nothing, but the slight curve of her lips betrayed her. "You said you liked 80s hits. I'm just accommodating your taste."

"Right," I drawled, fighting a smile. "So it's not about the obsessive stalker lyrics at all?"

Her grin widened, a mischievous glint in her eye as she finally looked at me. "What can I say? I like dramatic metaphors."

I huffed a laugh, shaking my head at her audacity, but my heart was beating louder than the bassline, my skin hyperaware of every point where our bodies connected—shoulders touching, arms brushing, pinkies occasionally meeting on the seat between us.

We fell into a comfortable silence after that, letting the music fill the space between us.

The bus rumbled along, the snowy landscape giving way to pine forests and eventually to the more familiar surroundings that signaled our approach to town.

Outside the window, the world continued its normal rhythm, oblivious to the seismic shifts that had occurred in my universe over the past few days.

"So," Madeline said after a while, her voice low enough to be lost in the general din of the bus.

"You still good with what we said?"

I didn't look at her right away, watching the trees blur past the window, considering her question.

"Keeping it quiet for now? Yeah. If that's what you need."

From the corner of my eye, I saw her chew her lower lip, a rare display of uncertainty from someone who usually projected nothing but confidence.

"It's not about hiding," she clarified, her voice softer now.

"I just... I want this to be ours before everyone else tries to name it for us."

I turned to her then, meeting her gaze directly, letting her see the certainty I felt, the calm that had settled over me despite the newness, the unexpected nature of what was happening between us.

"It already is."

Her smile then—small, genuine, a little vulnerable around the edges—made something in my chest tighten. She hesitated for a moment, then leaned her head lightly against my shoulder, a gesture that might look casual to anyone watching but that felt profoundly significant to me.

"And later?" she asked, the question barely audible.

"Later, we stop pretending we don't know what this is," I replied simply.

We didn't kiss. We couldn't, not here, not with so many eyes around us. But we didn't need to. The weight of her head on my shoulder, the shared music connecting us, the quiet understanding between us—it was enough for now. More than enough.

As the bus continued its journey toward home, toward whatever awaited us beyond this trip, I found myself in a strange state of calm. Not because I knew what would happen next, but precisely because I didn't, and for once, that uncertainty didn't terrify me.

I didn't know what came next. I didn't know how long we'd be able to keep this quiet, or how much harder it might get. But as she leaned into me, sharing silence and a song, I realized I wasn't afraid of the unknown anymore. Because this, whatever it was, felt worth the risk.

For someone who had spent years guarding her heart, who had built walls to keep everyone at a safe distance, who had learned the painful lesson that people always leave in the end, it was a revelation. A beginning. A promise to myself as much as to her.

This time, I would stay. This time, I would let myself believe in the possibility of something real, something lasting, something worth fighting for.

And from the way Madeline's fingers had found mine in the space between us, from the gentle pressure of her head against my shoulder, from the quiet sigh that escaped her as the music played on, I thought—I hoped—she felt the same.

Whatever came next, we would face it together. Not perfect. Not certain. But real.

And for now, that was enough.

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