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I open the door in pajamas that have definitely seen better years, holding a mug that says "Men Are Fine I Guess." Jessie’s standing there with Thai food in one hand and a six-pack of kombucha like it’s a peace treaty.
“Emotional support noodles?” Jessie asks, smiling.
“You think carbs can undo digital betrayal?”
Jessie pauses. “I mean... yes?”
I let her in. We sit on the floor. I haven’t vacuumed. There’s a sock on the table and I genuinely don’t know how it got there. Jessie doesn’t comment. Just starts unpacking the food like we’re study partners cramming for the Emotional Recovery Midterm.
We eat in silence for a few minutes. Or rather, I eat. Jessie picks at her tofu pad thai like it personally offended her.
"I had no idea what those files were when I forwarded them," she says.
I nod. I’ve heard this before. But this time it doesn’t make me want to throw a spring roll at her head.
"I know," I say.
She looks at me.
"I’ve been rewriting the betrayal monologue in my head," I add. "Yours was the shortest chapter."
Jessie lets out a laugh. Small. Real.
"You forgave me?"
"I didn’t say that. I just said I stopped planning a legal-themed podcast episode with your name in it."
Beat .
"I forgave you," I admit. "You didn’t run. You didn’t try to spin it. You just showed up. With carbs. That counts for something."
Jessie nods. Then says carefully, "Adrian tried to stop it too."
I freeze. Fork halfway to my mouth.
"It was Tyler. Adrian saw it and—he lost it. Fired him on the spot."
I blink.
"Publicly?"
"Yeah. No PR spin. No ‘mutual agreement.’ Just ‘pack up your shit.’"
I put the fork down.
"Well," I say. "Gold star for doing the bare minimum."
It sounds hollow even to me.
Jessie doesn’t flinch. She just adds, "He looked wrecked, Emily. Like he hadn’t slept since it happened. I didn’t say anything. Just... thought you should know."
I make a noise that sounds vaguely like a scoff. "Next he’ll discover empathy. Imagine the press release."
She doesn’t reply. We let it sit.
I grab the kombucha, twist the cap too hard. "So," I say, gesturing at the bottle. "What flavor is this? Citrus guilt? Mango manipulation?"
"Lavender grief," Jessie says, deadpan.
We both snort. It’s almost a laugh.
Jessie scrolls through the comments on my podcast.
"Listen to this one," she says. "‘I didn’t know other women felt this way. Thank you for making the mess out loud.’"
I roll my eyes, but I’m smiling. Barely. But it counts .
Jessie refreshes the podcast page. A new comment appears. Jessie tilts the laptop toward me.
@TheRealAdrianZayne: “Emily, you’re the man.”
She squints. “Is that... a peace offering?”
I shrug.
She grins. “That’s Adrian’s highest praise. I don’t think he’s even said that to himself.”
Jessie hands me the last tofu roll. I take it.
We don’t say anything else.
We just eat and let it land. And for the first time in a long time, the apartment feels almost like mine again.
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