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Chapter Twenty-Four

“ E xplain everything,” said Tamsin once she had steered her father into the kitchen.

She couldn’t seem to let go of his arm, and clung there as if he might vanish without her touch.

He looked sunburned and shaggier, but every feature was exactly as she remembered it.

He hadn’t aged a day, which matched what Angmar had said about the old faery queen making her father an immortal guardian of the knights.

He put his hand over hers. It was broad and capable, just as she remembered it. “Surely you understand why I never told you who I am?”

His voice was kind, but the words rankled.

She didn’t understand—not at all. Hot, sour disappointment pounded through her, bringing heat to her cheeks as she met her father’s brown eyes—so like her own.

Tamsin dropped her hand from his sleeve, not wanting the contact now.

“I suppose it’s like the old wartime saying that loose lips sink ships.

No one can accidentally tell what they don’t know. ”

“That’s it exactly,” Hector replied gently. “Arthur’s safety has always been paramount.”

And trust between father and daughter came second. Tamsin looked away, hiding her hurt. “Did you tell the Elders?”

Gawain had been occupied with tending Hector’s horse.

Now he set out more food and ale, pushing a tankard into her father’s hands.

Hector drank deeply, wiping foam from his mustache and beard and then heaving a satisfied sigh.

“No, never. But after centuries of drifting from coven to coven, covering my tracks as best I could, I slipped and Waller figured it out.”

“And?” Tamsin asked.

“Things became complicated, but let me launch this story at the beginning. When Morgan LaFaye took the crown from the old faery queen, it took a long time to consolidate her power.” Hector took another long swallow of ale.

“It was only in the last fifty years that LaFaye gathered enough strength to mount her campaign on the mortal world, and her first order of business became finding and destroying the tombs.”

Gawain made a strangled noise.

Hector nodded slowly. “That was my signal to act. I was instrumental in arranging the move of the old church to America. In time, I also scattered the tombs across the States. I reasoned that if I split up the tombs, Mordred or his mother might find some of the knights, but not all.”

“So you’re the culprit who put me in a museum basement,” grumbled Gawain.

Hector chuckled. “I thought Los Angeles would suit you. Somewhere there is an action-adventure movie in want of a barbarian.”

Gawain raised his eyebrows as if about to utter a scathing comment, but Hector went on.

“You were just a girl, Tamsin, when I went to Carlyle. Not long before that, Angmar’s friends had whisked Arthur’s tomb to the Forest Sauvage for safekeeping.

This was not my choice of hiding place, particularly since the rebel fae closed the portal when they left and promptly went into hiding. I had no means of getting here.”

“Why did they do that?” Gawain asked.

“LaFaye was hot on their heels and they weren’t thinking about my problems. I understand many ended up in a dungeon after that.”

That detail fit with what Angmar had said. Tamsin wondered how many of the bones in Mordred’s dungeon had belonged to those fae. It was the stuff of nightmares.

Hector continued. “I knew the church in Carlyle had Merlin’s old books and the spell for the forest portal was in those pages. He learned it from the Lady of the Lake and recorded it there.”

Tamsin had been sitting with her head bowed, unable to look up at her father. Finally, she met his eyes. “There’s one thing I don’t understand. You’re talking about something that happened ten years ago. Why didn’t the fae mount a full-on attack then?”

“The fae are immortal and have time on their side,” Hector answered.

“They do not march an army into the human lands, but they come in twos and threes, set up lives among the population, and bide their time. When they rise up and conquer the human world, there will be no place of safety left to hide in. Excalibur is the only weapon that will defeat LaFaye and her son. Failing that, the only spells strong enough to combat fae magic were in Merlin’s library, and he is gone. ”

“Not quite. We found his books in the house of a man named Henderson,” said Tamsin.

“Henderson bought those books from the church,” said Hector. “I approached him as the loremaster of Shadowring. When I asked to use them, he agreed. However, he kept very close watch on everything I did. So, I told him I was researching demons. I said nothing about Arthur’s tomb.”

Hector sighed, as if the events still depressed him. “It turns out Henderson was a close friend of Waller and told him everything I did. Unknown to me, Waller had a diplomatic understanding with LaFaye. They saw a way to get rid of a pesky guardian by locking me inside the Forest Sauvage.”

“So Waller convinced Henderson to trick you?” asked Gawain.

“Indeed. Thus I ended up trapped here without the spell to get myself home.”

“Why not simply kill you?”

Hector laughed, the sound like an amused bear. “It is one thing to trick me, but I am not so easy to kill, either by sword or by spell. Not by the likes of Henderson, at least.”

“What Waller doesn’t understand,” Gawain replied, “is that LaFaye will destroy or enslave the witches. Mordred already killed Henderson.”

“Pity,” said Hector with genuine regret. “He was foolish, not evil.”

Tamsin studied her father, everything he’d said churning in her mind. As a child, she’d seen him as a bulwark against the world, protecting her from every possible harm. He’d been the center of her love and admiration as only a father can be to his girl. Yet did she really know him at all?

Hurt hardened to resentment inside her. It would have been so much easier to live with these revelations if she didn’t love him so much. Then she wouldn’t have been so disappointed. Her fingers curled in her lap, crushing handfuls of her dress.

The men were still talking. “You have Merlin’s books!” Hector exclaimed. “That was well done. We can make good use of them to locate Arthur’s tomb.”

“Haven’t you found it?” Gawain asked in confusion.

“Oh, I know where it is, more or less,” Hector replied with a grimace. “But we’ll need the spells to get it back. In the meantime, we can build a portal and get Tamsin home to where it’s safe. This is no place for my daughter.”

That was it. Tamsin sprang to her feet and met her father’s eyes, letting her anger show. “That’s not up to you anymore.”

Shock spread across Hector’s features. His mouth dropped open as he clearly struggled for words.

She didn’t wait for his reply as she stormed into the courtyard to let her temper cool—but it didn’t.

Since hearing Hector was alive, Tamsin had dreamed of meeting her father again.

She’d wanted him to respect the person she’d grown to be. That wasn’t at all what was happening.

Tears of frustration leaked down her face, hot in the cool autumn air. She wasn’t a child, to be ordered to bed early. Most of all, she deserved more than lies and secrets from the father she loved so very much.

Tamsin wasn’t sure how much time passed before she heard Hector’s footfall behind her. Her stomach tightened, as if bracing herself. Every instinct said the conversation they were about to have wouldn’t be easy.

“What would you have had me do?” her father asked from behind her.

“I swore an oath of silence. Gawain just told me of your visit to the dungeon. You saw what was there. If Mordred had caught wind that someone in the coven knew about Arthur, he would have cheerfully filled every cell with Shadowring witches. How could I risk our family that way?”

Tamsin closed her eyes, the cold wind fanning her cheeks.

She was shivering, but refused to turn around and go inside.

“I get it. But think how I feel. You’re not the father I knew.

You’re standing there in a chain mail shirt with an ax strapped to your saddle and a mission that doesn’t include me in the slightest. Children always have a moment when they realize their parents have their own lives, but this is a little extreme. ”

“I understand it’s a shock.”

“Really? I don’t even know how many families you had all this time. Am I your first daughter? Your hundredth? Do I rank among your favorites? After all these centuries, I could share DNA with a lot of people. Don’t you think I have a right to know?”

Hector cleared his throat. Even so, his voice cracked as he spoke. “You’d be surprised how few times I’ve sought the comfort of a family. Living forever is a more frightening prospect than you would think. I’ve watched everyone I loved die.”

Tamsin’s heart lurched, and she turned around. Her father’s expression made him look oddly naked, as if a barrier she’d never even noticed had been stripped away. “At the very least, you could have warned me that the fae weren’t gone from the earth.”

He nodded, looking at his feet. “You’re right about that much. I’m sorry.”

“I’m not going home,” she said. Her chest ached, wanting to end this and take her father in her arms, but she needed to make this one last point. “I’ve held up my end on this mission. Ask Gawain.”

“He’s told me in glowing terms.” Hector looked up. “He is the reason you have to go. He’s not for you, Tamsin.”

“What?” His words hit her like a slap. “Don’t even start. I’ve had enough talk about suitable matches from Mom and Stacy. I choose who I’m with.”

“That’s not what I’m saying,” Hector took a step closer, his eyes dark with sadness. “I see the way Gawain looks at you.”

Tamsin shivered, but this time it wasn’t from the cold. It was the thrill of hearing her private hopes aloud. “But?”

“It’s bad enough his view of the world is centuries out-of-date, but in the end he will turn on you because you are a witch.”