Page 60 of Dying Truth

She shook her head.

‘Even Yale has a super-elite secret undergrad society called Skull and Bones which meets in bloody tombs of all places. They’re called Bonesmen, and former members include presidents, supreme court justices, cabinet members and industry leaders.’

Stacey shrugged. ‘So?’

‘They use a certain number as a code for something important in their lives. Says here that the bonds between Bonesmen often supersede all others.’

‘Kev, what are…’

‘Don’t you find it all a little bit creepy?’

Stacey shook her head. ‘People like to belong to groups and shit like that. Didn’t you ever want to be part of a certain group or gang at school?’ she asked.

He shook his head. It would have been enough for him not to have been shamed and humiliated on a daily basis.

‘Oh, I did,’ Stacey admitted. ‘Year seven I was ten years old. Poppy Meadows,’ she rolled her eyes. ‘Great name, eh? Well, she was the most popular girl in school. Great family, great clothes, great friends, great at everything and I so wanted to be in her gang.’

Dawson’s interest was piqued by the smile on her face. Maybe Stacey could help him understand the things he’d just read.

‘So, what did you do?’

Stacey pursed her lips at the memory.

‘She was the school’s best gymnast and her group consisted of other great athletes. So, I thought if I could impress her with my own acrobatic abilities she’d let me into the group.’

‘Go on,’ he urged.

‘Practised my cartwheel all night in the back garden. My wrists were sore by the time I went to bed, but I was convinced I had it perfect.’

‘And?’ Dawson asked, sensing this was no happy ending.

‘I waited until they were all standing outside in a group. I counted to three and performed the perfect cartwheel in front of them.’

‘Really?’

Stacey shook her head. ‘Nah, that was what happened in my head. In truth, I didn’t look before my hands landed on the ground right on top of a dying bee that stung me in the palm. I screamed and just kind of crumbled into a mass of arms and legs.’

Dawson laughed out loud. ‘Did they notice you?’

‘Oh, they noticed me all right. And laughed at me for the next two years.’

He sobered. Stacey had recounted that story not with fondness but an objectivity and ruefulness for others to see the normality of her experience. It was a fact of life.

‘But what drove you to do it?’ he asked, wondering why she’d been so eager to humiliate herself.

She shrugged. ‘For validation, I suppose. I wanted to be as cool as they were; liked, respected, adored. They were special, and I wanted to be special too.’

‘What would you have done to be accepted into that group?’ he asked.

‘Jeez, Kev, why so serious?’

‘Go on,’ he urged. ‘What would you have done if they’d asked you?’

She thought for a minute. ‘I honestly don’t know. Why do you ask?’

He pointed to the screen. ‘Do you have any clue how many people have died from hazing incidents due to their desperation to get into these clubs?’

‘“ Hazing”?’ she questioned.