Page 37 of Driven by Dragonblood (Blood Born #3)

Patrick

F uck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

The darkness swirled freely around in the void of my soul while I was buried inside Jaxon’s body.

Glee inflected in the beast’s tone, and I couldn’t keep the sick grin off my face even though I hated how my beta had hurt himself out of lust.

Desire—rightness.

Mates.

Give.

Hissing, I reached around our interlocked bodies to grasp Jaxon’s dick. He was still hard and dripping even though a sense of his pain flickered through my mind, same as every lash of my belt had done.

Jaxon grunted when I tugged him forward, my groin tight against his ass cheeks while notching the head of his cock against Primrose’s slickened lower lips.

She met my gaze over Jaxon’s shoulders, golden eyes glowing like fire, pink flushing her face. “Yes. ”

I slammed us forward at her consent, Jaxon’s cock sinking deep into Primrose.

Alpha.

Beta.

Female.

The whispered words resonated inside me. Light flooded through me, filling up the darkness I’d been attempting to escape from my entire life.

I’d planned to simply fuck the desire for these two from my body, but there would be no single time of satiated bliss to see me through until I breathed my last and was buried six feet under. I wouldn’t exist without them by my side throughout every day I had left on this earth.

All those years I had been driven by dragonblood when I’d thought my humanity simply needed accomplishments stacked atop each other in order to find the fulfillment I had craved.

Jaxon and Primrose completed me, made me feel whole for the first time in my life. This was what I had been longing for, exactly as Emelia had claimed.

Yessss—now give.

Fulfill.

Hands in a bruising grip on Jaxon’s waist, I pulled out and slammed into his ass, pushing him deep into Primrose.

All three of us groaned regardless of Jaxon’s pain of my girth stretching him, but a satisfied swell of emotion in that tether among us, sucking me into an ocean my humanity feared to trust but couldn’t help dive into deeper.

I backed off, pulling Jaxon with me, and Primrose whimpered, releasing her hold on Jaxon’s shoulder to lift her hand toward me. Her need for me was like a living energy, and I held her golden stare while lacing my fingers with hers and fucking into Jaxon, forcing him into her body again.

He lay lax between us, allowing me to do as I wished, using his body to find release even though he hadn’t yet grown accustomed to my dick stabbing into his guts.

Such a good boy.

My jaw clenched at the thought of his age as it always did when I thought of or spoke that word that described him in my mind, but nothing would stop me from finishing what we’d started.

I lusted to stuff his ass full of my cum as he filled Prim.

I wanted her writhing beneath us, her cries coating our ears?—

The taste of her blood on our tongue.

“Yes,” she gasped, and Jaxon groaned as though we’d all shared my inner beast’s thought, his back arching, pain subsiding.

The darkness spurred me on, the goddamn dragon inside me fighting for free rein. I thrust harder—deeper—both of their cries sending a glorious ache through my chest. My balls tightened, and I planked over Jaxon’s back, his body tensing beneath mine.

“Fuck,” I growled, slamming balls-deep into his ass. “Can’t…”

“Please,” Primrose whispered, wetness coating her eyes.

“Need to come,” Jaxon gasped, eyes clenched shut, his lips against her neck. “Fucking need ?—”

My balls erupted. The beast roared.

And I sank my teeth into Jaxon’s neck as he did the same to Primrose.

With every violent spurt of cum into Jaxon, I felt the pump of blood through both their arteries—tasted the coppery tang of him—and her.

Light erupted around our writhing bodies, bringing fire and pleasure that seemed to know no end. I continued to thrust in mindless abandon, emptying myself into my beta as he did in our female.

Like a fucking sledgehammer to the brain, emotions— fucking insane whispers similar to my own darkness—rushed through my head. I gasped, tearing my mouth off the base of Jaxon’s neck, one last jerk of my dick in his ass releasing the final drop of cum that marked his insides as mine.

Yessss.

Three voices echoed as one in my head.

“What the fuck?—”

“Don’t,” Primrose said, grabbing hold of my shoulder blades with inhuman strength as I began to back out of Jaxon.

I shuddered, eyes clenched shut as though reality would disappear along with my sight. The woman beneath us was strong as fuck—there would be no escaping her clutches.

“You have completed the bonding.”

I swore in my head, fighting off the emotions that weren’t just mine assaulting my mind with vivid clarity.

Jaxon’s hurt tasted of ash and cinder.

Primrose’s fear beneath lingering pleasure was sour on my tongue.

There was no science to back what had happened—couldn’t fucking wrap my head around this damned…unity among us—but I had given over willingly, unlike what had happened at the canyon when the beast had stolen my vocal cords.

“You did choose this time,” Jaxon stated, the tension leaving his body, making it obvious he could hear my thoughts as clearly as I did his.

With both of them somehow in my mind, a lie wouldn’t allow me to avoid this mess my lust had gotten me into. Desire that would never be sated then escaped.

“I did,” I admitted what I hadn’t been able to help longing for and driving forward toward completion, my muscles going lax .

Primrose released her hold, soothing her soft palms down my back.

I tipped my forehead against Jaxon’s shoulder. Relief poured through me at my decision to stay put, but that emotion was not my own.

How would I explain having two lovers, barely legal, living in my home?

Because they sure as fuck weren’t going anywhere.

Just the thought of being without them felt like someone dug claws into my chest, attempting to rip my heart out.

They had been ingrained into the cells of my body.

There would be no eradicating them without unimaginable agony.

Lockwood would send me packing for sure once they learned who was in my bed. A goddamn patient I had agreed to let go and a young woman any sane therapist, social worker, or doctor would keep under lock and key.

If Jaxon didn’t press charges, would I escape the law? Would my choice to fuck a past patient form a stain on my reputation rather than my ruination?

“Fuck.” I backed off, and Primrose let me go. Half-stumbling, I walked to the ensuite bathroom, shutting the door firmly behind me. A million thoughts filled my head, and I hated that my mates responded in kind.

Fuck whoever can’t handle the truth . Jaxon’s inner dragon spoke, the one that had sent him leaping off roofs and bridges. Or was it his humanity? Couldn’t fucking tell.

We can go far from here, start over . Primrose’s voice in my mind held a soothing note, her desire to ease all our apprehension was the type of nurturing I expected, which fulfilled a part of Jaxon I wouldn’t be able to touch.

I clutched my crowded head, brow furrowed. I had two others, beasts and humans alike, their emotions and thoughts threatening to turn me toward madness.

I turned the faucet on full blast, gripping the sink until the water heated. Still fighting to find privacy in my goddamn head, I grabbed two washcloths and wet them.

My steps were a bit slower in returning to the bedroom, but I refused to be a coward. I’d used them both in hopes of ridding myself of lust that had consumed me since meeting them—and it seemed my dick wasn’t nearly satisfied.

The creature inside me stirred upon seeing Jaxon still atop Primrose and buried inside her pussy, my cum dripping from his abused asshole.

Dick swelling and teeth clenched, I wiped him clean with clinical thoroughness when my shaft ached to sink past his puffy, red pucker into his tight heat.

“Doc.”

“No,” I stated firmly, even though the three beasts were in agreement in wanting what Jaxon asked for without voicing his ache to be filled again.

I nudged him with my knee to get him to roll off Primrose.

He did so with a groan, grabbing hold of his cum-covered, still hard cock, but I refused to meet his gaze.

Using the other towel, I focused on cleaning Primrose of his seed, trying like fuck to get the idea of licking his spunk from between her swollen labia from my mind.

Fucking animals.

He huffed a laugh. “It’s not a problem, trust me.”

I finally gave him my eyes.

A smirk lifted his lips, although disappointment in my thoughts over the whole mess continued to knife his chest.

“Your balls will always have plenty to spare, and there’s enough pre-cum to keep from growing chafed.”

“Fuck.” I scrubbed a hand down over my face while glancing at Primrose.

She, too, smiled, although a bit more hesitant, as she studied my face as though trying to reach deeper beyond the inhabiting of my head I had unknowingly allowed them by bonding us together.

I tossed the rags aside and sat back on my haunches. “Care to tell me what the fuck this is?” I said, holding her gaze and motioning between the three of us. “Because having the four of you inside my goddamn mind atop this purring fucker in my chest makes me believe I should be committed.”

Her smile melted my heart, and I found myself pulling her into my arms. Instinct settled her onto my lap, her softness and scent soothing some of the unrest inside my soul.

Our female.

I couldn’t argue that fact. Didn’t want to. Everything inside me wished just to give in and accept the unnatural feelings that were insanity to my educated brain.

But I fucking couldn’t.

Stubborn to a fault, I didn’t know how to see beyond truth I’d set in front of me since the day I’d been locked inside a white room that stank of bleach and madness.