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Story: Deviant Secrets

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LUX

I wanted her to stop talking. The more she told, the angrier I got. Her face morphed to match every emotion, and I felt that punch deep in my gut. Anger, sadness, hatred, loneliness, and shame.

King interrupted her with an angry growl, which was directed more toward me, then lifted his hand and gently wiped the tear from her eye. “Is that why you do this? Give your body away so freely?”

I could see the genuine curiosity in his eyes. He was the polar opposite of me. He worked for everything he had and grew up not knowing where his next meal would come from.

He was my best friend, and that’s all I cared about. He’s made a name for himself and took his family out of poverty with his abilities. Angel was a good son. Seeing him in a more caring light was nice, and I hope it stays.

“According to my therapist, there’s two sides to the spectrum after an assault. Either you become hyperactive, or you don’t want to be touched at all, but I beg to differ. It’s not really as cut and dry.”

“Can you help us understand?” I asked, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear and listening intently.

“I guess I’m somewhere in the middle. I crave intimacy. I want to be touched, but I also seek out pain more often than I should. It’s easy to focus on the person giving the pain rather than the hurt that pumps through my veins every day, spreading like a fucking disease.”

She paused to catch a shaky breath and continued. “Sometimes I just stand in the scalding hot shower. It’s twisted, but I feel like I-I deserve it.”

Her words sank in, and my anger flared. Damn. I never realized how deep her pain ran. Every time I saw her, every picture, she had a smile plastered on her face, failing to see the storm behind those beautiful eyes. I wasn’t there when it mattered, and I’ll never forgive myself for that.

Her eyes pleaded for one of us to say anything as they moved between us and I sat up straighter, rubbing my chin in thought.

“We want you to feel something real. Something raw. You’re so much more than what happened to you. Can we do that?” I asked, hovering just outside her earlobe before taking it into my mouth, biting down and nibbling slightly.

“Please…take it away,” she moaned.

“It wasn’t your fault,” King soothed, standing up and holding his hand out. It took her a minute, but she grabbed his outstretched arm, allowing him to pull her up and my heart swelled at her acceptance. “We can’t save you.”

Excitement rose within me as I looked over at the device and looked back at her with a wink. I knew exactly how we would do that. Then I would pay my estranged brother a visit.

“But we can help.”

Chloe

I scoffed to myself, trying hard to focus on them and not the embarrassment that burned in my cheeks. I felt exposed and vulnerable. But having these two take time out of their satisfaction to listen to me, and still be willing to place their hands all over my body. To make me feel good stirred a need inside me. Right now, I wanted to burn in the flame we created.

Tonight I would be giving them what no one has gotten since that night. My submission .

King’s fingers wrapped around my neck, squeezing, while Lux gripped my shoulders. I could feel his breath at the back of my head. His words created goosebumps along the baby hairs that stood on my neck.

“Give us everything you have Chloe. Fight the endless orgasms we are about to give you.” His dark tone ripped through my exterior, chipping away at the walls I’d built.

King pulled me forward into his taut chest and his primal eyes searched mine. I swallowed against his hand, feeling the lump pass against it and he groaned, “Your pleas for us to stop will fall on deaf ears.”

I took a deep breath, my palms clammy and heart pounding in my chest. The urge to flee mingled with the need to surrender in a dense fight. He released me and my eyes met the floor as I slowly lowered myself onto my knees, gasping at the contact of the cold, unforgiving floor, but I didn’t care.

A rush of cold air billowed around me, trying to attack the heat that pooled in my core. Lux grabbed my chin and tilted my head up, his calloused fingers warm, grounding me despite the anxiety that crawled on my skin. “Never look at the ground with us. Tonight, you’re going to remember how beautiful you are.”

Both cocks stood at attention, begging to be touched. The veins prominent along the length of them, and I’ve never loved average more than I do now. Each hand grabbed a hold of them, running softly along the shafts and spreading the precum over the head.

Their moans were music to my needy ears, spitting out a harmony as I continued to pump their rock hard cocks. Taking a step closer, Lux placed his hand on either side of my head and I parted my lips. Allowing him to inch into my mouth while my free hand continued massaging King.

“Fuck,” he breathed. “Just like that baby”

King placed his hand at the back of my neck, aiding my head as I hollowed out my cheeks, creating a suction that quickly had Lux panting in pleasure and falling backwards into the wall behind him.

Forcing my head off Lux with a pop and turning my attention to his waiting dick, I took him all the way to the base. Tears pulled at my eyes, threatening to spill over as he fisted my hair, guiding me along his shaft.

My lips closed around him, and my hand reached for Lux, squeezing and tugging at his balls before running my fingers along his shaft. King’s cock pulsed with every gag as it slid in and back out, hitting the back of my throat each time.

I was in utter pleasure right now. Able to please these men in the ways they have and will continue to please me. I never wanted this night to end. Tugging at my hair, I reluctantly released him and peered at them in their moaning, sweaty glory.

They nodded, motioning me to look toward the opposite corner of the room. Both chuckled at my confused glance. My gaze met them both as Lux stepped into view, towering over me. Their eyes glimmered with mischief and excitement.

A metal device adorned the corner of the room, four circles held up by a flat but sturdy wooden board. The cold metal shined ominously in the low light, causing anticipation to build within me. How the hell did they get all of this in here?

“ Are you ready to have fun the way you truly yearn for?” King teased.

This device was foreign, but I wanted it. I wanted to feel powerless and used.

“Yes,” I breathed, although my trembling body said otherwise as we stepped closer to the device. It looked way too intimidating the closer I moved.

Fuck.

They would use the last few hours we had together to completely destroy me. And I craved every minute of it.