Page 30 of Darkest Game (The Dark Mafia #3)
Chapter Sixteen
Irina
H e eases my panties down my legs. Being naked in front of a man for the first time is making me lightheaded. Knowing that Liam wants to show me pleasure is almost too much to handle.
“I’ve been wanting to know what you taste like since I first saw you,” he says, kissing down my stomach.
“I thought you hated me when you first saw me.”
“I hated the Bratva, not you personally.” He looks up at me from my stomach and it makes me blush. “I could never hate you.”
He parts my legs. I can’t ignore the wetness coating my inner thighs. My breath comes out shaky.
“I’ll make this good for you,” he promises, right before he brings his face between my legs. I gasp out when his lips touch my most intimate area. His tongue runs along my nub, sending waves of pleasure through me. I can barely handle how good this feels.
My face is on fire from what Liam is doing to me. As someone who was sheltered all my life, I never thought I would get to enjoy a moment like this with a man. The fact that it’s Liam makes it all the better. A man who has shown he wants to protect and care for me.
Even if my family still doesn’t approve.
My hips arch up of their own accord as his lips run along my folds. I’m grateful I took a shower this morning before coming to see Liam. I want to be as perfect as I can be for him.
A startled cry escapes my lips when his lips brush against my pleasure spot again.
Liam chuckles, sending vibrations along my inner thighs. “Just relax and enjoy this, baby. Don’t feel embarrassed.”
I force my body to ease back into the mattress and let Liam work his magic tongue on me.
His lips and tongue grow firmer. Pressing and licking and getting that spot just right. My breath comes out in pants and my hips begin to gently arch up and down.
Liam grips my thighs tighter. I love seeing his strong hands on my legs. It only serves my pleasure more.
He runs his tongue over that perfect spot. Over and over and over…
Until I can’t take it anymore and a wash of pleasure releases over me. I gasp and try to catch my breath. My entire body trembles and shakes.
Liam sits up with a satisfied smirk on his face. “Good?”
“Good,” I breathe out.
“You taste amazing. I’ve never been this obsessed over a woman before. But fuck, Irina. I haven’t been able to get you off my mind. What are you doing to me?”
“What are you doing to me?”
His grin darkens. “I’m going to make you mine. Are you ready for me?”
I may be innocent but I know what he means.
I was given the birds and the bees talk from my mother years ago.
She wanted me and my sisters prepared for whenever we were put into arranged marriages.
That was when my father was still alive and she had plans for the future. Until my uncle Denis ruined everything.
But he’s the last person I want to think of right now.
I reach up and cup Liam’s face. His eyes widen for a second. “Has a woman never held your face before?”
“No.”
“Make me yours,” I whisper.
He kisses my palm and lays my hand back on the bed.
Then he slides his underwear off, letting me finally see all of him.
I am a little intimidated at the sight of his erection.
It’s fairly large, even though I’ve never seen another man’s penis in person before.
Not even in porn. Me and my sisters were never allowed to watch things like that.
Just anatomy books were the only things allowed.
I know Sasha studied them extensively while I would barely look.
I wish I had looked more so I was a little bit better prepared for this moment.
But one look into Liam’s eyes and I know I’m safe. He has shown me he’ll never hurt me. Why start now?
He lines his length up to my entrance and grabs my hands, interlocking our fingers together. My heart is pounding. I can barely hear myself think.
And then Liam thrusts his hips forward and enters me. Even though he’s taking it slow, I still feel a tinge of pain. But it only lasts a moment before he’s seated all the way inside of me.
I clutch his arms more tightly than I mean to.
“It’s ok, baby,” he grits out. “You don’t need to tense. Relax. Fuck.” He presses kisses along my neck and face.
I ease my body and my inner walls around him, letting him move even deeper. “You’re inside of me,” I say with awe.
His smile makes me blush. “I am. I can never let you go now. I just can’t.”
“I don’t want you to let me go either.”
Gently, he rocks his hips around, letting me get used to him inside of me. He grabs my thighs and hoists them higher around his hips. I start to match his pace, finding it easy after a few moments.
The only sound in the room is our breathing and our bodies moving together.
Every motion makes his chest rub against my breasts, sending goosebumps over my skin.
Our breath mixes together as he presses his head to mine.
Our eyes lock and our hands clasp together.
Never have I felt more seen. Never have I felt more beautiful. Never have I felt more loved.
Soft whimpers escape my lips. Liam’s eyes darken. “It’s ok, baby,” he says. “Just feel it. Feel me inside of you. Let yourself enjoy it.”
I grip his hands tighter. I can feel a pleasure building up inside of me but it’s much more intense than when his mouth was between my legs. No, this new sensation is wild. And bold. And overflowing. It scares me a little.
Liam releases his hands from mine and grabs my hips and sits up, settling me onto his lap. My knees splay out on either side of him.
He wraps my arms around his shoulders while his hands settle on my hips. “Ride me,” he orders, making me blush. But also making my body light on fire.
“I don’t know what to do.”
“Just follow your instinct. Trust yourself.” He helps me move my hips back and forth on him. In this position, he’s able to sink even deeper inside of me. I can barely breathe and I definitely can’t think.
Our pace increases, becoming frantic. I’m not sure I can hold on for much longer. Liam is claiming my body. Claiming my heart and mind. Even claiming my soul.
Maybe it’s na?ve of me but I know I’m falling in love with him. I might already be in love with him.
That thought makes me lose myself.
Another wave of pleasure washes over me, making me tremble and shake. Liam groans and holds me close. I burrow my head into his neck, wanting to get as close to him as I can. Never wanting to leave him again.
Liam shudders his own release, then lowers us to the bed. “God, Irina. I…”
“Yes?” I breathe out, trying to get more air into my lungs. I never knew having sex could be so tiring.
“I don’t even have words.” He pulls out of me and settles me into his arms, resting my head on his chest.
“You’ve never felt this way before?” I ask. “Not even with all the women you’ve been with?” I try not to get jealous at the thought of Liam being with other women. Before we were married, he said he planned on still seeing other women. I worry if that’s still the case.
“No. Never. With them it was just physical. A good time but nothing more. With you… I feel it… everywhere. Fuck. I sound whipped.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
He looks down into my eyes and his own eyes soften. “No. That’s not a bad thing.”
“Liam, do you still plan on being with other women? Because I’m not sure my heart can take it. If you want to be with other women, then I’m not sure what we just did can ever happen again.”
“Hey,” he says gently, cupping my face. “I know what I said when we first got married. But a lot has changed in a short amount of time. You mean more to me than I ever thought possible. I don’t want to be with any other woman now.
I mean that. You can even ask my last sort of girlfriend, Amanda.
I cut things off with her. Even when I wasn’t sure I’d ever see you again. I don’t want another woman but you.”
Tears spring to my eyes and they spill over before I can stop them.
“Why are you crying?” he asks.
“I’m just happy. I’ve never been this happy.”
“I think that’s the orgasms talking.”
“No. It’s because of you. How you make me feel. I haven’t felt his safe with another man since my dad. And even he scared me sometimes. You did scare me when we first met but not anymore. Not after everything we’ve been through.”
“Your dad used to scare you?”
“He could be intense,” I say, running my fingers along Liam’s chest. He has a dusting of hair there that makes him even more attractive.
“Exacting. Expected perfection. He expected me to be just as good of a dancer as Natalya was and when I wasn’t, he would scold me.
But he would also let me crawl into his lap when I was little.
Or he’d hold me when I’d cry. It was always a little confusing.
But overall, I trusted him. And I trust you too. ”
“I’ll never scold you. Unless you do something insanely stupid like put yourself in harm’s way. But that’s only because I don’t want to see you hurt.” His fingers gently brush against the bandage on my throat. “Seeing you get hurt once is more than enough for me.”
“You’ve protected me from Elaine so far. I trust you to do it again.”
“Mikhail almost died because of Elaine. Or…”
“Or?”
He sighs, running his hand down his face. “Or your uncle.”
“Denis?”
“Nico and I saw him outside the restaurant after it blew up. He had to have had some part in it. I’m not sure if he’s working with Elaine or if it was just a coincidence.
I know he hates Nico and Mikhail working together.
If he’s coming back to cause problems, then that’s one more person I need to worry about.
But if he and Elaine are working together…
That would be bad. I don’t need either of them gaining more power than they need to. ”
“I trust you to figure it out.”
“I’m not sure I deserve your trust.” I can see the sadness in Liam’s eyes.
“You think you’re not deserving but you are. You’ve kept me safe so far. I know you’ll do it again.”