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“Almost there… just… yes.” Doctor Lopez drew out the ball. He sprinkled sulfur powder into the wound and looked at the marqués. “Gunshot wounds are poisonous. I ought to…” He glanced at the fire and then at Bella.

“Ought to what?’ she asked.

“Cauterize the wound. It is the accepted practice, but—”

“But what?”

“It is not pleasant for ladies to watch.” He took out a long metal implement and placed it in the fire to heat. It was like a bent poker, with a drop-shaped metal end that was, Bella realized with a sick feeling, about the same size and shape as the hole in her husband’s body. She shuddered.

“It will not be pleasant for my husband, either.” She took Luke’s other hand. “Do it. Quickly, while he’s still unconscious.”

The marqués came to stand behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders. “Your father would be very proud of you, my dear.”

The surgeon carefully lifted the cauterizing tool from the flames and tested it by sprinkling a few drops of water on it. They sizzled. When he judged the temperature was right, he said, “Hold him still.”

The marqués held Luke down by the shoulders. Bella closed her eyes. There was a hissing sound and a ghastly smell of burnt flesh. Luke’s body jerked.

For a moment Bella thought she would faint. She clung tightly to Luke’s hand, determined not to leave him, even for an instant, and after a moment or two the dizziness passed.

“It’s done.” The surgeon bent over the wound, examined his handiwork, and nodded.

“It looks good. Smother it with fresh honey and cover it lightly with clean gauze. Keep it clean and let the air get to it as much as possible. If there’s no infection, he should be fully recovered in a couple of weeks. ”

If… Bella thought. How would they know?

“He may have a little fever,” the doctor continued. “Give him willow bark tea and such like—the usual treatments. And plenty of rest for the next few days.”

Bella nodded. The convent had educated all the girls in the treatment of illness.

“Don’t look so worried, my dear. Your husband is a strong, healthy fellow,” the marqués said in hearty reassurance. “And if Doctor Lopez says he will recover, he will, never fear. The good doctor looked after us during the fighting. He lost fewer than most.”

“How very reassuring,” said Bella faintly.

T he first thing Luke was aware of was pain. His shoulder was on fire. His mind was fuzzy. And there was something he was supposed to… La Cuchilla ? He could smell sulfur… burned flesh... gunpowder. The usual nightmare?

It all came back to him in a flash. La Cuchilla had pulled out a gun... and shot at— Bella?

His eyes flew open. “Bella!”

There she was, sitting on the edge of the bed, holding his hand, looking pale and worried but otherwise undamaged. At the sight of her sweet, anxious face, something in his chest clenched like a fist. He tried to sit up. “Did she hurt you?”

She pressed him back against the pillows. “Hush, don’t move. You’ll hurt yourself.”

He scanned her body frantically. “Dammit, did she getyou?”

She smoothed his brow. “No, my love, I am unhurt. It was you she shot.”

My love. The words, as well as the knowledge she was unhurt, seemed to ease the burning in his shoulder. And the ache in his chest. “That’s all right, then.”

“It’s not all right,” she began indignantly.

Luke scanned the room. “Where is the she-devil?”

“She’s dead.” Bella glanced at the old marqués.

He stood behind Bella, looking gray and somehow shriveled. “Lord Ripton, I apologize, most sincerely, for the actions of my wife.” The old man’s words were both formal and sincere, but underneath, he was shattered.

Luke’s anger that Bella had been endangered drained away. How could he blame this dignified old man for doing exactly what Luke had done? “Not your fault, sir,” Luke managed. “Destiny. Always gets you in the end.”

So she was dead. An end to it, at last.

“I killed my wife—no.” The old man corrected himself heavily. “I executed La Cuchilla myself.”

Not his wife: La Cuchilla. The simple statement held a great deal of pain. And humiliation. He’d loved his wife, but she’d betrayed him and he’d killed her. And now he was grieving.

Bella placed her hand over the old man’s. The marqués withdrew it with quiet dignity.

Pride. It could lead a man into the worst of mistakes, or carry him through the unthinkable.

“I’m sorry,” Luke said. He was tempted to lie back, close his eyes, let it all float away, but the stench of the past was bitter in his nostrils, and if he didn’t explain now, he suspected he never would.

Besides, he owed an explanation to his wife and the old man.

Luke had set the whole disaster in motion by coming here.

He struggled to sit up. It was more difficult than he thought.

He was weak as a kitten and every movement swamped his shoulder with liquid fire.

“Later. You need to rest,” Bella insisted.

“I’ll rest better once I get this off my chest.” Luke had heard confession was good for the soul. He hoped it was true.

“Very well, but make it quick. The doctor said you should rest.” She fussed around him for a moment, arranging pillows behind him, fetching him a glass of water, and making sure he was comfortable.

“It didn’t happen quite the way I told you,” Luke admitted when she was finished. “Michael and I both knew La Cuchilla seven years ago. Knew her quite well, in fact.”

“You knew —”

“This was long before we were captured and tortured. We had no idea she was La Cuchilla, of course. We knew her as Senorita Martinez, Rosa Martinez, a Spanish lady. Michael was in love with her.” He met Bella’s gaze and added, “We both were. At least we thought so at the time.” Looking back, he could see it wasn’t love at all, but a heated, heady brew of lust, well spiced with danger and rivalry.

Luke grimaced. “We were young men at war, far from our homes and our families. We were young, impressionable, and lonely. And she was very beautiful.”

“She is still beautiful—or was.” The old marqués crossed himself. “And she was very, very charming.”

Bella gave an unimpressed sniff. “So everybody fell in love with her. Go on with the story.”

Luke might have smiled at her caustic tone, but the prospect of confessing what he’d done weighed heavily on him. “Michael wanted to marry her. He’d actually proposed to her, had even spoken to his commanding officer, seeking permission to wed.”

“And you? Did you want to marry her, too?” Bella asked.

Luke shook his head. “No, not at all. I desired her, of course.” A cool statement for the white-hot blaze of lust Rosa Martinez had incited in him seven years ago.

“But marriage never occurred to me—well, she wasn’t the kind of woman one marr—” He broke off and turned to the marqués .

“My apologies, sir. I meant no offense.”

“None taken, Ripton. I knew Rosa was no innocent when I married her.” He made an expressive gesture. “Truth to tell, when a man gets to my age, he prefers a woman of some experience.”

Luke acknowledged the statement. He could appreciate that now. “She was experienced even then,” he said. “We were no match for her. Michael was determined to marry her, despite his commanding officer’s orders to the contrary. And I…” I was a fool for lust, Luke thought.

“And you?” Bella prompted.

Luke closed his eyes briefly. “Rosa chose me. She made it very clear she preferred me to Michael and she did everything she could to encourage my attentions.” From flirtatious behavior to plain speaking to…

“What did you do?” Bella asked.

“I tried to stay away from her.”

Her brows rose. “Even though you desired her and she wanted you?”

“Yes, of course. It was a point of honor. She was my friend’s beloved, and he had honorable intentions toward her—marriage, no less. So I tried to have nothing to do with her.”

“Rosa wouldn’t have liked being refused,” the old marqués said. “Especially by a handsome young man.”

“She didn’t,” Luke admitted. He ran a hand across his chin.

“She redoubled her efforts. She used Michael to try and make me jealous, tried to play us off against each other.” He glanced at the marqués.

“She kept building up Michael’s hopes and dreams, talking about their future together, but all the while, her attentions were aimed at me.

And then, one night…” He swallowed. “One night…” It was damnably hard to spit out what he’d done.

“She seduced you.” The marqués said it for him.

Luke nodded. “I woke up one night and she was… there, next to my bed.” Dressed in a black velvet cloak and wearing nothing under it. “I tried to send her away, but…”

“No man could have,” the marqués said bluntly. “Don’t blame yourself. How did the other boy react when he found out?”

The old guilt swamped Luke. “I should have told him, but… I couldn’t.

It would have been like—I don’t know—like kicking a puppy.

Michael was a believer. A dreamer. He thought Rosa was a saint, but he was the saint.

He put women on a pedestal, to be worshipped from afar.

He’d never even had a woman before: Rosa was his first.” Luke shook his head.

“So I couldn’t tell him, couldn’t bring myself to tell him of the double betrayal, his friend and his betrothed. ”

“So Rosa told him,” the marqués said.

Luke nodded.

“How?” Bella asked. “When?”

Luke looked at Bella. “I told you about the day we rode out after the briefing. It was Rosa we met on the road in apparent distress, so of course neither of us thought twice about stopping. In moments we were captured and the next thing we were imprisoned in a cottage. And being questioned about the information we carried,” he explained to the marqués.

“We carried messages in our heads for the allied command.”

“And that’s when she told your friend?” Bella asked.

Luke nodded. “Yes, but only during the—while she was—”

“Torturing him,” Bella said grimly.