Page 39 of Breaking Isolde
She looks away, hands white-knuckled on the rail.
I slide closer, my hip pressed against hers. “You hate me,” I say, “but you love the game. You love being wanted. You love being prey.”
She turns, her mouth inches from mine before she steps back. “I hate you more than I love anything.”
“That’s a start.”
We stand like that, bodies aligned, not touching but closer than strangers should be. The wind rises and dies, the noise from the party dull in the background.
I reach up and tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. She doesn’t flinch, but her breathing changes—shallower, faster.
“It’s time.”
She doesn’t argue.
Inside, the second wave of arrivals has begun. Some of the more aggressive donors have already gotten drunk enough to start circling again. Isolde’s presence on my arm does nothing to discourage them. If anything, it marks her as a challenge.
We make the rounds. I introduce her to everyone: faculty, the rest of the Board, alumni. She doesn’t try to hide her contempt,but she plays nice. She’s brilliant at it, sharper than the knives they use to cut the appetizers.
The ballroom is a ring, and I lead her through every quadrant. She’s recognized everywhere, the dead Greenwood sister floating behind her like a ghost. Every introduction is another little murder.
After twenty minutes, she’s ready to snap.
I pull her aside, into the shadow of a pillar. “You’re doing great.”
She looks at me, eyes gone icy. “Go fuck yourself.”
“I’d rather fuck you.” Anger surges through me. “But that can wait.”
She starts to retort, but then she sees the line of Board members approaching, Ms. Valence in the lead. She goes still, all her hate collapsing into one perfect, controlled breath.
Valence doesn’t smile. “Isolde. Lovely to see you.”
Isolde’s mask doesn’t move. “Can’t say the same.”
Abelard hangs back, staring at me. I give him nothing.
Valence turns to me. “We appreciate your efforts to integrate Ms. Greenwood. It’s important to show unity.”
I nod, mask in place. “She’s one of us now.”
Isolde’s body locks up at the words. She bristles, a spasm down the length of her arm. If she could, she’d deck this old biddie in the face.
Valence hands her a glass of champagne. “To the Night Hunt,” she says.
Isolde doesn’t drink. She raises the glass, stares at the bubbles, and then pours it into a potted plant.
“Sorry,” she says, “I’m allergic.”
Valence’s lips curve, a micro-smile. “How unfortunate.”
“Mmmm, yes you look simply devastated.”
“You better get her under control, Grey, or we will have to do it for you.” Valence’s eyes cut to me, then back to Isolde. “Enjoy the evening,” she says, and they move off, melting into the sea of masks.
Isolde leans back against the pillar, hands clenched in the fabric of her dress. Her whole body vibrates with tension.
“Can I go now?” she says.
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39 (reading here)
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103