Page 36 of Bound By Crimson
Chapter Thirty-Six
The Art of Control
Lyric was brushing her hair when the knock came.
She opened the door to find one of the maids, the older one, whose name she learned was Bernarda, standing stiffly in the hall. “Mrs. Thornwick would like you to join her in the east wing. She wishes to show you the nursery.”
Lyric blinked. “The nursery?”
“Yes, ma’am. She said she’ll meet you there.”
The walk to the east wing was long—too long.
The corridor stretched in an unfamiliar direction, lined with older portraits she hadn’t noticed before.
The faces were unfamiliar, yet all eerily similar.
Same high cheekbones. Same sharp golden eyes.
Like generations of one unbending lineage staring back at her.
The wallpaper changed too, darker and floral, as if even the décor marked where Mrs. Thornwick’s influence began.
The nursery sat tucked beside the far end of the hall, just next to a grand set of double doors. Lyric guessed they led to the woman’s bedroom. Mrs. Thornwick was already inside, running a delicate white-gloved hand over a lace-covered bassinet.
“It’s just as I envisioned it,” she said without looking up. “Soothing, traditional, appropriate. ”
Lyric stepped inside slowly. The room was pristine, pale blues and creams, antique rocking chair in the corner, shelves of porcelain dolls.
“I was hoping…” Lyric began, voice careful, “that we could set the nursery up closer to my room. Maybe between Kai and I. It’s just… it’s a long way from here to the west wing and—”
Mrs. Thornwick turned. Her expression hadn’t changed, but her voice had.
“Malachai has agreed to this.”
Lyric’s breath caught.
“The baby will sleep beside me,” Mrs. Thornwick continued. “You’ll need your rest after the birth. Trust me, you’ll be thankful.”
The words settled like bricks on Lyric’s chest. She tried to respond, but nothing felt safe enough to say.
She smiled tightly instead. “Of course.”
Inside, her heart raged.
She didn’t want her baby at the far end of a creepy hallway, out of reach, behind a door she hadn’t chosen. But this wasn’t her house. And Mrs. Thornwick had a way of making everything feel final.
“I’ll give you time to freshen up,” the woman said lightly. “Dinner in an hour. Don’t be late.”
---
Back in her room, Lyric sat at the vanity and stared at herself. Her eyes were red, her face flushed with frustration. She tried to stay composed, tried to keep her posture poised, but a tear escaped and slipped down her cheek.
She wiped it away.
Don’t let her see you cry.
But it wasn’t just the nursery. It was everything—the way the house breathed at night, the way Kai hadn’t called, the way she didn’t feel like herself anymore. She was floating in someone else’s life.
And now they wanted her baby, too .
She dressed quietly for dinner, smoothing her hands over her gown as if that might flatten the chaos in her chest.
---
Mrs. Thornwick was already seated when she arrived, sipping a glass of red wine like it was part of a ritual.
Lyric sat down, her voice soft. “I wanted to say again... I really think it would be better if the nursery was closer to me. I won’t be able to hear the baby cry from that far away.”
“Nonsense,” Mrs. Thornwick said, waving her hand. “Stop being difficult. Every new mother thinks she’ll be alert all night, but exhaustion changes everything. It’s better this way.”
Lyric dropped it. There was no point.
Dinner dragged.
About halfway through the meal, Mrs. Thornwick tilted her head and looked her over.
“You’ve filled out quite a bit,” she said casually.
Lyric blinked. “I—excuse me?”
“Your face is rounder. It’s the pregnancy, I suppose. But do be careful. Some women never lose it. And Malachai does like his women slim.”
Lyric swallowed hard, her appetite vanishing.
Mrs. Thornwick dabbed her lips with her napkin. “He always preferred elegance. Soft, yes, but refined. He used to say I had the perfect figure.”
She glanced across the table, her eyes cold and sharp. “Maybe he wouldn’t have left if you hadn’t let yourself go so early. Five months in and already…”
Lyric couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t speak. Her hands trembled in her lap, but she gritted her teeth and said nothing.
She would cry later. Not here. Not in front of her.
But deep down, a crack widened.
Not just in her heart—but in the illusion.
Something wasn’t right.
And it was getting harder to pretend otherwise.
-- -
That night, the silence felt different. Not like peace. Like a warning.
Lyric lay in bed, staring up at the ornate ceiling. Every creak in the walls, every whisper of wind against the glass sounded louder—closer. The shadows stretched long and sharp across the wallpaper. That same floral pattern seemed to move in the moonlight.
She told herself it was just her nerves, the house, the loneliness. But after the conversation with Mrs. Thornwick earlier, everything felt darker.
Then—
She heard it.
A door opening down the hall.
Soft. Subtle. Then closing just as quietly.
She sat up, heart in her throat. Kai. He must’ve come home early.
Throwing on her housecoat, she slipped into the hallway, padding barefoot down the hall. Her breath caught when she reached his door.
Locked.
She pressed her ear gently against the wood.
Silence.
She knocked once. Then whispered, “Kai?”
No answer.
Nothing.
She stood there for a long moment, unease wrapping around her like a second robe.
Eventually, she backed away and returned to her room, the whispering wind outside echoing in her ears. Her thoughts tangled into thorns, snagging and tightening with every breath.
Was she imagining things? Was it someone else? A maid? A draft?
She barely slept.
-- -
By morning, her exhaustion felt deeper, heavier. Her body ached, but today—Kai was coming home. That was enough to pull her upright.
She dressed slowly, eyes stinging, and before heading to breakfast, she detoured back to Kai’s room.
The door was unlocked now.
She hesitated, then pushed it open.
The room was untouched. The bed perfectly made. No bags. No scent of him in the air. He hadn’t been here.
Her heart sank. Whoever she heard last night—it wasn’t him.
Still, she went down for breakfast, forcing composure.
Mrs. Thornwick was already seated, hands delicately resting on her teacup.
“Ah, good. You’re up,” she said. “He’ll be home today.”
Lyric smiled faintly. “Yes. I can’t wait to see him.”
Mrs. Thornwick didn’t meet her gaze. Instead, she stirred her tea slowly and said, “My baby’s coming back to me.”
Her stomach twisted sharply.
Not coming back to us. Not even back to Lyric. Back to her. Like Lyric didn’t exist at all.
She said nothing. Just nodded and picked at her toast.
The rest of the morning dragged. Lyric paced. Read. Tried to nap. Failed. Every sound outside made her jump.
Then finally—a car pulled into the gravel drive.
She rushed to the foyer just as the door opened.
Kai stepped inside, tall, handsome, tired looking but smiling faintly.
“Kai!” she breathed, and ran to him.
She threw her arms around his neck and kissed him, heart leaping with relief.
But then—
A presence.
Mrs. Thornwick appeared in the hallway just beyond.
Kai gently untangled from Lyric’s embrace. Not harshly. Just… subtly. Respectfully.
“Not here,” he whispered, voice warm but restrained.
Lyric blinked, pulling back. The joy faded just a little .
Mrs. Thornwick moved toward them, her smile wide and chilling. She reached for Kai’s arm—but it wasn’t a mother’s touch.
As she closed the distance, her body leaned into his, her hips brushing his with a slow, deliberate glide. Her hand rose to his face, fingers trailing along his jawline in a gesture far too intimate, lingering far too long.
For a moment, she gazed into his eyes—a gaze thick with possession, with a hunger that had nothing to do with motherhood.
Lyric’s stomach twisted tighter, nausea blooming low and sudden.
Maybe she was overreacting. Maybe it was nothing. Just exhaustion. Just nerves.
But the doubt dug in anyway, hollow and cold.
Mrs. Thornwick’s eyes flicked lazily to Lyric, the faintest smirk on her lips—as if daring her to notice. As if proud.
It wasn’t maternal pride.
It wasn’t even possessiveness.
It was something else. Something wrong.
Kai smiled stiffly and stepped back, but the damage was already done, the moment lodged deep like a splinter under Lyric’s skin.
She’s trying to make me jealous, Lyric realized, feeling the cold clarity slice through her haze of relief. She wants me to know I’ll always be second.
Still, she said nothing. She only smiled.
Smiled until her cheeks ached.
Inside, something delicate folded and snapped.
He was home.
But something had changed.
And she could feel it.
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36 (reading here)
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125
- Page 126
- Page 127
- Page 128
- Page 129
- Page 130
- Page 131
- Page 132
- Page 133
- Page 134
- Page 135
- Page 136
- Page 137
- Page 138
- Page 139
- Page 140
- Page 141
- Page 142
- Page 143
- Page 144
- Page 145
- Page 146
- Page 147
- Page 148
- Page 149
- Page 150
- Page 151
- Page 152
- Page 153
- Page 154
- Page 155
- Page 156
- Page 157
- Page 158
- Page 159
- Page 160
- Page 161
- Page 162
- Page 163
- Page 164
- Page 165
- Page 166
- Page 167
- Page 168
- Page 169
- Page 170
- Page 171
- Page 172
- Page 173
- Page 174
- Page 175
- Page 176
- Page 177
- Page 178
- Page 179
- Page 180
- Page 181
- Page 182
- Page 183
- Page 184
- Page 185
- Page 186
- Page 187
- Page 188
- Page 189
- Page 190
- Page 191
- Page 192
- Page 193
- Page 194
- Page 195
- Page 196
- Page 197
- Page 198
- Page 199
- Page 200
- Page 201
- Page 202
- Page 203
- Page 204
- Page 205
- Page 206
- Page 207
- Page 208
- Page 209
- Page 210
- Page 211
- Page 212
- Page 213
- Page 214
- Page 215
- Page 216
- Page 217
- Page 218
- Page 219
- Page 220
- Page 221
- Page 222
- Page 223
- Page 224
- Page 225
- Page 226
- Page 227
- Page 228
- Page 229
- Page 230
- Page 231
- Page 232
- Page 233
- Page 234
- Page 235
- Page 236
- Page 237
- Page 238
- Page 239
- Page 240
- Page 241
- Page 242
- Page 243
- Page 244
- Page 245
- Page 246
- Page 247
- Page 248
- Page 249
- Page 250
- Page 251
- Page 252
- Page 253
- Page 254
- Page 255
- Page 256
- Page 257
- Page 258
- Page 259
- Page 260
- Page 261
- Page 262
- Page 263
- Page 264