Page 17 of Bloodwitch

But two weeks ago, he had not found Owl, bound and drugged by raiders claiming his father’s banner. Two weeks ago, he had not encountered dead Nomatsi tribes and recognized the scents of his father’s men amidst the slaughter.

And two weeks ago, he had not been traveling with a woman to whom he owed more life-debts than he could keep track of, and with more life-debts stacking between them each day.

Like right now. She tended him, and Aeduan did not know why—nor did he know how to tally such ministrations. He simply knew he was indebted. He simply knew he could not leave until he had paid her back.

And there was still the problem of Owl’s missing tribe. Of the scent like summer heather and impossible choices, still alive. Still somewhere in the mountains ahead.

“Yes,” Aeduan agreed at last, a ragged sound between coughs. “Let us go to Tirla.”

It had been raining on the day Aeduan learned his father still lived. Aeduan had gone to a Monastery outpost in Tirla for his nextCarawen assignment. So many had requested him specifically in those days, and this time was no different. One mission, however, had caught his attention above the rest.

He could remember the words exactly.

Bloodwitch monk needed to find a hound named Boots

Meet at farmstead north of Tirla, blue wind-flags above the gate

Aeduan’s childhood dog had been named Boots. He had killed that dog; maybe he could save this one.

Except that when he reached the dilapidated farmstead, there was only a man waiting to see him in a small house with a thatched roof.

Aeduan drew a knife before entering. He did not sheathe it for many hours, even though the man seated on the stool beside the hearth was an unmistakable reflection of Aeduan—except for the lines around hazel eyes and a gray fringe that brightened his hair.

“It is you,” the man had said in a gravelly voice that hummed deep in Aeduan’s chest. A voice that still told the story of the monster and the honey in Aeduan’s dreams.

Aeduan did not put away his knife. He did not react at all, even as the man rose. Even as he said, “Aeduan, my son.”

Ghosts, after all, did not return from the dead.

“You’re alive.” The man spoke Nomatsi, a language Aeduan had not used in over a decade. “I… thought you were dead.”

Aeduan had thought the same. He said nothing, though, and neither man sat. Both men stared.

“Your mother,” the man began, a question in his tone.

But Aeduan shook his head. A single hard snap. Dysi had not survived. Aeduan would not say so aloud.

A pained inhale from the man, before he gave a curt, almost businesslike nod. “Twice I have loved,” he said. “Twice empires have taken everything from me.” Then he swallowed. He frowned, and for the first time in many, many years, Aeduan recalled that yes, his fatherhadhad another family. Daughters and a wife that had died.

“So you must see,” the man continued, “why having my son returned to me… It is more than I ever dared hope.” He spoke so simply, as if commenting on the weather. As if describing how best to evade an enemy’s blow.

Such flat tones for such desperate words, yet somehow, this made their meaning cut deeper, and for the first time since entering the thatched-roof house, Aeduan spoke.

“Tell me where you have been.”

His father complied.

Aeduan learned that in the fifteen years since the attack on their tribe, Ragnor had moved to Arithuania, following Nomatsis on the run and witches cast out by their empires. He learned his father had built an army meant to end imperial tyranny once and for all.

And he learned that his father had a place for him at his side, if Aeduan was willing to take it.

Aeduan was.

In the end, the blood-scent had convinced him that this man was indeed his father. It had changed in fifteen years, though—the bloodied iron and sleeping ice might still remain, but gone were the nighttime songs and the loving hounds that he remembered. Now there was fire. Now there was inconsolable loss. It stained every piece of Ragnor’s blood. It gave his eyes a weight that no one else could understand.

No one but Aeduan, who had been there on the day everything had been taken away from them.

In the end, it was Ragnor’s words that had convinced Aeduan to actually join him. And since that day in the thatched-roof house, his course had been so clear. Aeduan had never second-guessed. He had never hesitated. Coin and the cause. Coin and the cause. No space for personal wants, and no desire for them either. He had given up hope so very long ago. There was only action, only moving forward. Coin and the cause. Coin and the cause.