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Chapter Twenty-Three

Tamsin

I feel him against me. He’s like a flame up against me. There’s a fear of not only being burned but being consumed by him. The entire ride over I couldn’t help but regret telling him that I love him. I don’t regret telling him. I just regret the timing since I think I freaked him out by saying it so soon, but he’s not turned me away. He’s not left me since I said it.

And now he’s above me, waiting for me to let him in completely. Levi is going to be the man who takes my v-card. The one who already has my heart. The first man I’ve told those three words to other than my father and I definitely didn’t mean them the same way.

“Are you sure, Tamsin? Are you absolutely certain this is what you want? We can wait if you need to wait, sweetheart.”

“Levi, I feel like I won’t be able to breathe until I have you inside me. I more than want you to take me, I need it.”

It’s the truth. I need him. All day today I’ve walked around feeling like I was only half alive because I hadn’t heard his voice or seen his face. It might have happened fast but I know it’s real and I’m certain it’s what I want.

“Alright, sweet girl. Here we go.”

The tip of his dick kisses the edge of my opening before finding entrance. He adds pressure so the thick, wide head sinks into me. Not the whole head but enough that I can feel the stretch and know that taking Levi is going to be a labor of love.

“You doing alright, sweetheart?”

I nod, “More, Levi. I want to feel more of you.”

He pushes forward and both of us gasp as the entire tip pops inside. He drops his forehead to mine as we both focus on the feelings and sensations going through us. Even the little bit that is in me feels like it’s prying me open, stretching me apart so that I will reform around his shape, fitting only him. We share breath as my body gets used to having him inside me.

“More.”

He pulls back a little so he can stare down at me. “We don’t have to rush, little one.”

“I know, but I want more of you.” I nudge him by pressing my heel into his butt cheek.

A gleam comes into his eyes but all he does is feed me more of his cock. He envelopes me as he invades me. His voice fills my head even as his dick fills my body.

“You want more, kitten? You want me to shove my throbbing cock inside, no concern for your sweet body, no worries that you might have second thoughts. You want me to take you over and use you.” I can’t help but whimper. “You want the bad boy to hold you down and fuck your little pussy open, so you’ll feel it days from now.”

I can only moan as I arch my back and more of him slips deeper inside of me. I never realized I like to be talked dirty to, but it is turning me on so badly I can’t focus on anything but Levi doing everything he says to me, everything he promises to do.

“You want me to rip through that virgin pussy and make you my bad girl, make you nothing more than the place I put my cock, the place I dump my cum until your little body is overflowing with it. Is that what you want, Tamsin? Do you want to be my little slut that hits her knees every time I need you to relieve me, every time I need you to fuck me?”

“Yes! God, yes!”

If someone talked to me like this and they weren’t Levi, I would slap the spit out of them. But for some reason, I like the illusion of being his slut, his bad girl, his naughty kitten. I sink my teeth into his shoulder, and he hisses as he pushes more of himself inside me.

“Then hang on, baby, because I’m about to make you mine!”

He quickly jabs his hips against me, and I feel him break through, my body on fire, and tears spring to my eyes. He doesn’t move, doesn’t speak, but he does pepper kisses all down my face and over my shoulders and neck.

“Easy, sweet girl. Breathe for me. Just breathe in and out. I know I’m big and I’m so fucking sorry, but I’ll make it up to you. I’ll make you feel so damned good you’ll forget all about the pain.”

His voice vibrates through me and I focus on his words, on his kisses, on the hand he’s dropped between us that zeroes in on my clit. My body trembles under him as he works my body so that I not only loosen up around him but also build back up to that pleasure just out of reach. Just beyond the touch of his hand.

I moan as he circles and plays with the hard bud that throbs for his attention. And after a while, my hips start to move as I chase that feeling only he can give me.

“Good girl, baby. Good, good girl. Now you’re ready for more.”

“Oh God! Talk to me more, Levi. Tell me every dirty thing you want to do to me.”

He chuckles and it echoes down my body. “There’s my girl.”

He slides out causing me to whimper only to push back in a little further this time. He repeats the give and take until I am taking every inch of him. His thighs touch my butt as he leans back and moves my legs so they are stretched up over his shoulder.

“Hmm, look at how pretty that little pussy is taking all of my cock. Making a mess just for me.”

I gasp out. I didn’t realize he was able to look at me like that. He spreads my legs and keeps on staring down at where we connect.

“One day, I’m going to take a video of this so you can see how fucking beautiful it is too. I’ll watch that when you are sleeping and I don’t want to wake you. I’ll watch your little pussy gobble up my dick and I’ll move my hand up and down my aching shaft until I can tell I’m about to blow and then I’ll roll you on your back and put just the tip in so I can put my cum where it belongs, and you won’t ever have to wake up. I’m going to treat you so fucking good, baby.”

His strokes have sped up causing my breath to come quicker and quicker. He’s hitting something deep inside of me that makes my whole body turn molten.

“You know why, baby? You know why I’m going to treat you like a princess?” I really hope he’s not waiting for a response because I’m not sure I can give him one. “Because I fucking love you.”

The world stops turning and I stop breathing as I wait for him to…repeat what he just said. Say something else? Explain? Is this just the sex talking?

“I fucking love you too, Tamsin, and I’m going to take care of you and make you happy, so happy you won’t want to be with anyone else but me. Ever.”

“Oh God! Oh…Levi!” He’s pounding into me now so hard my breasts are bouncing, and my body is tensing up. I’m going to cum soon. “I love you. I love you. I would never leave you.”

He leans forward to take my mouth with his, “Good, baby. That’s good because you’re mine. Forever.”

He shifts my legs so that he can somehow get even deeper. It's like he’s hitting the very bottom of me. I try to shout his name but all the air I have left in my body is taken away by every push, every roll of his hips. My heart beats faster, my breasts turn heavy, and everything below my waist feels like it’s one raw ache. My clit beats to the same rhythm as my heart…the same one Levi is orchestrating.

I sink my nails into his forearms and hold on for dear life as everything inside of me shakes like it’s in an earthquake. Levi has made me cum before but never like this, never with this intensity.

“Cum for me, Tamsin! Cum for me now!”

As if my body is no longer mine to control, I fall into a climax that makes me clamp my muscles around his shaft and pulse around him as my body goes liquid.

“That’s it, baby. Mark that cock as yours.”

My body contracts and hugs up on him as warmth floods me. It took me more than a few minutes to figure out he came with me. But he’s not lost that hardness that helped him break through my barriers. Before I can go to the worst-case scenario -him not being satisfied, he is pulling out of me and flipping us. I wind up on my back on top of his chest. He quickly pushes back inside my swollen entrance and starts moving in and out of me again.

This position opens me up even more than before and he can more easily play with my breasts and work my clit. He also hits a different spot that has my eyes rolling back in my head and my toes curling. He holds my hips to help me rise and fall on his cock as I arch my back so I can take more of him inside of me.

“That’s it, Tamsin. That’s my good girl. Work those hips so you can take my dick like a good girl, baby.”

“Yes.” It comes out as only a pant of breath as I catch the rhythm and start to sink down on his cock every time he pulls me off it just a little bit.

My body is quickly building up to another orgasm as the thick flared head of his dick keeps hitting that magic spot that makes my legs shake and my pussy wetter and wetter. When he circles my neck with one of his big hands I’m completely lost. It takes the whole idea of being surrounded by him, of being locked to him, to a different -and insanely sexy- level.

“Oh my God! Levi! You’re…going to make me…cum again! So hard!”

I’m not sure if I’m talking about his dick or my impending orgasm but either way, my body shakes and spasms until I can only scream out his name and milk him for all he has to give me. This one is so much bigger than any he’s given me before and leaves me limp and close to exhaustion.

I vaguely remember Levi cumming because everything gets a lot hotter and wetter, then he rolled us so we are spooning. His breath fans out over my neck and his arms wrap me in warmth. Those are the last things I remember before fully welcoming sleep.