Page 12 of All That We Keep (Always Yours #3)

“I’m terrified, Bear,” Luca whispers as he runs his hands across his stomach.

“Terrified that I’m going to bring my babies into a world we can’t protect them from.

Terrified that the nightmares I suffered will still be there as I try to teach them about all the good.

Terrified that Hudson will finally do what he started.

Terrified that you and I might not be there to watch them grow up.

” He runs a hand up to run across his neck, across the scars Hudson left.

“And then I remember we have the most amazing mates. And that we’re stronger than we look.

That we always come out on top and that we keep surviving time and time again.

Hudson never broke me. And you always pushed through and now you’re going to be my Delta. ”

Tears show in his gorgeous eyes as he reaches for my hand and squeezes my fingers, all of those words the ones I needed to hear. “I’m still going to be yours.”

“Yes. And Luther’s. And Maceo’s. And Grayson’s. None of that is changing. You helped me when I presented late and now it’s my turn, okay? So take. Show me how you take. I want to see it.”

I let out a shuddering breath as I slowly climb onto my hands and knees, Luca’s fingers slipping into my hair. The position is like a beacon for my neediness, slick gathering between my thighs and soaking through my briefs completely.

Another whine tears from my throat as Luther sits up behind me and drags my pants down my legs.

He then helps me sit back onto his waiting cock, pure relief spreading through me at the sudden fullness.

My head lolls back against his chest as Luther settles his hands on my waist, dictating the slow torturous pace.

“My beautiful, beautiful, Delta. You are gorgeous, regardless of what your designation is. You are mine, regardless of what you are. Remember that.” His lips find my ear, nibbling the lope and then dropping down to the curve of my neck.

A gasp falls from my lips as one of his hands move up to pinch my nipple, another, smaller hand wrapping around my cock. I look down to see Luca several inches closer, his face twisted up in determination as he starts furiously working me over in stark contrast with Luther’s slow thrusts.

“Cupcake… fuck, that’s…” I can’t even get the words out as I come all over his belly, Luca giggling as he continues, using my cum as lube. One of his hands reaches down further to cup my balls, the other still sliding up and down my length, his thumb swiping across my tip.

I wriggle between them, unable to find a sensation to chase, both of them overwhelming me with their scents and their touch.

“You’re going to be a daddy soon, Blake. And then I’m going to make you a daddy again. And again. And again. As many times as you want to. We’re going to have an army. Fuck biology,” Luca’s words rush out in a purr as he pulls another orgasm from me, my Alpha’s purr rumbling through the room.

His knot flutters against my ass as he thrusts up into me, heat surging in my belly as I clench down around his cock.

“You feel so good around me, love. Keep doing that. Keep using me just like that, Blake.” His tongue drags down my neck, his lips then sucking on his bite.

We haven’t spent a lot of time like this, just the three of us, our crazy life pulling us in all different directions but I realize how much I miss it.

I realize how much I miss just getting home and crawling into a lap or getting bent over and fucked silly.

I miss taking.

Luther thrusts one last time up into me, his knot fully expanding and locking us together as I coat Luca’s shirt, the fabric soaked fully through.

It clings to his belly, my Omega’s eyes wild with satisfaction as he sits back, admiring my release on his hands.

His scent blooms through the room as his lips part, his eyes rolling into the back of his head before he meets my gaze again and it takes me an embarrassingly long time to realize that he came untouched.

“Cupcake, did you just come?”

He just grins, sucking one of his fingers into his mouth. “It doesn’t take much these days and watching you fall apart always does it but we haven’t… it’s been a while.”

I frown at that, making a mental note that denying myself has also been denying my mates.

Luther’s hands slide up and down my sides, bringing me down from my high.

“You’re mine,” he growls, a possessive edge to his words.

“Both of you. No one’s taking you from me.

” Even connected, he raises me up as much as he can and then drops me onto his lap, his knot thrusting further up into me as it expands a little more.

A claiming roar tears from his throat, echoing through the nest as he finally releases inside of me, pulse after pulse filling me up.

It feels all consuming through the bond, eradicating the fear and panic that tried to overtake me from before.

My body shudders with the force of it, Luca just staring with his tongue still attached to his palm licking off my release, his cheeks flushed.

When the sound dies down, I sag back against Luther’s chest, completely spent. “I haven’t been fucked like that in a while.”

“Again, again, encore, ” Luca teases.

Luther chuckles. “Sweetheart,” he says, his gaze shifting to Luca, “you’re next.

” Luca’s cheeks flush a deeper red, the scent of arousal blooming through the room again.

Our Alpha wraps a protective hand around my stomach as he resituates me on his lap.

“Coming up here with you wasn’t all about your new designation, Blake.

After finding out about Hudson, I needed both of you.

I needed to be near you, with you, inside of you.

I didn’t like knowing Hudson was that fucking close to our house.

If it takes me fucking both of you all night long to feel like you’re still safe, I will. ”

I laugh, the sound turning into a groan as another small pulse of pleasure ripples through me, my body clenching around Luther’s knot. “Don’t you have work or something?” I tease, my body and my scent betraying my words.

Luther’s lips curve into a smirk, his hand sliding up to cup my cheek as he twists me around to meet his gaze. “My mates come first. Besides, it’s your company, love, and I told them the boss might be a little incapacitated for a bit.”

I snort and roll my eyes, my body already loosening around Luther’s knot. “The launch is in less than two weeks! Luther—”

“You have three mates with knots. I’m tempted to call them up here and have you filled and knotted for the foreseeable future.

No talk of work until I’m done with the both of you.

” Luther slowly pulls me off his cock, an obscene amount of slick and cum slipping between my thighs.

He sets me beside him, Luca already scurrying forward for his own turn.

“You have until I fuck Luca to sleep to catch your breath and then I’m fucking you again. ”

I kind of want to argue. Just for the fun of it. Instead, I just say, “Yes, Alpha,” because fuck, I kind of like this version of Luther.