APRIL

C laiming my mouth with his, Jay backs me up against the wall. I lace my fingers behind his neck to stay upright.

He pushes up my skirt above my waist and grips my ass, massaging the two halves with his powerful hands. One finger slips under my panties, lightly skims my asshole, and then teases my pussy lips.

“Good girl,” he growls against my mouth. “You’re already wet for me.”

I’ve been freaking ready for months. Flames lick my skin and scorching lava flows through my veins. I want more. Need more.

More skin-to-skin contact. More heat.

Jay trails kisses down my throat and then licks my collarbone. When he presses his cock against my heat, I know I’ll explode if I don’t get out of my clothes. I need him inside me. Now.

I release my grip on Jay’s neck and pull my T-shirt over my head. I try to slide off my boots, but I almost trip when they won’t cooperate.

Strong arms grip my elbows and steady me. “Slow down.” Jay chuckles against the skin of my collarbone. “I’ll help you,” he whispers before trailing his hot lips down my neck again. His breath teases my breasts, and my nipples tighten into hard buds.

I groan, pulling him closer.

“Patience,” he growls, but finally helps me get my boots off. He picks me up, carries me to his desk, and props me on top. The chilly surface against my ass hits me like a cold shower and pulls me out of my feverish trance of desire. I look up at Jay. “We need to think about this,” I say. “You’re my boss.”

He chuckles. “For once you notice. I wish you’d pay that much attention when I try to tell you and Iris what to do.”

“Maybe you’re not giving me the right orders.” I’m playing sassy, but on the inside my heart beats so fast I’m sure he can hear it. This is risky. Too risky.

But I can’t make myself stop. I’ve wanted him for so long.

“What kind of orders are the right kind?”

“The kind that I give.” I don’t know where this brazen woman comes from. But I like her.

He leans over me, sliding his arms up to my shoulders, his palms caressing my biceps on their way. “What would you order me to do?”

My breath won’t slow down. “I don’t know. I have to think about this.”

“You think too much.” A wry smile stretches his lips. “But ponder away. I’ll keep myself busy until you figure out your commands.”

His smile mesmerizes me, and so does the way his T-shirt clings to his muscular chest. I reach out and put my palm against his chest. I want this man with a desperation I’ve never felt before.

Jay’s abdomen contracts, and he hisses at my touch. He captures my hand under his palm. “You can’t touch me like that, Princess. Not if you want me to last.”

I stare at our hands pressed together against the shirt. The steady beating of his heart drums under my fingers. He is so alive and such a perfect specimen of a man. I shouldn’t indulge myself just because he has such a hot body. It is absolutely the wrong thing to do. I suck in a breath between my teeth.

“Did I hurt you?” Jay asks, releasing my hand. He crouches before me, his eyes searching my face. “Do you want to stop?”

“No,” I whisper, lost in his whisky-colored eyes. They blaze with desire. That heat matches my lust, which keeps building despite my attempts to curb it. All these feelings are overwhelming.

I close my eyes and try to slow my breathing and tamp down the heat still blazing in my body. The warmth of Jay’s hand on my knee makes me open my eyes again.

“Hey,” he says. “Are you okay?”

The concern I see in his eyes nearly undoes me. This man, this sexy man, wants me physically but is also emotionally tuned in to me.

“I’m not good with too many emotions too quickly.” The words blurt out before I can stop them.

He smiles. “You’re in good company. Neither am I.”

My fingertips itch to touch him. I reach out and stroke one silky dark strand of his hair and then move my hand to cup his cheek. “You’re so beautiful,” I murmur.

Jay grins, but the heat in his eyes flares up. “I think that’s my line.”

I lean forward to taste his lips but stop just shy of making contact, enjoying his breath mingling with mine for a moment. I move my hand down to the spot on his chest that I touched earlier. The fabric of the shirt feels deliciously coarse against my fingers, and I love how his heart beats against my skin.

His pupils widen, and a growl rumbles inside his chest.

I pause and close my eyes. In my mind, I recite all the reasons I shouldn’t continue to physically explore this wonderful man.

This hot, sexy man. This delicious mountain of hot muscle that I so badly want to climb.

I open my eyes. “Kiss me,” I whisper. For once in my life, I will stop thinking so much and just feel.

He hesitates, obviously not prepared for my words.

I pull on the fabric of his shirt and smile when he growls again. “Kiss me,” I repeat more firmly. “That is my first order.”

He leans forward and captures my mouth with his. “Good girl, you chose well.”

I set the pace of our kiss and pull him down with me as I recline on the desk. I moan as he presses his body against mine.

Jay lets go of my lips just long enough to shed his shirt. He looks down at me with a satisfied smile on his lips.

Heat flows to between my legs. The man makes me wet by just smiling.

He leans in to kiss me again. His clever hands make quick work of pulling off my panties and I’m completely bared to him.

The coolness of the air against my pussy contrasts exquisitely with the fervent kisses he trails along my neck and down to my collarbone. He pulls off my t-shirt and nuzzles my nipples through my bra.

My hips buck off the desk.

Jay pushes me back down with a chuckle and puts a hand on my thigh, anchoring me in place. I whimper when his mouth returns to pleasure my breasts.

He unbuttons his jeans and lingers on the zipper for an excruciating amount of time. “I’ve waited a long time for this.” He finally pulls down the metal clasp and then leans back to pull off the jeans. He kneels down between my legs, his fiery gaze traveling down my body, and rests between my legs.

Some brazen part of me loves his heated gaze on my sex and I spread my legs wider.

He flicks his eyes up to mine, his gaze even hotter than before. “I’m going to enjoy tasting you, Princess.”

As he continues to just stare at my pussy, I wriggle on the desk. I know my body carries more padding than what society deems beautiful. His scrutiny makes me nervous.

Reaching out my hand to him, I implore him without words to get closer and stop looking at me.

He stays on his knees, but looks up at me. “You’re so beautiful,” he says. His chest heaves as he takes a deep breath. “This is better than I had imagined.”

The heat in his gaze makes me feel powerful and desirable. I forget all about my body insecurities. “You’ve imagined us together?” I ask.

“You have no idea how often I’ve thought about this.”

Emboldened by his words and the fiery blaze in his eyes, I lean up on my elbows, aware of how the position pushes my chest out. “What exactly did you think about?” I challenge, nudging his leg with my foot.

“April.” He leans back and catches my foot in his hand. “I want to go slow, but I don’t know if I can.”

Something wild inside me responds to that heat. “I don’t want you to go slow,” I say in a hoarse voice.

Jay’s eyebrows shoot up. “Is that another order?”

“Yes,” I whisper.

“What exactly do you want me to do?”

The brazen sex kitten that I apparently am with Jay appears again. “Eat my pussy.”

He lunges forward, his lips hot on my sex. He licks, no, he devours me and all I can do is fall back on the desk and try to hold on as a wave after wave of sensations hit my body.

Jay grips my hips and keeps me anchored while he pushes his mouth hard against my core. His tongue laves my clit as he sucks me hard.

A wave of pleasure hits me and I scream out his name. I come so hard that white lights glimmer behind my eyelids.

Jay leans back and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. His smile is one of male arrogance as he stands up and leans over me. “Did I execute your order to satisfaction?”

I sit up, cup the back of his neck, and kiss him deeply, tasting myself on his lips. I stroke the inside of his mouth with my tongue before capturing his lower lip between my teeth, lightly biting down. We’re both panting, and I can feel his neck muscles tense under the strain. I lean my forehead against his.

“That was adequate,” I say, still trying to catch my breath.

I feel his smile against my lips. “Only adequate? I will have to try harder for the next order then.” He leans back a little, his gaze on mine, one eyebrow cocked. “What is the next one?”

“Are you sure you can handle another one?” I allow some of the wild heat I feel inside to dance in my eyes.

“I’m ready for whatever you want.”

“Hold nothing back.” I nibble his collarbone and then kiss it to take the sting out of my bite. “I want all of you. All of your wild self.”

“And what would you have me do?”

I bite his earlobe. “Fuck me as hard as you can,” I say hoarsely.

He’s on me so fast I barely catch a breath before he pushes me back and kisses me. He pushes up my bra and then plants one hand on the desk by my head. The other anchors my hip.

His lips suck my nipples to tight buds and then he softly nips them.

I almost come undone again and moan loudly as heat shoots from the tips of my breasts to my pussy. Liquid warmth fills my center. I twist slightly so I can get a hand on his boxer briefs. Massaging his cock through the cotton, I purr when I feel how rigid and wide it is.

He grabs my wrist and holds my hand still. “I won’t last long if you continue that.”

“I told you, I don’t want to go slow.”

Jay gives me a heated look before reaching for something in his back pocket. I bite his nipple that hovers over my mouth. He pulls back and kisses me lightly. “Careful with those teeth.”

“Please tell me that’s a condom,” I say.

“As you wish.” He holds up the foil package and smiles.

“Good.” I reach down and pull off his jeans and boxer briefs. As his cock springs free, I smile. Finally.

I close my fingers around its delicious hardness.

Jay groans, his head falling back.

I lean into him, licking his neck. Using my free hand, I push until he’s standing in front of me.

When I lean over and put the tip of his cock in my mouth, he bucks and then grabs my hair, holding me still. “If you do that, this will get really wild, but only for a brief time.”

I laugh, surprised at how much joy there is in that sound. I tilt my head, looking up at his face. “Do you have an alternate suggestion?”

His eyes turn dark and predatory. “Let’s get back to what you ordered me to do.”

I lean back on the desk again while he covers himself with the condom.

He braces himself above me. Staring down at me, he smiles slowly before leaning down to kiss me.

I grip his shoulders, trying to pull him closer, but the infuriating man resists. I’m about to show him who’s really in charge when he whispers, “You’re mine now, Princess,” and enters me in one swift motion. Delicious friction enhances the sensation of him filling me to the fullest.

When he pulls out and thrusts again, the heat that’s been building between us overpowers my senses. I whimper in the back of my throat.

Waves of pleasure radiate out from my pussy and through my body. The intensity increases as I buck my hips, meeting Jay thrust for thrust.

He leans down and sucks a nipple into his mouth.

I open my legs wider, grab his ass, and push him deeper inside me.

When he captures the other nipple with his lips, I forget how to breathe.

The waves of pleasure flooding my body intensify even more. My entire world becomes this man. Here and now. In this room.

Jay pulls one of my legs over his hip and then raises it higher, strong fingers gripping my thigh with just the right pressure on the verge of pain but with so much pleasure.

As he thrusts into me, hitting exactly the right spot, a surge of ecstasy sweeps through my body. I scream out my release as the power of the intense pleasure overcomes me.

I feel Jay’s chest rumble, and then he cries out as he climaxes.

A second swell of pleasure flows through me, and for one glorious moment, my entire body focuses on the man who collapses on top of me.

I savor his delicious weight.

I push my hair back, take a deep breath, and then exhale. Turning my head, I find Jay watching me, his eyes filled with an emotion that scares me with its intensity.

He blinks, and whatever he’s feeling is gone. “Was that executed to your satisfaction?” he asks.

“Very.” I smile at him.

“I have to dispose of…” He gestures toward his crotch.

“Sure, thank you.” I yawn, suddenly exhausted.

He laughs out loud. “No, Princess. Thank you.” He caresses my cheek, stands up and goes into the attached bathroom, closing the door behind him.

The air feels chilly against my skin, and suddenly I’m weirded out about lying on Jay’s desk, totally exposed. I get off the desk, quickly pull down my skirt, and adjust my bra. I grab my T-shirt from the floor and pull it on. The panties go in my pocket because they are too damp to wear.

Grabbing my socks and boots, I quickly exit the office, opening and closing the door behind me as quietly as I can. I don’t even pause in the staff bathroom before I sneak out the back door and drive my brazen ass home.